I'm sitting just thinking of what we would be talking about right now. What I would be saying to you or showing you. We didn't have a lot of time together but the time we did have you touched my heart ♥️. I'm sure we meet again and have all the conversations we've missed. Love Dad.

Time is truly flying…. To think you would be 3 months tomorrow ALREADY!! Lol I know you would be such a big boy…. I wish I could see you grow! I would love to see each and every milestone you have… I miss you so much! Love you, My Sweet Baby Boy ❤️ ~Mommy

Mommy just wanted to tell you… I love and miss you! Sending hugs and kisses, my Sweet Baby Boy! ❤️ Good Night!

20 minutes ago was 9/8/21 (it’s after midnight Punkin)…. And you would’ve been 11 weeks old. I wonder how big you would be by now and how different parenthood would be at my age! Lol One thing I know for certain is… all I had plans on doing was holding you non-stop! Lol I love and miss you so much! Sending hugs and kisses! Thinking of you always and forever! ~Mommy 

Hi, My Sweet Baby Boy ❤️ I love & miss you…Just wanted to say, Good Night! XOXO ~Mommy

Hi Punkin… I miss you soooooo much!! I’ll lay on that hard, uncomfortable hospital bed for as long as I need to just to have some more time with you!! I wish I could have the chance to watch you grow up. I’m sure you would be a little pudgy punkin by now! :-) I would be kissing your little cheeks every chance I get! I love you and hope Tannaw is enjoying you! ~Mommy

Hi Handsome….Just wanted to say, I am thinking of you! I wonder who’s personality you would have if you was still here with us. I know you would have the sweetest heart like your Mother and generous like your Father. Forever my Blessing on earth for two day, now in Heaven! Be good! Love Mommy 

Hi Punkin… Looking at my favorite pictures of you and I can’t help to think about how proud you made me. You fight a tough fight to be here to meet us… I think the medical professions counted you out, but I knew you would fight to see me. I know you wanted to see the women who would talk to you while in my belly. I’m so glad you touched it out for me (us). So precious… my Sweet Baby Boy! I miss and love you, forever and always! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ ~Momm

I wish I could hold you again…. Mommy miss you so much! Thinking of you as always, my Sweet Baby Boy! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Continue to watch over us! Love you!

I love you soooooo much!!! And, miss you like crazy!!! I need those two days back so I can take more pictures and videos of you! I would leave the camera on us nonstop just so I could have those two days worth of memories captured forever. You were so precious!! Hugs and Kisses XOXO! Until we meet again❤️❤️❤️❤️ ~Momm

I love and miss you, my Sweet Baby Boy! ❤️ Mommy is always thinking of you, Handsome! XOXO

Hi My Punkin Pie… I love & miss you so much! I can only imagine how big you would be by now! I miss our bonding time together! Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you! Sending hugs & kisses! Love you! ❤️ ~Mommy

I miss having you with me…. We use to chill, day in and day out! I wonder if I should’ve took you home after the first day…. Then maybe the kids would’ve had more time with you. My anxiety was getting the best of me…. Stuck between doing everything I can to help you (if possible) or just taking you home to let you live your final days. I couldn’t see myself giving up on you! But, they required way too much in the end to do what may not have worked to begin with. I hope you know Mommy loves you dearly! We had a rough ride this year, but you brightened my days for the time you was here! I love you, my Sweet Baby Boy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Until we meet again XOXO ~Momm

I was thinking of you and the first cartoon you ever watched…. It wasn’t for long but it caught your attention! Lol And, I often think of who you look like in your pictures…. You resemble several of us from me, your dad, Tannaw and Sayana. Thanks for giving me the best two days of my life! You were my little spoiled booty! Lol :-) Love and Miss You, My SonShine! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ ~Mommy

It’s 4:10am…. Thinking about you! Mommy haven’t been feeling good lately, but I’ll be okay! I guess it comes with age… your Mommy is old! Lol The doctors working with me and I should be totally fine soon. Continue watching over me! I always think about how alert you were…. Watching our cellphones taking pictures of you; Watching  cartoons and looking around when Sayana held you. I wish you would’ve had your eyes open in your pictures! lol Your Dad couldn’t tell what your eye color was, but I seen them! They were beautiful and hazel like your Papa who you didn’t get to meet. Anyway… I Miss & Love You! Mommy need to get a little more sleep! Until we meet again! XOXO ❤️❤️❤️

Mommy love and miss you sooooo much!!! I think of you everyday… I’ll never forget about you, my Sweet Baby Boy! Your brother, sister and I went out yesterday to celebrate a new beginning. I accomplished a goal I had in mind for awhile now! Sorry I didn’t get to leave you a message yesterday. I thought I did, Punkin!Continue to watch over me, please! ~Love Mommy 

Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss ❤️ Mommy miss you so much, my Sweet Baby Boy! Love you! ~Mommy

Looking at your pictures with the question in mind of “Why you?”…. I miss you so much and I’ve been doing okay but I still fall weak. Continue to watch over me (us). I love you, my Sweet Baby Boy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Hugs and Kisses XOXO ~Mommy 

Sending Hugs and Kisses to the Best Baby Ever! I Love & Miss You, My Sweet Baby Boy! Continue to watch over us…. XOXO! ~Love, Mommy❤️❤️❤️

Two months ago today, my heart was broken and shattered to a million pieces. Losing you was the hardest thing I’ve ever experienced. I miss you so much!! I love you, my Sweet Baby Boy ❤️ Sending hugs and kisses XOXO ❤️ ~Momm

I remember two months ago today, telling people you were a day old and doing pretty good considering the circumstances. Our bond during that 24 hour period was everything I could wish for… You were fighting to spend time with me and I appreciate your strength along the way. I wish I could kiss your little baby face right now. I love you so much, my Sweet Baby Boy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Until we meet again! ~Mommy

Punkin… Thanks for being the extra sprinkle of joy I need in my life when I think of our time together and look at your pictures. You wouldn’t been 2 months old today! Time is flying! You would probably be a little butterball by now, lol! I miss you so much! Love you! Sending Hugs and Kisses XOXO ~Love Mommy 

What I would do to hold you again! I wish I could’ve recorded every minute of your life to hold and cherish forever. It was just US for the most part and I miss those days like crazy! I need to kiss and hug you right now… but I ask God everyday to do it for me! Missing you, my Sweet Baby Boy! Love you! ❤️❤️❤️ ~Momm

Just wanted to send my Love, Punkin! Thinking of you as always! Continue to watch over us! ~Love, Mommy 

I miss you my Sweet Baby Boy ❤️ I waited 8 months to see your handsome face! To hear you cry for the first time was a blessing and it made me cry too! You came out bigger than everyone expected; I know you was on the path to being just as big as Larry or London had you made it until July (on your due date). I just love looking at your pictures… I wish I had more of them and videos, but I have a lot! lol We shared two amazing days together. I love you! Until we meet again…. Love, Mommy 

Hi Mommy’s Punkin, leaving you a message sooner rather than later this time :-) I truly wish I could have you back with me. To carry you for 8 months and hold you for 2 days just wasn’t enough, but I’m very appreciative of my time with you! I would love to see the new things you would learn and how much you would grow everyday. You brought so much joy to my life… I was so happy to hear I was having a boy and you made my pregnancy so great! I wish you wasn’t sick; that was the challenging part of my pregnancy before you arrived… having to hear the bad news during many of my appointments! But, I was so happy to hear your heartbeat with every visit. I had faith that you would be here to meet us! I thank God the delivery went flawlessly! I love you, my Sweet Baby Boy ❤️❤️❤️

Hi, My Precious Baby Boy…. Even though I wrote about you on my FB page. I’m about 36 mins late leaving a message on here for Friday 8/13/21 (since it’s after midnight, it’ll say 8/14/21). I feel bad I didn’t make it on here in time. I’ve looked at your pictures (as I do everyday) and said a prayer for you! Just know, Mommy is always thinking of you! I miss you so much, Punkin! I love you, SonShine! ~Mommy ❤️ *Continue watching over us XOXO

Hi, My Sweet Baby Boy! I wanted to say, I love and miss you dearly. Wish I could hold you right now! Forever my SonShine! ~Mommy XOXO

Kiss, kiss, kiss… Hi Mommy’s Baby! I can’t believe it’s been 7 weeks since I gave birth to you! I would be loving on you like crazy… I was destined to make you a Mommy’s Boy lol! I had you spoiled in the two days you were here :-) I miss our skin to skin moments in the hospital. You were so perfect in the flesh… now you’re a perfect Angel! Keep watching over us… Shower is with your love! I miss you, Punkin! Love you! ~Mommy

Punkin… We’re almost at the 7 week mark. Time is flying! I miss you so much and always wonder how life would be with you here. I love you! Continue to watch over us! Hug & Kiss Tannaw for me! XOXO ~Mommy 

Hi Mommy’s big boy… I wonder what new things you would be doing by now. You were so alert as a newborn; looking around and paying attention to things around you! I miss you so much! Continue watching over me… XOXO ~Mommy

This has turned into a little diary for me… it keeps me connected to you! I just wanted to say, I love you big boy! Sending hugs and kisses! Miss you! ~Mommy

I Love You, My Sweet Baby Boy! Missing you and those precious moments we shared! Wish I could hold you right now. Love Mommy❤️

