ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Luke Deegan. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Suzanne Fox on July 21, 2022
Thank you my sweetheart, my Angel, I ask you to be there for Ellie and you are every time, I’m so blessed with you and with Ellie.
We miss you so much, but we are learning every day, that you are so very close to us in every way that you can be. We would prefer to have you here, you know this, but we have you in our hearts and in our minds continuously
Never leave your big sis, be by her side always my love. I love you and miss you every day luke xxx hope you liked your sunflowers! I know they were huge  but beautiful, just like you and the huge heart you had and always will have! Good night my darling, see you tomorrow
Posted by Suzanne Fox on July 8, 2022
I can hear you when I think of you, I know your happy, I feel it, but doesn’t stop me wishing things were so different, we miss you xx
I was looking through your bits and bobs just the other day, my mind boggles at what you kept over the years, from being a little boy to the man you were becoming, made me smile and think what on earth!! Haha even had a go of your flint and got a spark and shit myself I could hear you laughing at me! I love you son and miss you so much. See you tonight my love xxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on June 18, 2022
I miss you today, I missed you yesterday and I miss you tomorrow. I’m stuck luke, I don’t know how to carry on but I’m trying. For you and for Ellie I’m trying. We talk about you every day, sometimes a thousand times a day, you were so pure in this life son, I’ll never ever understand and I’ll never accept you been taken from me. Stay with me always son, be with Ellie always, she needs you.
Forever in my heart and always always in my mind xx
I guess sweetheart you are never going to rest because I can’t, I’m so sorry for that, but would you rest anyway? No you wouldn’t, always on the go and with everyone, as I know you are now, you make me so proud every day luke.
I shared a secret with you today at your resting place, as bittersweet as it was telling you, I’m glad I did, because I know you would be so happy, I know you are happy, but l, I just want you back with me and el where you belong, forever in our bubble just the 3 of us, as it will always be.
I missed you today, and I’ll miss you tomorrow as I missed you yesterday.
Good night luke, I’ll see you tomorrow, hold me tight tonight son, I need you close right now, forever in my heart my darling my heart is with you, love mum xxxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on February 21, 2022
I just miss you so much
Posted by Suzanne Fox on January 5, 2022
My dear son luke, another Christmas and another new year without you, I’m glad it’s over, it will never be the same, simply because your not hear, and nowto get through another month of sadness without you. The reminder of the worst day of my life is coming up, I relive it everyday, 23 months and 19 days of hell, of sadness and a heavy heavy weight I carry with the most broken heart, still in complete disbelief that this happened to you and to us as a family, I still question how and why with great sadness deep within my heart, you are missed beyond words son. There are random times I can look at lads turning 21 and thinking to myself, how you will have changed look wise, you were so handsome so happy, with the most incredible smile, what I would give to cuddle you, kiss your lovely face and ruff your hair as I always did, tickle your leg or arm and you knowing how much I loved and cared about you, but those days were taken from us both, taken unfairly and the worst part, knowing it wasn’t your fault, and knowing you and me were cheated by your departure from this life in such an horrific way. I think people find it hard when I look at them odd when I’m told this year will be better, Iv a life to live too and to enjoy, it’s not possible luke, because your not hear to enjoy that life with, I find it so hard to digest, those words from others, I don’t even want to be happy any more, what have I to be happy for when you were so cruelly taken and no longer here, it’s so unfair, I’m suppose to write happy thoughts on here, I have a million of them with you and Ellie, but trying to be or feel happy is hard most days, I’m grateful I still have Ellie and she’s as good as can be and healthy, but so we’re you, but the feeling of been suffocated by your loss takes over every time, it doesn’t get easier son it doesn’t, you just learn to hold the pain in more. In 19 days it will be 2 years, 2 years of brutal heartache tears and sadness, I don’t want to be me because I don’t want to feel how I do anymore, it’s painful draining and exhausting. I live for Ellie, she is my world as you are, always, she deserves the best out of life, feeling so bloody torn between you both kills me inside.
