They say time heals all wounds, I can't see that being my reality, because no matter how long it's been, I still hurt the same way with the same feelings, pain, anger, of missing you. It's a feeling I can't explain I just know that every second off everyday my heart skips a beat for you, every thing reminds me of you. I'm still in complete shock that 0000this nightmare isn't a dream. Major Lee Mommy misses you so much it hurts. My heart really feels what heart ache is, losing my baby boy, nothing else matters to me I would do anything to hold you again, smell you, kiss you, knowing that I lost those special moments, forever hurts me the most..all those times an moments I got to love u have u, are memories I hold an cherish the most and hold deeply in my heart, until my time is up, I'm here with your sisters an daddy always loving you from afar and always keeping ur memory alive, I love baby boy love major Lee's mommy xoxoxoxoxox