You left a hair spray..I can't use or throw out.. I keep it because it was yours.
Again ..you are with me, kinda like always.  :)
I was remembering us watching TV at my ma's house..late..in our living room.  We'd make popcorn. We were 13.14.. sometimes feels like yesterday and then again forever ago. I wish I could hug you right now.    I will in my heart. Hug Jesus for me..you are there with him. I know he is here with me..but I can't touch him yet. I can close my eyes and pray, feel his presence in my heart.  ❤  Thank you,  Jesus. 

You were on my mind all night....for a few days. I looked at the calendar. You cam and visited me..we slept in the same bed like teens..got up and got ready..went out visited your mom and dad... we went to the depot,  met up with some your family.  You wanted to go to parties that night. I really don't do that so went home.  You came later slept for a while said you had to go home.  I wanted to go visit more with you...You went home..and then I got word you passed  away. It still doesn't make sense in my heart!! You were just with me. 
I feel you here...today, as ,I remember us..you!  I know you loved Jesus ..so I know you are safe in heaven.... I'll get there..but not for hopefully another 40 years.  Save me a seat next to you...