I miss your daftness, your laugh, I just miss you so much. Never leave Ellie, even if it’s bluebottles you send her way! Always be by her side and never leave her, she needs you and she misses you so much son. I love you always and forever, until I’m with you again sunshine I love you, love always your mum xxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on December 22, 2021
It’s been a horrible few months luke, I miss you so much, I miss shopping with you for your Christmas presents, I miss our chats and msgs, I miss holding you close, ruffling your hair as I walk past you, tickling your legs and squeezing your knees with so much love, telling you I love you and you saying “I love you mum” tormenting Harvey and loving him like you did, he was your best friend, you showed him so much love and affection, tormenting Ellie and hearing you both laughing upstairs is always the warmest heartfelt sound, I miss that as well as a million other things. you are loved and missed so deeply luke, it hurts every day that I wake and for the rest of that day too. I’m going to midnight mass on Friday. Iv never been before but I feel it’s something deep within I need to do, for you and for me, always be by Ellie’s side as I know you are, don’t worry about me, I’m big enough and strong enough to keep my head a float to keep going, I know you know how I truly feel, I miss you luke I miss everything that once was with you. I hope your resting son, well I know your not, your everywhere you won’t want to rest haha, but I hope your peaceful on the other side. I hope my sadness isn’t stopping you from being at peace and I’m sorry if does, I’m trying sweetheart I am, but missing you just gets in the way, I’m just not ready to let go, I never will be, so it could be some time my love but I know you understand, your my son my boy and my baby if I don’t want to let go then I don’t have to, it’s what’s right for me as it is for Ellie, there’s always going to be something missing in our hearts and that is you my love. We just miss you my darling and that’s it. Nothing can be the same again. Sleep and rest peacefully my Lukey D forever and always, your forever loving and devoted mum xxxxxx I love you xxxxxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on December 13, 2021
Reminiscing about you at Christmas time gets me through these days, you loved this time of year, we smile and sometimes laugh at the memories you left us with, but deep in our hearts it hurts so much, but we help lift each other up even though that pain is there, I hope you are with us each and every day, always guide your sister, always look after her, she missed you so much luke, it breaks my heart, you are loved and missed beyond words son, if only I could change what happened, stay with us always sweetheart I love you luke, all my love to you my beautiful Angel, love you love mum xxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on October 25, 2021
I miss you so much son xxxx
Posted by Ellie Deegan on October 12, 2021
Love you luke always, day in day out never a moment you are not on my mind. I just love you my brother my friend xxxxxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on October 11, 2021
Thinking of you my beautiful Angel, my son, my life, just know my Luke you are so so loved and missed, me and Ell listened to eastside tonight, it was nice, we both sang quietly no doubt feeling the same bittersweetness as we do each day. But it was a moment of comfort because it’s something me and el don’t do often, it was a precious moment. We miss you terribly Luke things are not the same as they use to be, why? Because your not here. You are our missing piece and nothing will ever replace you, life is so very hard, every day is a battle to get through, I’m so sorry I’ve not been to visit you as often since your birthday, I’ve found it really hard, missing you son is mentally draining, no matter how hard I try and I have! I just know I will never see you again, I can’t phone you and talk to you, or message you, I can’t cook for you, hug you, kiss you, help you when you need me, I just take each day and tell myself it’s a day closer to what I hope is a life back with you. I miss everything you were, always made me laugh or flap! Haha and the words “love you mam” or “ere mum” and then you would tell me a crazy tale! You were growing up into a fine crazy young man, full of life and energy usually only a toddler has Iv been looking for words that have meaning of the person you are, for your headstone, there isn’t one word for you, but so many, I hope your proud son with the headstone Iv designed, it’s taken some time to get my head together and I’m so sorry it’s took so long, I didn’t want to have to do it, I shouldn’t have to be doing this, but I also can’t leave you as a wooden cross and grass either. I will make sure you are perfect! I love you with all of my heart, I miss you even more Luke, if only I could see you and hold you and kiss my handsome son, I’d give anything to do this, I’d do anything to have you back, I’d switch places in a heartbeat just so you were here and el would have you longer. Good night sweetheart love from your mum xx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on September 17, 2021
