mom we all love and miss you..I miss our talks in the morning,I miss you making me laugh.Bella holds on to your picture and cries but they are good cries she remembers all the memories you both shared together.She has all your roses on her dresser in her room..Mark struggles the most and wishes you were..Dad is lost without you, you are his best friend and always will be. you would be so proud of him, he watches over us and always has our back.and spends alot of time with Fiona and Bella..he is truly an amazing father..Fiona still calls you nana turner and dad is papa jerry. I wish you could of met Mark we have been together for a year now, I know you would of loved him but at the same time you would wanna kick his but..i know that because thats how I feel.and the apple doesnt fall far from the tree. He helps dad with the house and he is really good at it,, No more half ass crap..I need to ask you a favor please watch over him for me he hasnt been feeling well at all and I am worried about him, and marky needs a little guidance he is lost right now and I need both my Marks to be okay..Me and dad are okay were always okay..and the girls wear your guiding angle pin all the time..and as you know cocomo died a month ago my bella was devastated but it comforted her to know that he is in heaven with you now..Your job was getting all of us together to spend more time together that family is so important, so thats what we have been doing, hope you are proud of us..love you mom see you in my dreams