6 weeks ago today was the worst day of my life! Losing you was devastating!!! Even though I knew you had some health issues, nothing could ever prepare me for your absence. You were such a job to carry, deliver and spend two days with! I wish we all had more time with you, but God had other plans. I miss you so much! I wish I could watch you grow! I’m glad I have pictures and videos of our time together. Continue to watch over me, my Sweet Baby Boy! I love you! Maybe I’ll let week 6 be the time I transition to writing you in a journal. Mommy thinks of you everyday! You’ll never be forgotten! Sending Hugs and Kisses XOXO ~Love Momm

Thinking of you, my Sweet Baby Boy! I love you! Sending hugs and kisses❤️ I’m looking at my favorite picture of you… you holding me and Dada’s fingers. You look like a big boy and so precious. I wish you were here!!! I thank God for the time we shared together ❤️ ~Momm

Just know I am thinking of you! Today, I got something customized in remembrance of you! I wish you were here with me… I love you! ❤️ XOXO ~Momm

Sunny days makes me think of my SonShine ❤️

I love and miss you so much, my Sweet Baby Boy! XOXO Continue to watch over us ❤️❤️❤️ ~Momm

I can’t believe it’s August already… To watch you grow and blossom would’ve been a dream come true for me! I wonder how big you would be by now. My heart is broken after losing you! I needed my 3 amigos :-) Continue to watch over us… We miss you! Love you, Punkin ❤️❤️❤️ XOXO ~Mommy

I love you, my Sweet Baby Boy ❤️ I think of you all the time!!! You gave me so much joy in such a short amount of time. I thank God for such an amazing baby who had so much fight and strength! I wish you could be here… I want to love on you! Spoil you as planned! Sending hugs and kisses ❤️ ~Mommy

I’m thinking of you… I miss you!! Sending hugs and kisses! I love you! ❤️❤️❤️ ~Mommy

Punkin… you would’ve been 5 weeks today! Time is flying! You’re still Mommy’s big-little boy :-) Love you

You must be hand and hand with God asking him to bless me…. So many good things has happened for me since you’ve been gone, but NOTHING compares to you actually being here! I would love to celebrate all of my good news with my 3 babies by my side. Thanks for shining on me and keeping my spirits up with thoughts of you! I use your strength to help me push through each day. Keep your hands on us, Punkin! I miss and love you like crazy! Sending hugs and kisses XOXO! ~Mommy

Just wanted to say… I Love You, Mommy’s Big Boy! Thinking of you as always! XOX

I am so thankful we shared two days together; It could’ve been much shorter! I am so thankful I was able to love on you! Everything I went through was worth having you for those two days. You fought a tough batter… I am forever grateful for your strength and presence! I miss you so much! Sending hugs and kisses, Punkin! I love you ❤️ ~Momm

Looking at your pictures…. Just too precious! My heart is broken after losing you! I miss you so much! I just wanted to say, Hi! My Sweet Baby Boy❤️ I love you to Heaven and back! XOXO ~Momm

I still can’t believe you’re gone! I miss you so much! Love you, Punkin! Sending Kisses & Hugs to the most precious boy in Heaven ❤️❤️❤️

Hi Mommy’s Punkin ❤️❤️❤️ Wish I could love on you right now… I would hold and kiss on you all day! Wish things could be different so you can be here with me! I miss you! ~I love you, forever and always! ~Mommy XOXO

4 weeks ago, my life changed forever! After two days on earth, you received your heavenly wings. I was not ready to let you go! I knew you were sick, but it still didn’t prepare me to go the rest of my life without you. Thanks for being such a joy to carry, a joy to birth and a joy for the days we shared together. The pregnancy journey was hard, but it was ALL worth it to meet you in the end! I prayed and prayed for you to have a chance to meet us! God, blessed us with that miracle. I wish you would’ve had more time with your siblings, but I’m glad they had a chance to hold you. I wonder how life would be with a 1 month old now… I was destined to make you a Mama’s Boy! Lol I miss you so much… we’re bonded for life! I’m sorry you were sick, but I know you’re whole and healed now. Just know, I think of you EVERYDAY! I love you, My Sweet Baby Boy! My Handsome ❤️❤️❤️ ~Momm

You’re always in my thoughts! I love you dearly! I miss you, my Sweet Baby Boy ❤️ Thanks for all of the blessings! Sending hugs and kisses XOXO ~I wish you were here with me❤️ ~Mommy 

I wish I could love on you right now ❤️ XOXO

I kiss my favorite pictures of you everyday… You were so precious and a true fighter! Lord knows I wouldn’t want you here suffering, but it’s hard losing a child. I was going to fight for you in every way possible! And, watching you fight to be here with us, motivated me even more! Continue watching over us! I love you, My Sweet Baby Boy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ ~Momm