Today my darling I’m in deep thoughts of you, it’s been a week since you should have turned 21, you would have loved your party, you would have danced, drank and laughed with me all night. We would have been hanging all day the day after haha
I miss you Luke, still 19 month on nothing makes one bit of sense. I just feel Iv not seen you in a while, I hope when my time comes that you are there waiting for me but until then my love I will never know, each time I think of our memories I smile from the inside and feel so warm then a little of reality hits for a second and my mood lowers for the rest of the day I’m awake. Please always be with Ellie and always guide her and look after her, she misses you so much my darling. I love you son with all my heart and miss you forever more xxx
All my love to you, your mum always xxxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on August 9, 2021
Hi son,
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you, I miss you so so much, I think of all the memories you El and me have shared, I look at your photos daily, with a heart felt smile and tears in my eyes, my heart is so heavy my love, to the point I feel sick daily. You left us all with sadness but at the same time the happiest memories to last us a life time, I see who have stayed so loyal to you, they are the same faces I see each time I visit you at your resting place, I can never thank them enough for the time they take to be with you even when I find it too hard to visit, my body aches with sorrow and pain Luke, how this ever happened to you I will never understand. I can’t move forward I don’t know how, your not going to be in my future so there for I choose to stay in my past, where you are. I still dry my hair in your bedroom where I’m surrounded by your things and photos of you me and Ellie, the things you wanted to to keep at home when you moved out, i don’t have much but what I do have are so precious to me. I even found it hard to move your wardrobe just to give your bedroom more space, because now it’s not where it use to be, I’m sure I can hear you calling me daft for feeling this way and joking about it, but at the same time your telling me “it’s ok mum” I know to you it’s ok what ever I do, I know how understanding and fair you were about life, you have so much of me in you, I didn’t realise just how much, but it makes me so proud that you were a lot like me, and you really were son. My only wish now is that you stay with your sister always, she needs her Angel with her, your her big little bro, she misses you more than you will ever know, if only I could go back to the day you were born and live the 19 years and 4 months all over again I would in a heart beat. Life is hard now luke, in 20 years or more this feeling won’t have eased, there are days I can laugh and smile, but that pain never goes ever, if I’m enjoying myself it’s there, and your in my mind the whole time. I See you have a large sticker on the old red lion pub sign which makes me smile each time I pass it to come and see you. You are everywhere, and I love that because you just pop up in random places, just like you did when you were here on this earth. You would just show up! I often think about the few times you would phone me to see if I was working and what time I was working, and you would then turn up on your bike to surprise me, I’d usually get 10/15 minutes with you before I’d have to leave, but those minutes made me so happy, every minute I spent with you I’d make the most of you, your my son and I adore you and Ellie, I miss Ellie as much as I miss you, even though I get to speak to her, it’s not the same as having her at home, she’s my girl my everything, just like you are! Your almost 21 Luke, and all I can think about is your 18th, because you were here celebrating, but we will celebrate your 21st how I know you would have loved it, I’m doing my best, it’s not easy I shit you not haha but I’m doing what I think is right by you and El, please come and visit me, please leave me a sign or a noise to let me know your there, the only time I know your with me is when I’m having a pee in the bathroom! The light flickers and i know it’s not the bulb as it’s been too long now for it to be that! I know it’s our energy together. I love and miss you so deeply, one day my darling we will be together again and when that day comes I want you to hold me tight and never let me go because I will never ever ever let you go again, I’m so sorry son that this happened to you, I’m sorry for my Ellie that she has to suffer too, it breaks me so much for the both of you.
