My mum was and still is my best friend, I miss her each and everyday, and if I had one wish, one miricle, it would be to spend one last day together. I pray each and every day and night for her guidance. I only hope that my beautiful, caring mother is watching over me and guiding me through-out my daily life. I only hope that as she watches over me, she is also watching over her beautiful grandson Callum and her beuatiful granddaughter Keira, who sadly she never got the chance to meet. I only wish I have made her proud with these 2 beautiful children that I have been blessed with.

I pray I am, if anything, half the ther mother that she was to me and my little brother Steven, and that we have both made her proud. I also hope that my gaurdian angel is watching over my brother Steven and his beautiful son Taylor, who again she sadly missed out on meeting.


My mum is the most important person in my life, even though she is no longer here in person, she still gives me guidance when i need it and I know that she is always watching over me, keeping me safe and strong. I feel her presence around me each and everyday, which give me the strength to get through each day, making me feel strong and protected. Not something that everyone would understand and might think a lot of rubbish, but I knew my mums watching over me and thats all I need.


Thank you mum, For you are the person I try to be, even if I am only half the woman you were, I know that your guidance will keep me strong and safe, and for what its worth I know that one day, I will become the strong young woman you wanted me to become. I will always love forever and ever more.


Your loving daughter,
Pamelaxxxxx