Happy heavenly birthday my sweet momma, I miss you, so so much has happen in our family, mom please take care of Elijah, Thomas, Justin & Chana only God knows why my heart hurts it’s been awhile since I talked to you on here but it because I can’t get the tears to stop, mom how’s huero I miss him so much, sometimes alot of times I’d rather be on that side with you all, but I know my time isn’t done here on earth, mom I will do my best, mom you were so right about alot of things I’m sorry mom, I just want to hug you so bad, I love and miss you MORE mom your baby Ruth

Happy Heavenly Birthday Mom, I love and miss you!

Mom, can't believe it's been 18 years.. I miss you, your in my daily thoughts, Nothing has been the same since you been gone, I know we will see each other agian and Huero and Grandma and Grandpa Bob, That is going to be the best reunion ever. I try to keep our family in prayer God know we all need it. You are in my heart always Mom.. I love you cant wait to see you! Xoxo

Mom, you are missed more than ever.. I love you and think about you often, you would be so proud of your grandchildren and even great grandchildren... they are beautiful... give Grandma, Grandpa Bob and Huero hugs for me, until then see you soon... love Mel

I miss you so much , my heart aches to see you again I love you Mom
I will wait until God calls me home until then please continue to watch over us as I know you hav been RIP my beloved mother of mine

I Love You ❤️

Think of you always i miss you everyday hope your having a good day up in heaven with my dad i bet you both are so happy finally get to live peacful with no worriers i love you both ♥️

I am reminded of my Godmother, Lupe, a lot. Her presence in my heart is a gift sent from her in heaven above bringing kisses and hugs and never ending love. I know you are celebrating your big 7-0 with other family members who are with you in heaven. With so much love, your Godson, Steven.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH please tell Huero his passing away was to soon and I miss him so much...but I'm happy and jealous that he gets go be reunited with you and the rest of the family....I miss you and I'll patiently wait till its my turn to see you again ......

And His beloved Son Jesus Christ. ok Momma remember my love for you is only shadowed by the love I have for Almighty Jehovah our true and only father creator of all we are and have Creator of the Heavens and the Earth and al lthings that live and breath , ain't He awesome ma? Lots of hugs and kisses your Son Huero!!!!! MWAH

Different light!! My family is all I think about , I cry a lot sometimes not becuz I'm sad, but becuz of the overwhelming love I have in my heart for our family i know your in the hearts of each one of them so I know that your watching ,believe in me so I can continue to strive to the highest of the high and behold your face once more in the presence of our most Loving an powerful God .

And not backwards like I did for so many years. Your always in my heart so I know your always watching . So what do you think? It's been over 3years and I haven't gone back to jail , now for me its a miracle plus I'm off parole and you know mom? It wasn't hard , I just did the right thing and everything else just fell into place. Thank you ma for the challenge I see things in a whole

Don't have you on my mind ,I miss your encouraging words, your wisdom that can only come from a heart filled with love.. I know I disappointed you and I can never make up all lost and wasted time, but I made a silent promise to try as hard as I can to live up to the challenge you made in your last letter to me about facing my problems. I try to as they come up so I can move forward and

Hi my love well we got together on the 5th an I must say I was having a very bad day seems like everything and everybody was against me, but that wasn't the case , the truth is I was missing you so much and was angry that you got taken from us to damn soon. There's not a day that goes by that I

mom, i miss you so much, and i miss grandma too so much has happened,alot of changes going on, i have so many people around me and me but yet still feel empty ill try my best to stay strong, but can yiu and grandma watch over ALL of us, your both loved and missed so very much...until we meet again in gods beautiful heavens .....i love you both

Family feeling that they hear about when the kids were younger, and all the babies its sad that when we do see them they don't even know us really I would love to be close to them all, well ill cont. To pray for the good lord to open there eyes and instill in there hearts how important FAMILY is ....ok mom, just remember your missed and loved