Good night sweetheart and remember to come and visit me even in my dreams, I love to see you there. All my love to you my Lukey always and forever loved and missed, your forever loving mum xxx
Posted by chloe fox on July 20, 2021
thinking of you, i hope wherever you are that you are happy. all my love x
Posted by Ellie Deegan on July 20, 2021
Dear my one and only brother Luke, life is so difficult without you on this earth. But like jack said to me once, you must of been needed somewhere much better than here. I miss our laughs how only we would understand the jokes we had. I think about you every minute of every day that will never stop. You are an amazing young lad, you amazed everyone around you. You are loved so so much. Left your stamp on everyone who crossed your path. I’m a very proud big sister. But I miss you very much, the hole in my heart grows every day. Wait for me won’t you r kid. I love ya. Your big sis Ellie xxxxxx
Posted by Emily Boyes on July 20, 2021
Miss you every day Luke, I miss your laugh, your smile and even how you would wind me up hahaa. I hope you’re happy, I know you will be, but it doesn’t make it easier. All my love Deeg Xxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on July 12, 2021
Hi son, you would be so proud of your boys, England game last night, Jake kindly took your England shirt from when you were 9 (that’s why the number 9 on your shirt haha) to the orchid with him, to meet some of the boys, to watch the game, displayed your top under the screen with pints and jäger for you too! Even sat with you! I struggled yesterday, I know even though you weren’t bothered for football you would have been there celebrating with them, I actually think you would have enjoyed the game! I felt sad you weren’t here to experience this, not that you would be forgotten (that will never happen) but the fact your not here to experience such legacies. If that’s the right word to use! Even your big sis watched some of it in Spain with Jack in between on line clothes shopping haha, everyone does you so proud every day, they lifted my spirits last night as we all know you should be here my darling enjoying your life, but your not, that’s hurts so deep inside my love. I would have messaged, rang or both today to see how you were and make sure you was ok, I know what my reply from you would be late in the day! “Oh mam! I’m rough, but good night though!” Then told me about your mates making you laugh! Then you would be laughing down the phone, I’d know if you were laid down talking to me I could just tell. I’d hear you stretching as you would chat to me, and laugh! You would tell me how much you spent and that your starving! I’d offer to cook for you or bring you something even though I’m a 20 min drive away (anything to see my boy) but you would say nah it’s ok mum my dads making a dinner, but thanks though! hours later you would ring me “I’m starving mam, bring us a maccies” I’d say “ok son” then you would be like “nah it’s ok, too far for you to come, but thanks anyway!” but I’d insist, you being you would refuse, and get one of yr mates or yr sister to take you instead or drop you one off! Haha you were spoilt by so many Luke! I don’t think anyone could say no to you 
Im so proud each and every day of you, i miss you more than anything, and Ellie too now she’s in Spain, but knowing I will see her again makes it that little bit easier, it’s the knowing I will never see you or touch you again that cuts so deep, what I’d give to feel your stubble, always felt so soft, I’d rub yr head and say “love you son” I’d tickle ur arm then leg, then you would scratch aggressively haha you nutter! You would wrap up in the fleece for cosiness and comfort and sometimes fall asleep, I’d just sit and watch you, I know haha you found it weird haha but it what mums do, I hope where ever you are my love, your happy and peaceful, you are missed so much it hurts.
