January 2
January 2
I miss you so much mommy. god it has been so awful without you these last 15 years. there is so much i want to tell you to show you. i just want to hug you and listen to you talk to me again. i just want to sit in between your legs while you stoke my hair like you always did. i am crying typing this mom. god i miss you i love you. you would love your grand kids. they are a handful but they are truly amazing. i can't wait for the day i can run into your arms again