My prayers are with you soo sooo sad
God bless you
Duncan Thomas
United Kingdom

Magen is my 1st born child. She taught me what REAL TRUE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS... I will never forget the first time I ever saw that beautiful chubby face of my real life angel given to me from God. That was the moment I knew 100% there was absolutely a God and that I owe him eternally for choosing me to keep, care for, teach and love her, my tiny but yet HUGE blessing. There's something about your 1st born that is unexplainable. I believe they're the stencil to make the others that come to follow. As most mothers and daughters our relationship had many avenues, some with smooth pavement, some with rocky trails, some with cloudy roads, and some with dreary cold ways, but mostly there were bright sunny and very clear streets that ALWAYS lead us back home where we knew we were loved. January 15, 2016 our journey came to a crossroad that neither traveled before. But this would be the MOST challenging trip we'd have to take. How was I to even begin to map out this alone? I was in utter shock and loss of all direction I mean this was my first time in nearly 32 yrs that I wouldn't have her with me. I turned to the one that trusted me with her from the beginning and I went to the feet of God and pleaded with him to step out of the co-pilot seat and take over the drivers because I wanted to honor her in the best way possible before I had to give her back to him. I trusted him and he did just as I asked of him and as I said my final goodbye here on earth he once again gave me another blessing. He whispered in my ear thank you for taking care of my child and remember this is not goodbye you will see her again in my kingdom. No matter the hurt and grave pain of missing her so badly, I know without a doubt she's in the arms of Jesus and when he is finished using me he will come for me and reunite me with my now heavenly angel. I do feel her around me a lot and it brings me some peace to know she is watching over her babies and our family. So for now you do exactly as you told me you would be doing if you were to be called before me and know every beautiful day as I look up at the sun I'm letting you know that indeed I know you're walking on sunshine... xoxoxo Mom