Momma I still can't believe that you're gone. It sort of hit me a little Friday the 29th which is your birthday. I want able to talk to you and hear you say you're only 45 lol. Then on Sunday when we usually talk, I didn't get to talk to you. This is hurting so bad and I don't know how to handle it. I'm used to talking to you frequently and hearing you make jokes about people, just hearing your voice, you telling me you love me and wanting to see me, Sharon and the kids and Tonio. I don't think I'll ever get used to it momma. I want to thank you for everything momma. Without you and Daddy, there's no way I would've become the man I am today. I thank you for raising me in the manner you did. You were hard on us kids and expected the best from us. I thank you momma! I miss you so much. You are with Daddy, Geraldine, Helen, Grandma and your brothers and sisters now with God. I know you're happy, looking down at us, watching over us. I know you'll always be with me in my heart momma but I wish you were still here to talk to. I love you forever and always. I'll carry your memory with me everyday for the rest of my life.