All my love to you my darling boy, always and forever, your mum xx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on July 4, 2021
Seen a couple of your pals yesterday son, the stories they tell me about you and them, makes me happy but sad at the same time, I could sit with them for hours and hours, makes me feel so close to you, then we leave and I feel so alone, you have amazing friends Luke, they love and miss you so much, apart from our family I don’t know what I’d have done without them and still now, you’d love Brads scooter! We laughed and said you would more than likely fall off it and break it or hurt yrself haha but I know you would fix it if you did! Or get a pair of crutches if you had a scratch on your leg! Like the time Kane was in hospital, he was so hurt, I dropped you off at A&E to be with him and el had been working so she was there, you went in on crutches, because you had a scrape on your knee, made me Kane and el laugh so much! Then you were messing the the gas and air in the cubical oh love you’ve left us with so many amazing and funny memories, we miss you sweetheart more and more each day, I love you darling so much and miss you so deeply, if only we had more time my love, if only this didn’t happen, I hate it, I just want you back with me and Ellie, yr so loyal and lived with yr whole heart, keep talking to me luke, it’s helping me so much, I love and miss you darling, all my love always mum xxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on June 26, 2021
Thinking of you so much tonight as I do every day and night son, hate that I have to write about you or talk about you rather than be able to talk to you, message you or call you, I miss that like I miss you.
I went to the casino tonight at Victoria Gate, nope I didn’t gamble, you know me! Only a scratch card now and then haha even then I’d give you the winning card! But knowing you used to go there, made me again feel close to you. I Found it hard seeing young lads your age in there just made me think of you more, you are so very missed my darling, it still doesn’t make sense. But when I do think of you I hear your laugh and your voice, that makes me smile inside and sometimes on the outside. I sometimes share my thoughts with Adam if he’s with me, we laugh about your daftness, we think of all the memories you left with us, all funny! We miss you Luke, so so much darling, I wish with every breath I take it wasn’t real. See you tomorrow sunshine all my love always mum xxxxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on June 3, 2021
Oh my Lukey, I do miss you so much, you were growing into a lovely young man, looking out for me, well you always did but you seemed to understand more as you got older, you made such sense of so many things, your pals all say how they could all go to you with anything, you’d sort them out, make them worry less or be less upset by a situation or problem, you are so missed Luke, my heart will be forever aching and missing you son, there are days I’m so numb Luke, days when I feel I don’t care, then there are days I think of you so hard I can’t cope, nothing in this world will hurt or upset me ever again, because that was all taken when I lost you, my boy, my son, my friend, you will always always mean the world to me, my heart is truly broken and I wish with all my heart I could change places to give you a longer life of happiness.
Love you forever Luke and miss you beyond words, all my love to you sweetheart, your loving mum xxxxx
Posted by Demi Smith on May 12, 2021
Luke (deegan) as people would call you by you was one in a million I really hope where ever you are your are okay stay around your mum and your sister as you are I’m sure ♥️ This world was so cruel to you you was too good for this world You will live on through so many of your friends and family that’s for sure you will never ever be forgotten you left a mark on everyone who loves you I ride on in paradise mate we will miss you xxxxxxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on May 10, 2021
The days go by Luke, but not one second are you out of my mind, everyday i speak about you like your still here, every second of the day you i miss you so deeply, never will I understand why your not here with us anymore, all I know is this wasn’t your fault and there is no justice for what happened to you, I miss you darling so much and I have you in my heart forever.
All my love to you my gorgeous boy xxx
Love mum xxxx
Posted by Shona Leigh on May 4, 2021
Deegan, like honestly you was the best lad I ever actually met! You was fun, crazy, CHEEKY but most of all just one of a kind! We all miss ya so much, you have left a big whole in all our lives lad.. l fly high up there my love, rip! Love shona xxx
Posted by Jayden Crosbie on April 26, 2021
Lukey boy you was one of a kind, always a big grin on your face making everyone laugh with your jokes no matter how shit they were they still had everyone rolling about on floor haha! Will cherish the memories we have forever and always deegs!
