ForeverMissed

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free,
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took his hand when I heard his call,
I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work, to play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way,
I've found that peace at the end of the day.

If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Ah, yes, these things too I will miss.

Be not burdened with times of sorrow,
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My Life's been full, I savoured much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one' touch.

Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and share with me,
God wanted me now, He set me free!

Posted by Vanessa Pina on April 7, 2020
Mommy is struggling!! It’s about to be 9 years and I swear it has not gotten any easier sat all!!! I don’t know what to do! My heart is still empty and broken. I don’t know how to do this thing called life without you!!! I really need you! I really need a sign from you. I wish I could feel a kiss or hug from you. I would give my life for just one more hug or kiss from you, just to see your smile or hear your laugh one more time. I pray for rest and I pray I see and feel you. Please I really need that!! I love you my baby boy!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 11, 2020
My heart and soul. I miss you so much and it seems like I’m never going to recover. Not sure how to do this, it hurts so much! I wish I could hit a reset button on life. I just need to hold you in my arms again!’ Your birthday is coming up. I know you see grandpa he also misses you so much. I know you wow ant me to take care of him and I promise I’m doing the best I can. Keep him covered healed and safe, I love you so much!!
Posted by Linda & Tony Teixeira on March 9, 2020
Just thinking about your Kindness. Miss you Marquell you were a KIND young man and I know you are expressing your kindness with GOD and every other family members that are in Heaven; because GOD is love and I know that HE is there taken care of you each and every moment! Keep smiling and Keep staying in God's loving arms. We truly MISS you always know that
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 3, 2020
Oh my baby boy. I miss you so much and of course I’m struggling, I really need for you to watch over your grandpa and cover him. I’m praying for a miracle because he needs it. I really can’t loose him. I’m praying for that miracle that has his name on it. I love and miss you my baby boy. ❤️❤️
Posted by Vanessa Pina on February 24, 2020
My precious boy. Really can’t handle this anymore. I’m so sad and I miss you so much!!! I love you. Please send me strength. I wish you could come visit me. Love mommy!❤️
Posted by Vanessa Pina on December 14, 2019
My baby boy.... I miss you so much. Yet another holiday season without you. I wish I could just crawl into a dark hole and stay forever. You would think by now o would have found happiness in my life but the truth is I haven’t I’m still
Lost. I love you so much and I wish I could spend one last day with you. ❤️❤️
Posted by Vanessa Pina on October 17, 2019
My sweet boy. It’s been 8 years and I still can’t get it together. When ypu left me you took my heart. I’m so lost. I need so badly I don’t what to do anymore. I love you!! Your uncle came to be with you last month. Kiss him for me and tell him I love him so much and miss him like crazu’n
Posted by Vanessa Pina on August 12, 2019
My precious son!!! My heart aches for you so bad it’s hard to bare! I miss you everyday every second!! I can barely look at pictures of you it hurts so badly!! Mommy misses and loves you so much. Please give me strength got this thing called life because without you seems impossible’!! Love you!!!❤️❤️ Please continue to protect me and your sister and keep us safe!! I know your super proud of her! ❤️❤️
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 22, 2019
Happy heavenly birthday my precious son!! I keep having these dreams before I wake myself up. Your either small or your age when you left me with no warning. Each dream your anout to get in an argument or fight and you know I was always there ready to fight with you. Each dream I’m either staring at you or giving you kisses. Then I’m holding my breath because 4/9/11 is right aroud the corner. This is NOT getting eaiser! I miss and want you back!!❤️❤️ kiss my mommy and pretty lady please!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 20, 2019
My precious son... I miss you so much!! Please help me get through. It feels like I’m shattered into a million pieces and I can’t get it put together again, Especially this year please send mommy a sign. I would love it even more if it was possible you can pay me a visit’!! I’m trying really hard I promise’! Mommy loves you so much! ❤️❤️
Posted by Vanessa Pina on December 25, 2018
Merry Christmas my baby boy!! I know you are celebrating with Jesus right now!’n I’m just being selfish and wanting you here with me!! You was taken from me way too soon. I missed out on so many accomplishments with you!!! This burden is way too much!! I still can’t accept it! I just say you are on vacation with someone and your going to walk in my door any minute. I cannot come to grips that you are gone! I think about you everyday!! My heart is so broken! I have the jeans you were found in. I have never washed them and just rub them on myself so I feel you just a little!!! Mommy loves you and promise I will never not think about you everyday!! My heart will never be the same!! I love you! Love Mommy!!
Posted by Linda & Tony Teixeira on April 9, 2018
You are never forgotten! Just always know you are thought about, missed and loved!! May you keep GOD smiling with you bright smile!

