Mark, 

Mom died on March 26,  2016.  The only people in the room were myself, Melissa and Logan.  She breathed her last quiet breath of air and passed on to be with the Lord.  I am sure that you were there to greet her with a big hug and kiss.  I know that when my time comes, you will meet me with love, kisses and hugs.    Mom

PS  Tears on my pillow and an ache in my heart. 

Remembering you today with such love and sadness.  You never got married or had children and I am so sorry that you never got to experience those beautiful events of life.  We will see one another again some day and I can't wait to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I have missed you.  I wish I had been a better Mom to you and Melissa. I gave you both things but in retrospect I wish I had given you both more of myself and my love.  Mom

Melissa and I visited your grave and brought yellow roses, my favorite, on March 21, 2012. 

I remember when you were 16 and working at Logli grocery store, and on my birthday you had B Sanfield deliver me 12 yellow roses.  The cost was enormous and I was so shocked.  You were so special and really loved me.  You had such an open loving heart, but it was fragile too.


Miss you everyday, and cannot believe that 7 years has gone by.  You always said when you were little that you would take care of me and in your own  special way you have....I have a home of my own with no mortgage.    


Love, Mom

    

My beautiful son was born on December 7, 1973.  He came into this world screaming, I think he was not ready for this world and wanted to grow a little more. LOL 


Mark weighed 5 pounds and 10 ounces, and was 19" long.  He was a happy, smiling baby.  In the late night when it was time to feed you, it was such a special time for me.  I changed your diaper, warmed your bottle and fed you as I rocked you in my arms.  I loved every minute of those times, just me and you, bonding together. 


I wish you were able to have had a child of your own so you could have experienced the love of your own child, it is amazing.  Love you, my Angel and we will meet again on the other side.     Love  Mom  
   

Today is the 6th anniversary of your death, my sweet son.  I still think about you everyday.  Sadness fills my heart to know that I won't see or touch you in this life, but I know that we will be together again with the Lord in due time.  Love you then, love you still.  Mom