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August 27, 2021
On 26 th August 2014 you had an additional fitting on your body (Pace Maker). 


Om Shaanti

August 22, 2021
Amma we all miss your presence and in particular Uthradom and Thiruvonam days was always special for you Amma
August 21, 2021
Yesterday you completed 6 month anniversary in heaven. I know yesterday was auspicious day for you ( Muthachan’s, your Achan’s anniversary) and you were with him after long years. 

I hurt me when I think that you are not in this earth for Onam but at times I feel relieved that you are in a safe place where nobody will show you ego and grudge (which you had to face frequently even when you were ready to leave the earth). Much it wound my heart when I think I couldn’t do anything to help you. Achan wanted me to keep you happy always and Me & Sunil tried our level best for it but unfortunately what you want to be happy was above our reach even though we all tried our level best. 

When you were here you told me that you want to write autobiography (you have lot of stories in life) and when I told I will buy a beautiful book, you told me that you will tell me when you are ready. I didn’t insist you because I didn’t want you to be upset. Still I did when you started getting depressed and you were not telling the reason and you couldn’t realize the reality but you didn’t want to write. Now I regret for not insisting you to write when you told earlier. You left things without clue and you have to leave the world without fulfillment. 

April 9, 2021
Universe saw you getting tired and a cure was not there so she put her arms around you and whispered “Come to Me”

picture taken on 18th Feb 2021
April 7, 2021
Amma ... you spent your whole life ~~ decades and decades accumulating memories and associations. And this disease came in and ripped off everything. It really stealed who you are from you.

Unknowingly you gave me hard time which was not at all on your books. It was so pathetic to loose someone who is alive.
Some ignored you. Some stand by you and some made fun of you. Now you have become a memory for all.

We are thankful to Avitis, Dr Pravish & Care takers for all the support and care they showered on you.
March 27, 2021
On 24th July 2020 you completely stopped eating and you had to be fed through tube. 
It was so pathetic to see you with tubes.
March 24, 2021
After regular checkup on the way back home we decided to have lunch from restaurant. After having Thali (which you enjoyed), you fainted and everybody rushed to you. Only me was there with you and got panic. Someone from the restaurant called for ambulance as you took more time to come back to sense. You were rushed to emergency and then was hospitalized for 2-3 days to rule out the causes. As usual you didn’t surrender to doctors and they concluded that it is because of old age !
March 21, 2021
Today on Mother’s Day I checked what you are trying to communicate with me and I got this card. 

Yes.... you always tells/explain things when you are back from somewhere when you were on earth 
March 21, 2021
On this day last month you came home for the last time and you went for ever
March 20, 2021
On 27th March you woke me up telling that you had a fall. The sight made me almost faint even though you manage to clean the back of your head before waking me up as you were concerned about me.You were always bold enough to handle everything including your sickness and health issues. 

you had to overcome a lot which includes Rheumatoid arthritis, osteoarthritis, osteoporosis, scoliosis, Guillain-Barré syndrome, uterine prolapse (surgery issues related to it), complication from ulcer, biopsies to rule out there is no side effect of RA medication as you started to show some symptoms, UB Prolapse and its complications etc etc.... Things had a sudden twist..... 



March 20, 2021
another emergency visit to hospital. You had multiple issues more than a normal human can handle. I could understand it well as I was with you throughout your tough times.
March 20, 2021
Death tried to challenge you many times but being so strong you won. You surrendered when you were ready to climb the golden stairs.... it is already a month 

(above pic was taken on 24th August 2019

February 28, 2021
You always read the obituaries section on the newspaper, and I’d ask you why you did so. I didn’t think you’d be on them so soon .. 
February 27, 2021
You were so strong which is clear from the picture which I took when you were in the ambulance to City hospital, Dubai (10th July 2018).You always take your health issues lightly and rarelycomplain about it. 


Amma’s Routine

February 26, 2021
This used to be your daily routine. Writing Narayananamam, I used to tease you and ask you whether you are ‘writing lines’ like a student.
February 25, 2021
The greatest memory which I can keep is your wedding suitcase !! 

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