Well momma it’s been so many years it feels like yesterday that ur gone not a day goes by I don’t miss you .. mom I miss u so much how did u do it all of these years with out losing it with the kids I don’t know how u do it but it’s been really hard for me I lost one of my daughters and now losing another with out knowing what to do or done nothing in return I haven’t talk to Ariel since my dads funeral and only two words that were said between us I tried to reach out I feel like a failure everything I do is wrong if I don’t kids there butts I feel that I lose them and they do disrespect me and threaten me I don’t know mom I wish u were here our whole family is falling apart or I should say fell apart Michael is to graduate this year and I will no longer have any kids at home what’s hurts worst that is when one of my kids say that u can’t control me no longer and that this will be the last thing u do and u will regret it I don’t know what I am doing I am just sick of getting disrespected when I have no control over anything I love u mom and I miss u so much I wish I did a little better being a mom must of did something wrong but I don’t know what I miss u so much I miss our family gatherings and I miss our old life this life is just so unreal I love to the moon and back until I see u again I miss u so much I love u !!!

Well momma dearest its been 9 long years and I miss you more then ever so much had happened and so much yet to happen but everything we do always know you are always with us always our kids are getting bigger and achieving alot I'm sure you see all this but keep watching over us we love you so very much rest in peace beautiful

Hey mom so much has happened in these years .. Alexis is 18 and graduates this year we wish u were here to see this magical moment on the other note the girls are gonna be 9 years old and Haleigh acts and looks like u so much harleigh she has an attitude like Alexis I guess she’s rubbing off on to the girls but there so amazing girls and LJ and Micheal and gonna be 17 and a in a couple of years they will be graduating wow time has fly and ariel she’s doing good very good... I am not gonna tell you the bad because u don’t need to hear that I am sure some of the stuff you already know and rolling your eyes and stuff but we do miss you and love you very much... The craziest thing is we are all back home and we all are trying to get along easier said then done but mom I love you so much and miss you so much wish u were here with us every day.

Oh my momma i miss u so much...u have a couple of beautiful great grandbabies..so that mean i am a grandma...his name is zaydan...he is absolutly my life my heart. You would be very proud...i love u and miss u so much...even the little things in life that u miss out are hard...oh boy wish we would have had more time together...but mom for now i will let u go...i love and miss and i talk to u all the time i know u hear me rip mom u r never forgotten

Mom, You left us way to soon but the good lord needed you for something I miss you more and more everyday I got alot of great memories of you and i hold them all dear to my heart there are days that i sit and cry and there are days i sit and laugh I know you were not physically here when my beautiful twins were born but you were here i felt it i just wish i could pick up the phone and tell you all their milestones but i know you alredy see them mom rest in peace and you are never forgotten I love you with all my heart and to know we have rough times here and we have great times but we always have each other backs please keep watching over us my sweet angel Fly high mommy fly high

I love u mom and miss u so dearly I wish u were here so I can ask u so much stuff that I don't know what to do about the kids are getting so big ariels 16 going on 25 it seems like I wish I could hear ur voice and spend one week with u so I know how it feel to be with u one last time mom I hope u hear this I miss u and love u so much rip mom I love u