Love you always
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 22, 2018
Happy Heavenly Birthday baby boy!!! Thank you for sending that penguin to me this morning I really needed it! I miss you dearly! I know you are in heaven smiling doe on me!! You will forever be in my heart and I will think about you every day until I see you again! Please give me the strength for these next 18 days!! I love you with all that’s in me and you will forever have my heart! Mommy loves you baby boy!!
Posted by Linda & Tony Teixeira on March 22, 2018
Happy Heavenly Birthday Marquell!! Your bright smile and amazing personality is truly missed, but GOD has big excitement for you eternally :) Love you
Posted by Vanessa Pina on December 19, 2017
My precious baby...I miss you so much!!! I can’t stop looking for you! You just left me and I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye! I didn’t get one more kiss or hug! You took my heart! I don’t understand why God took you I’m not that strong I’m dying inside. I try my best to put a front on but I can’t do it any longer. I wish I could just crawl in a corner and tune out the world! Please help me I need a sign from you please!!! Please help me be strong for your sister! I miss you my baby boy! I wish I could just wake up and hear you snoring!! I love you my precious son and my heart is just aching and I’m so mad!!! I can’t wait to see you again!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on November 23, 2017
Happy thanksgiving my precious son!!! I would give anything to be sharing this thanksgiving with you! Mommy misses you so much and still think this is nightmare and I’m going to wake up and hear you snoring! Please give me the strength to make it through today and this holiday season without you. Please continue to give me strength to make it through life without out you!! I love and miss you so much!!
Posted by Linda & Tony Teixeira on November 15, 2017
Lighting a candle for the sweetest young man I knew! I am sure you are keeping GOD smiling and mom is right there with you hugging you daily!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on November 12, 2017
So our boys play against each other today!!! Who's going to win?? I can just hear your mouth if you guys win!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on September 21, 2017
I miss you so much!! The hole is so big! People have told me it gets easier but this burden is too heavy!!! I hope you hear me talking to you hoping I will hear back!'n there's not a day I don't think about you. There's not a day my heart isn't broken. I guess I just have gotten a little bit better at hiding it!!! God isn't suppose to give you more than you can handle but I promise this is too much!!! I love you my precious son!! ❤❤❤❤
Posted by Vanessa Pina on April 13, 2017
Really missing you!!!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on April 9, 2017
Worst day of my life hands down! I love and miss you so much!!! Love your mommy!! ❤❤
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 22, 2017
Happy Birthday my love!!!!! You would've been 22 years old today. Words can never describe the emptiness i have since you left me. I miss you so much every day and you are ALWAYS on my mind. I love you my son!! ❤❤
Posted by Linda & Tony Teixeira on March 22, 2017
Happy Heavenly Birthday Marquell!! May you forever be missed and loved by the family. Say hi to your Auntie Barbara for us, I am sure you were smiling as well as she was when she saw you!! We truly miss your beautiful smile and always know that we love you for eternity Love Cousin Tony and Linda Teixeira
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 19, 2017
I can't believe your birthday is in 3 days. I try to sit back and think where you would be at right now in your life. Everyone says time heals the pain but I'm sorry that is just not true. Who would know 18 days later you would leave me and rip my heart out. Marquell I promise you I'm trying so hard to be strong but the truth is I'm so weak!!! It's late me I'm just going through the motions just enough to function. When in reality I just want to crawl underneath a rock and never leave. Please help me to be strong for your sister and help help her through. I love you!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 3, 2017
My baby boy!!!! I miss you so much!!!! Life has been so hard since you left words could never explain!!' This hole in my heart is so big there are no words to say. I know your with God and you are happy! I can't wait until I see you again!! In the meantime please watch over me and your sister!i promise you I'm going to stay strong and continue to stay strong no matter how hard it is. I love you with everything inside of me. Please help me make it through these next two months. The memories are just so unbearable. I wonder what this year would've been like for your bday, I know you would be breaking my pockets!!! lol I miss you my precious son!!!' ❤❤❤
