Hi Mommy’s Baby….. Happy Heavenly Birthday, Punkin! You’re the Big 2 now :-) I can’t believe it’s been 2 years since I’ve been able to hold you. I miss your little chubby face, your little cry and being able to eat with you in my lap because I never wanted to put you down, lol! I miss dressing you up…. The Nurses loved the T-Shirts I use to put on you :-) I truly wish you had more time with us. I wish I could’ve took you outside to experience the sunlight and fresh air (I wasn’t a fan of the hospital room). In the moment, I think we all took for granted that we were on borrowed time. We knew our time was limited, but I think we still believed we had longer than 48 hours to enjoy you. If only we could get you home, so your siblings would’ve had more time to see and hold you. I must say, according to the odds that were against you, you still fought hard to meet us. God knew I needed to hold you while being alive. It was a true blessing and gift for me. I was able to Mother you for two days and I’ll always cherish our time together :-) You’re the missing piece to my heart and I’ll never get over the loss of you, but I am getting stronger! Writing you a lot in the beginning truly helped the healing process. Anyway…. In a “perfect” world, you would be here with us… running, jumping, playing and getting into everything, lol! They consider your age the Terrible 2’s, but Mommy would let you do whatever you want because your the baby :-) Please enjoy your day in the Heaven as we celebrate your life here. Hug & Kiss Tannaw for me! I love and miss you as always XOXO :-)