Missing you lots brother! We’ll meet again at some point again matey! Love Jag x
Posted by Sabine Walker on April 23, 2021
Luke I have never met you in person however all I know about I have been told by your amazing mum your mum and friends and photos I have seen . You are greatly missed by so many . Xx
Posted by chloe fox on April 23, 2021
i learn more about you each day from auntie sue and ellie, the stories i get told i will always hold and the laugh you’ve left on the world will be forever bold.
your missed by everyone always x
your always shinning bright x
all my love x
Posted by Kyle Mallory on April 23, 2021
Luke.. you utter pain in the arse, not a day goes by where you are not missed. Your sense of humour, your kindness and your laugh has left an imprint on everyone who had the honour of meeting you. You were so loved by everyone who knew you, and you still are. You were my best friend from day 1 of nursery to the last day, I saw you as family not a friend. You were one in a million, someone who could never be replaced.. there’s a Luke sized hole in the world now you’ve gone. Luke, keep being the little shit you’ve always been, keep riding and keep being you. God bless Luigi, love you always. ❤️
Posted by Katy Usher on April 23, 2021
Although I never actually got to meet such an amazing young man and we only ever had that 1 phone call ( blame ur mum she was a bad influence lol ) I can tell that even to this day you are truly loved and missed so deeply. My promise to you luke is to stand by your mums side giving her the love and support she needs been there to wipe tears and also sharing the laughter remembering the good times . Ride in paradise sweetheart you will be forever loved and truly missed xxxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on April 23, 2021
Luke, you will never be forgotten, you are loved and missed so deeply every single day, I will always make sure you have a candle lit 24/7 because you deserve anything I can give to you, leaving a lit candle helps me to keep your spirit alive in my heart and helps me along this journey without you here, I love you son with every breath I take and miss you more than words can ever be spoken, your in my heart for eternity, I love you darling, good night sweetheart, forever loved Luke, my love always mum xXx

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Posted by Suzanne Fox on July 21, 2022
Thank you my sweetheart, my Angel, I ask you to be there for Ellie and you are every time, I’m so blessed with you and with Ellie.
We miss you so much, but we are learning every day, that you are so very close to us in every way that you can be. We would prefer to have you here, you know this, but we have you in our hearts and in our minds continuously
Never leave your big sis, be by her side always my love. I love you and miss you every day luke xxx hope you liked your sunflowers! I know they were huge  but beautiful, just like you and the huge heart you had and always will have! Good night my darling, see you tomorrow
Posted by Suzanne Fox on July 8, 2022
I can hear you when I think of you, I know your happy, I feel it, but doesn’t stop me wishing things were so different, we miss you xx
I was looking through your bits and bobs just the other day, my mind boggles at what you kept over the years, from being a little boy to the man you were becoming, made me smile and think what on earth!! Haha even had a go of your flint and got a spark and shit myself I could hear you laughing at me! I love you son and miss you so much. See you tonight my love xxx
Posted by Suzanne Fox on June 18, 2022
I miss you today, I missed you yesterday and I miss you tomorrow. I’m stuck luke, I don’t know how to carry on but I’m trying. For you and for Ellie I’m trying. We talk about you every day, sometimes a thousand times a day, you were so pure in this life son, I’ll never ever understand and I’ll never accept you been taken from me. Stay with me always son, be with Ellie always, she needs you.
Forever in my heart and always always in my mind xx
I guess sweetheart you are never going to rest because I can’t, I’m so sorry for that, but would you rest anyway? No you wouldn’t, always on the go and with everyone, as I know you are now, you make me so proud every day luke.
I shared a secret with you today at your resting place, as bittersweet as it was telling you, I’m glad I did, because I know you would be so happy, I know you are happy, but l, I just want you back with me and el where you belong, forever in our bubble just the 3 of us, as it will always be.
I missed you today, and I’ll miss you tomorrow as I missed you yesterday.
Good night luke, I’ll see you tomorrow, hold me tight tonight son, I need you close right now, forever in my heart my darling my heart is with you, love mum xxxx
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Shared by Suzanne Fox on April 23, 2021
Luke, 
You were everything and more that I ever wanted in a son, from the day you were born. You were always older than you were, full of life and energy, loved been out and about with your pals, on your scooters or bikes as a kid,  or camping with your uncle Richard and cousins and sometimes friends. Always chopping away at wood, or messing with your Bear Grylls flint! We all know we would survive out in the wilderness with you!! 