Hello mom, just wanted to say I love you been having this. Awful lonely feeling and I'm not even alone if that makes any sence, I guess I miss that family love feeling I know we all get busy do our daily routine but it just makes me sad that the kids to even try to make an effort on special occasions at least, and I think it makes me more sad because amy and nick want that close

with you and lay beside you in the coffin, you know amy says the same thing to me now i would never want any of them to hurt or have pain like i felt when you passed.....ok deep breath ill be ok just please stay close when you can and know i love and miss you so so very much and cant wait to have ice tea and talk talk talk about everything,well good night beautiful mother of mine

be here, mom dont be mad but i cant remember what your hands look like or what you smell like and it makes me sad cause i think man i love the kids so much but one day when im gone will they think and hurt the same way i do or willi just be thought of on certain occasions i also think man i wouldnt be able to live without them but i said the same thing about you that i wanted to die

:( guess its true becareful what you wish for because now i pray for the day i get to see them at least for 5/mins. its 11yrs and the empty feeling i have seems to be showing up more and more. i think its when the kids do certain things that i find myself wanting to share them with you. i know your watching over us but i find the selfish part of me wants you to physically

"what if" i know i cant help it. mom i really miss you so much i know i have the kids and grandbabies but there are times i just feel so alone im really thankful i have jeannette shes about the only one that i can talk to, well im also thkful all the kids are ok there living life day by day but i really miss them all. funny how when we were all together id pray for some time alone

hi mom well im just sitting hear listing to music that reminds me of you, remember how we would try to organize your cds oh man you had so many. mom i can remember as the music was playing you would grin and smile i always wondered what you were thinking about, but now that im older i find myself doing the same thing im kinda in my own world reminicing and yes thinking about the

so great its to hard to even discribe,,,,,oh and they call me nana to i lve it..mom im sure you have heard my prayers asking to watch over cilla i really hate what there putting her thru i told her you would never let her stand alone while she is fighting the fight of her life..well mom its getting late it was good talking to you, i love and miss you so much xo to you,grandma & bob,bbyruth

and before i pushed you out she kissed you and sent you to me, funny having a boy i now know what you meant about the love of a mother and son is special...well our lil cilla has grown up a very strong independent woman and mother of three beautiful lil girls aaliyah,natalie and leyla, i now know what you meant all those years how loving your grandkids is different then your kids,,a love

shirt to wear oh and how nene left you i n the hall and ran in cause i was pushing her out, i ask her if she remembers but teary eyed says no i wish i did tho i tell her how very much you love her, shes in high school now how time flys, and nicholas well he cries and says its not fair cause he didnt know you i told him he does know you cause you were holding him well i was going thru labor

CONT.oh and did the world buffet man oh man it was so yummy, best part of the whole trip was laying on nene's bed with nene and erica remember all the good and bad times we had, oh and confessions, lol they told me how amy fell off bed,and how iron fell hit her on head oh man my poor tonka she love hearing stories how you used to make them make her coffee, and how you bought a pink ..

mom guess what? erica & her boyfriend richard (aww you would love him he is a very nice guy) well they took me to vegas for my birthday, i elt so loved and special it was a major plus cause i got to spend much needed time with nene and david ( he's nene boyfriend he is hyper but very lovable) i got to play slots walked the strip, had dinner @ margaritaville i even had a mix drink, ........

Hi Mom, its your son Huerro, Happy Birthday, I don't look at it as your death, I look at it as your new birth into your new life, one where there is no tears and love and happiness surround you 24/7..I know your looking down and are proud on how your family turned out, alot of hard lessons learned and some that still need to be taught, but having a Mother like you, gave us the wisdom to get throu

Not a day goes by tht i dnt think of yu yu mean the world to me i miss everthing about yu yur smile yur touch yur smell of yur avon lotion yur everyday persents i luv yu for all yu've done n jus the strong women yu were yur always going to me in my heart on my mind n every decision i make i make n think would nana want this for me n i do wut i thinks rite i luv yu my beautiful angel. <3

Soo many emotions go threw my mind daily when i think of u...never did i ever think we would ever b without u till that day came... i always replay our last nights together i remember i didnt sleep that night we jus talked n talked i told u im never havin kids when u told me make sure i give them all there vitamins and vegtables..u dont no how much ur needed right now.. i love u nana!

Mom, soon it will be 11yrs that God called you home, my mind knows not to question God's actions, but my heart hurts and wishes you were still here with me,I feel lost even at my age, I look forward to the day when we will see each other again cause then I will feel "HOME" I LOVE YOU MOM