Posted by Vidal Miles on November 27, 2016
Lately you been on my mind a lot and i wish u could come back and be here with us, I truly miss u and think bout u still, honestly I don't accept that u not here and don't know when I'll be able to but u are truly missed and loved
Posted by Vanessa Pina on November 24, 2016
Happy thanksgiving my precious boy!! Thanks giving was you favorite because you were greedy. I love and miss you so much!! Please give me the strength to make it through today and soak up the love from my family!' I love you baby boy!! ❤️❤️
Posted by Vanessa Pina on November 14, 2016
It's been a few months since I have been here. This is just hard accepting this as my reality. Your favorite holiday is next week, I can see you eating all the food up and loving it!! My birthday just passed and your sister did a good job. I miss my birthday pancakes. Holidays, family gatherings and life is just not the same anymore! I'm missing you so much I could just scream! Please help me get through this holiday season. I wish I could just go somewhere and bury myself from the world! I would do or give anything just to spend one more day with you! I pray that one day I can learn to live again instead of fighting to just try to function daily! I love and miss you my precious son!! ❤️❤️❤️
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 22, 2016
Happy Birthday my precious son...I miss you so much!! Life has gotten so crazy since you left... I wish you were here. I would give up anything for just one more kiss or hug. You left me and didn't even give me a chance to say goodbye. Please help me to be strong it's so hard. Please wrap your sister in your arms she needs that right now! Happy birthday and I love you with everything I have inside of me!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 5, 2016
My precious son... I haven't been on here for a while because it's so hard to believe and accept that your not here. Words can't explain how much I miss you! Your birthday is right around the corner and I can't believe it. It's been almost 5 years since you left me all alone. People say in time things will get better, but my heart is still so heavy and broken. I would give up anything just for one more day with you! Please pray for guidance for me. I love you!!
Posted by Linda & Tony Teixeira on March 4, 2016
How can we forget an Angel!!  You are always in our thoughts and good memories. We can never forget that smile and your gentle spirit :)
Posted by Vidal Miles on March 3, 2016
Just stopping by to say I ain't forget about u at all and never will, I miss u and wish u could come back to be here with us
Posted by Cynthia Price on April 9, 2015
Missing you so much. Looking forward to celebrating your time here on earth on Saturday. Excited to see you again in eternity! Pray for us. Love Auntie.
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 22, 2015
Happy Birthday my baby boy!!! I'm missing you so much!!! I'm sending you all my kisses and hugs!!!
Posted by Christina Johnson on March 22, 2015
Happy Birthday baby cuz! You are loved and missed by many! We will mourn you til we join you!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on February 28, 2015
Missing you so bad!!!!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on December 25, 2014
Merry Christmas my heart!!! Missing you!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on November 16, 2014
Mommy is missing my baby boy!!! Nothing is the same without you!!! The holiday season is starting and it so very hard!! Please wrap your arms around me. I feel like I'm just in a daze!! My heart is so heavy!! I think and miss you everyday!!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on July 27, 2014
My precious son!!! I'm missing you so much!!! My heart hurts! Sending you all my kisses and hugs!!!!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on June 5, 2014
My love!!! I miss you more than words could explain!! Tomorrow would've been graduation day for you!!! I am so angry and sad you didn't get a chance to experience that! I'm so sorry! I could imagine that day when u would walk across that stage! Everyone would've been screaming. I'm still so loss without you! My heart is shattered! Why did you leave!!! I'm so mad!! I love and miss you my beautiful son!!!!
Posted by Bericka Broomfield on May 10, 2014
Missing you!!!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on April 9, 2014
My precious son... It's been 3 long years today God decided to take you away from me! I love and miss u so much!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 22, 2014
My baby boy..,. I don't know what's worse not only everyday I struggle. Your birthday but now dealing with the anxiety only a few weeks later the worst day of my life is about to happen. I know God is not suppose to give us to much we can handle but I swear I don't believe that! I'm weak and lost and my heart hurts! I'm pissed why did u leave!! I need u back please come back to me! I can't bare this anymore! I hate this world it's so dark without u ! I love and miss u so much!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 22, 2014
