Today marks your 1st birthday and I can’t express this pain grand baby Why God chose to give you such a short lifetime on this earth is beyond me I’ll never get to tell you Happy birthday or to give u a special gift or hear you say Ganny We’ll never see your first steps or see how you have changed over the years But ganny just wants you to know that today is your day and in celebration of you and the time we got to spend with you Happy 1st birthday GoldenGram You will be celebrated and we are forever greatful for you! We love you SheBaby forever and ever always Rest easy my angel baby❤️❤️❤️

Oh my GBaby I’m so sorry Ganny just knew something was wrong when I had you and to find out that it wasn’t I’m so sorry I’m so sorry I don’t know what happened or how and I have to live with this I needed to blame someone I needed that to live with losing you I needed that make sense of this whole thing I’m still so lost as to why and how I know you know that Ganny would do nothing to hurt nor harm you but I don’t know how to feel about knowing that you are gone under MY CARE Lord please I’ll take the blame because now i feel like everyone else But I know that you know granddaughter that this was an freak accident and it still makes no sense I just need answers Father Why I’m so sorry to the other side of the family for accusing y’all I really thought something was wrong from that side Lord I can’t

Granny’s baby I don’t even know where to start I love you so much and I know you know this with all your lil beautiful heart I will continue to try and find out what happened to you and you know I will I’m so sorry that I couldn’t help youI’m sorry that I chose not to take you to the hospital That’s what grandma’s are supposed to do I’m so sorry London please forgive me please You will always be my GoldenGram My SheBaby and my Lon Lon I know that you know I love you because you came and paid ganny a visit and even presented to me your binky You gave me the biggest smile and even let me see your star shinning so bright You are now another beautiful angel watching over me and your family I love you from the bottom of my heart London and I always will❤️ Rest easy my GoldenGram