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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Lorraine Tallada-Smith, 86 years old, born on July 2, 1920, and passed away on December 14, 2006. We will remember her forever.
July 5, 2022
July 5, 2022
Oh momma it still hurts so much. I know it will always be with me as will my memories of you.
  Did you ever stop hurting ? I'm becoming a empty shell and nobody cares to see it. So I guess it hurts less sometimes. There are more on your side than left over here...
  Am I done yet momma ? Will I ever be done.  I miss you always
January 4, 2019
January 4, 2019
The pain is as fresh as when you took your last breath, I felt you gently slide out of your body as you brushed my cheek... Time stopped... I stopped... I was mad and confused, How could every body just go on about their lives when mine had suffered such a horrible loss, I wanted to scream at everyone whats wrong with you people, don't you know MY JUST DIED. I didn't think I could stand it, I didn't I walked around with tears always in my eyes ready to spill over without knowing it for 2 1/2 years and still cry at the thought of the loss of you, I want to tell tell you how much I miss you and want you to know I get it now. You shared your life with a man not easy to share with, Had children who grew to be very different, and you always did your best for each of us, maybe not what they wanted but what they needed.  You suffered some great loses of sons and husband and sisters  OMG your Mother died. I get it the, the deep sadness the pain in your eyes. But a life well lived is one that touches another and you touched many. And I'm sorry for being a bad kid, but you know what I was just a kid. I Love you always MY MOTHER.

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July 5, 2022
July 5, 2022
Oh momma it still hurts so much. I know it will always be with me as will my memories of you.
  Did you ever stop hurting ? I'm becoming a empty shell and nobody cares to see it. So I guess it hurts less sometimes. There are more on your side than left over here...
  Am I done yet momma ? Will I ever be done.  I miss you always
January 4, 2019
January 4, 2019
The pain is as fresh as when you took your last breath, I felt you gently slide out of your body as you brushed my cheek... Time stopped... I stopped... I was mad and confused, How could every body just go on about their lives when mine had suffered such a horrible loss, I wanted to scream at everyone whats wrong with you people, don't you know MY JUST DIED. I didn't think I could stand it, I didn't I walked around with tears always in my eyes ready to spill over without knowing it for 2 1/2 years and still cry at the thought of the loss of you, I want to tell tell you how much I miss you and want you to know I get it now. You shared your life with a man not easy to share with, Had children who grew to be very different, and you always did your best for each of us, maybe not what they wanted but what they needed.  You suffered some great loses of sons and husband and sisters  OMG your Mother died. I get it the, the deep sadness the pain in your eyes. But a life well lived is one that touches another and you touched many. And I'm sorry for being a bad kid, but you know what I was just a kid. I Love you always MY MOTHER.
Her Life

Before my Mom was her Mom. . .

July 14, 2023

    In the late 1880's Pauline Gelner, my Maternal Grandmother, was sold into servitude to a old woman who lived in St. Louis.or Chicago. Little Pauline was accompanied to America by her older brothers, who had a deal with the old lady that they could "buy" her back for what she had borrowed.  The brothers went to work immediately and sent for their Mother and a younger brother.. A few years later with the amount  of money borrowed my great grandmother went to see the lady and my Grandmother...  This is when she was refused entrance and denied even the sight of little Pauline. Instead she was given a bill,

      Never having children of her own she decided to raise her young ward as her own.  Fancy pinafores over her tailor made little girl dresses.  Very expensive and not for the children of the poor immigrants Great Grandmother didn't know she was one of them.  She was told of the broken and crying woman, being a Gypsy who was there to steal the child away and was instructed to run and hide if the "washer woman" was ever seen again. It wasn't until she was 17 and the old lady laying on her death bed that the washer woman was in fact her Mother.  I was told my Great Grandmother died of a broken Heart, never having seen her daughter except for stolen glances from afar... This was told to her by her older brothers who brought her to America.  She was taken to Minnesota where her sisters and other family welcomed her and she lived for a short time with her siblings until she met my Grandfather Harry Tallada......



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2 years ago

December 7, 2021
Oh momma it's almost 2 years since my sweet Grandson Christopher Duane died in a motor vehicle accident.  I know from loosing you that I will never heal or get over this loss... I needed you to help me thru that dark day and I realize that you did.  All my life I learned from watching you,  as you walked the walk of loss and pain with a quiet modest head up look it in the eye kind of way.  You were the best role mode.   I hope you found the peace you earned.
  Your devoted daughter

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