Happy Birthday My Love!!! My Heart My Soul!! I love and miss u dearly!!! My heart is still so broken! I miss u every second of everyday! I can't wait until I see u again and hold u in my arms!!!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on February 16, 2014
Marquell mommy is coming to you! There is nothing here any more for me can no longer fight! Ii will see u soon I can't wait to see ur face and hold u!!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on February 14, 2014
Happy valentines day my love!!!!!!! I miss the breakfast you used to make me. And the hugs and just telling me you love me ! It's almost going to be three years since you left me ! How am I'm going to get through this ! I promise u I dnt have the strength anymore!!! I love and miss u dearly!!!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on February 11, 2014
Marquell please help your sister . She hides it so well but i know she's crumbling inside I dnt know what to do! Forget about me because I deserve never deserve to be happy again ! Please ur sister needs u ! I love and miss u dearly!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on February 11, 2014
Marquell please help your sister . She hides it so well but i know she's crumbling inside I dnt know what to do! Forget about me because I deserve never deserve to be happy again ! Please ur sister needs u ! I love and miss u dearly!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on February 11, 2014
Marquell please help your sister . She hides it so well but i know she's crumbling inside I dnt know what to do! Forget about me because I deserve never deserve to be happy again ! Please ur sister needs u ! I love and miss u dearly!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on January 27, 2014
Just wanna tell you I'm missing you so much!! I pray that I can see you or feel u!!! You just left and never said goodbye!! I hope you know how much I love and miss you!!!!! I can't wait until I see you again!!!
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Posted by Vanessa Pina on April 7, 2020
Mommy is struggling!! It’s about to be 9 years and I swear it has not gotten any easier sat all!!! I don’t know what to do! My heart is still empty and broken. I don’t know how to do this thing called life without you!!! I really need you! I really need a sign from you. I wish I could feel a kiss or hug from you. I would give my life for just one more hug or kiss from you, just to see your smile or hear your laugh one more time. I pray for rest and I pray I see and feel you. Please I really need that!! I love you my baby boy!!
Posted by Vanessa Pina on March 11, 2020
My heart and soul. I miss you so much and it seems like I’m never going to recover. Not sure how to do this, it hurts so much! I wish I could hit a reset button on life. I just need to hold you in my arms again!’ Your birthday is coming up. I know you see grandpa he also misses you so much. I know you wow ant me to take care of him and I promise I’m doing the best I can. Keep him covered healed and safe, I love you so much!!
Posted by Linda & Tony Teixeira on March 9, 2020
Just thinking about your Kindness. Miss you Marquell you were a KIND young man and I know you are expressing your kindness with GOD and every other family members that are in Heaven; because GOD is love and I know that HE is there taken care of you each and every moment! Keep smiling and Keep staying in God's loving arms. We truly MISS you always know that
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Shared by Shawntay Lewis on April 9, 2012
SMH...I still can't believe that you left us a year ago. It's not a time that goes by that I don't think of u because I keep ur pic in my car and when I look u ur always there looking down on me. Tears always come to my eyes because I know u were too young to go. Selfishly I wish I could have u back here with us. I know ur in a better place sitting with our Father in heaven smiling down on us. It's so crazy because things haven't been the same since u left but I do pray that one day our family will mend and come back together. I know u know how crazy our family is lol. As I write this the tears keep coming because I love & miss u so much and I know that EVERYONE loves & miss u sooooo much!! In my eyes I will always believe u left us too soon but I know God knows whats best & He called u home! Love u Joshua & I'm happy that i had u in my life U will be in my heart forever
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Shared by DeShawn Salley on April 11, 2011

I remember when Marquell was about 4 or 5. He would come to Virginia to visit his grandmother over the summer and every morning he would watch "Franklin, sit at this little table in front of the tv and eat breakfast. He was always smiling!