Oh Mum, I can’t believe I’m writing these words. It still doesn’t seem real, how can someone be so alive one minute then gone the next!

I’m so devastated you will no longer be in our lives, I’m so sad you won’t be there when I visit home or at the other end of the phone for a natter.
I’m sorry you won’t be here to see your cheeky boys grow up but I promise will never let them forget you and all the love you gave to them (and how you spoilt the rotten but didn’t care, ‘that’s what nannies do!’).

You are in my thoughts every day and I am beginning to find peace with what happened but it’s so so hard. I am glad you were not suffering or in any sort of pain or suffering with illness, but it was way way too soon.

I hope that wherever you are you are ok? I feel you are with me so to me you will never ever be gone. I have my beautiful memories and they will never fade.

Sleep tight Mum, you always used to say you believed in guardian angels so hope you are up there somewhere looking over me and my boys.

Thank you for being the best mum to us all,

Until we meet again xx