You drove grandma Vicky bonkers, at 2 years old she had you gambling with playing cards, using coppers to win! Your favourite film to watch when you had sleepovers was commando or Face off with Ellie and grandma Vicky! She spoilt you both rotten and would give you all the love and all the money and cigs! She misses you son
Something that means so much to me is the bond you and Adam had, you would torment him until he would grab you and you would let the loudest laugh/scream out, you tormented the life out of him, or he would you, you would nick his socks, aftershave, deodorant, he never battered an eyelid.
harvey dog misses you too! He lays half way in your bedroom, now and then he will go in and sniff around then lay down almost like he’s waiting for you
We could always tell when you were home, you would just leave a trail of mess haha, hand prints on the walls (I will never ever wash them away) you were such a happy lad Luke with an amazing smile.
Holidays you loved, you couldn’t sleep for a week with excitement! Just like at Christmas, you would be ill from excitement the week before.
You were always happy even when you were sad, you would make light of a bad situation even if you were worried or upset about something. Always made a joke out of what ever troubled you. You made anyone laugh, the best sense of humour, never serious, ever! You had an incredible but unique laugh, never heard a laugh like it! There was something within your voice, the same sound from been a little boy, I just loved it, you had the biggest heart, a heart of gold. Who ever came into your life, even if you met that person for 5 minutes or knew them for your life time they became a “good” friend. They will never forget you. You have so many friends Luke, you are missed so very much my darling, you loved your family from the bottom of your heart, your family also included your friends too.
You had the best relationship with Ellie and would go to her with anything and everything, even if that ment shouting at her because you were upset over something and needed to get it off your chest she would listen and support you and be there for you. No matter what! 2 peas in a pod, was often mistaken for twins! So alike☺️ She misses you dearly sweetheart such a close bond and the best of friends. 
You didn’t like school, we know! Haha but you still went, I’d wait for 9:15 for the call “ Lukes done this or that” but the fact was, you weren’t bad, just bored, so you would amuse yourself and others! you made it easier for the kids in school, gave them memories to last a life time and made them laugh! The teachers just didn’t have your sense of humour! (They were so dry!) You weren’t a threat just a clown, my clown! 
You grew up in your 19 years of loving motor bikes, and my love you would ride them buzzing and beaming, the day you passed your test at 16, you were so happy you had achieved something for you, you did it! You got a ped for your birthday, but had to change the exhaust though! just to put your mark on your new Ped!
We won’t talk about your driving theory... I think you wanted to be in the Guinness world book of records for not passing haha bless you! (How many times did you take it! ) But we knew you could drive you just couldn’t pass the bloody theory!
You did more in your 19 years than most would do in a life time. You’ve experienced some beautiful places and done amazing things. You enjoyed life to the full! Even if it was something you were told not to do, but you did it anyway no matter what the consequences, to you it was worth it! 
You met a beautiful girl that stole your heart son. You shown me photos of her, I made you blush when asking how on earth did you get her, she’s beautiful! You said “I don’t know mum, haha” I then said something embarrassing to you, you laughed kicking me off the sofa, bright red and laughing at what I had said! Looking at me shaking your head and smirking. You were bringing Holly to meet me on the 25th January, but sadly my love that didn’t happen, your life was taken the day before. Soon after, Holly and i met, and you were right son, you said I would love her, and I do but for so many more reasons too, I do love her ☺️ She will always have a place close to my heart, she stole your heart, I knew this the day you casually told me about Holly! I could see in your eyes and just in the way you were she was the one. She is as beautiful and so kind on the inside as she is on the outside, 
I will always be proud of you Luke, you are one of a kind and you are my son, the best son that was ever to be born into this world and you left us with the best memories, I love you and I miss you so much it hurts. Always and forever in my heart xxx