ForeverMissed
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Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free,
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took his hand when I heard his call,
I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work, to play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way,
I've found that peace at the end of the day.

If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Ah, yes, these things too I will miss.

Be not burdened with times of sorrow,
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My Life's been full, I savoured much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one' touch.

Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and share with me,
God wanted me now, He set me free!

February 9
February 9
Well, your sister did it! She's on her way LA I know you're proud of her and so am I. Please watch over her please come and visit me. I'm going to be walking by the empty room again like I did when you left me. I'm gonna be alone. I love and miss you so much. I wish you was here here we go that time of the year I'm gonna do my best to get through it. I just wish she was here. Love mommy.
January 16
January 16
Forever in my heart and mind. I know you are good! Miss you and look forward to seeing you in heaven where we will spend eternity and this time on earth without you will be forgotten.

Love Auntie!
December 2, 2023
December 2, 2023
So the McRib is back. I can remember so clearly when you used to call me and asked me to bring you home one. Actually, not just one but two along with the large fry and large drink your meals always had to be large or double. I'm actually gonna try to try the McRib this year. Even if I don't like it, I'm gonna love it. Miss you so much. Your last Christmas was such a great Christmas and you got everything you wanted, of course and more. The rule used to be you guys could only open one present on Christmas Eve. I never could hold your surprises, so you guys actually opened everything on Christmas Eve and slept in on Christmas Day. ‍♀️ you used to always they out your outfits for the week along with the shoes. You always try your clothes on and always make sure Sharice said they were good. Both of you used to break my pocket. You always need it. New sneaker came out.‍♀️ we used to argue about it but at the end of the day you got it, you were so kind I remember how you used to let some of your friends wear your things because they couldn't get them. I really wish she was here when I turned 50 I really wish you would've left me a grandchild and I'm so angry you couldn't experience so many wonderful milestones in your life. You left me a grandchild. It would've meant so much to me but I just have memories so I can hold onto. I wish that was enough. I love you so much my precious son. My twin, my momma's boy. I still smell your clothes and hold them tight to my heart. I still think that this is just a dream and I'm going to wake up when you're gonna be here. I'm trying to move on and live life without you but I'm stuck April 9, 2011. Hands-down the worst day of my life. A day that just continues to play over and over and over and over and over again I can't wait to see you again. I love you with all my heart and more mommy.
November 25, 2023
November 25, 2023
I really wished you was here this thanksgiving. 2nd worst thanksgiving ever. 1st one was having you not here with me. I could've really used you this year. Mommy loves and misses you so much!
November 8, 2023
November 8, 2023
My precious my baby boy. This year was hard because I just new you would be here to celebrate my 50th birthday. I cried but I still heard you telling me it's okay because you was and are with me everyday. You are one of my hundreds angels protecting me. I heard you calling me old lol. You even showed up at 2:05 on my birthday. You heard my prayer and you did it. I k is you are finally at peasxe seeing me on the right track! No going back. My heart still aches daily for you but I know when God brings me home you are going to be the first in line to welcome me. I promise I'm going to keep it up because I truly know now you needed me to get my happiness back and finish the work God has for me. My precious son I know you also see the relationship between me and your sister. We are truly unbreakable! As she steps into what God is calling her to please protect my bay girl. It's going be hard for the both of us because we have never been apart. But it's going to be a short time and then me and your grandfather will be right there with her. Your sister is about to introduce herself to the world. She wants a big family. When she has her first child I need for them to look like you please❤️ I love you my precious son and I hope I'm making you proud!!❤️❤️❤️
July 31, 2023
July 31, 2023
Really missing you!!! Your sister is so happy she said you Left het your hair and now she is my twin. I told her I bought her some peaches and she said mom that was Marquell that like peaches not me. She says she is going to try them. I miss you baby boy I know it may sound crazy but I still pray I wake up and this is all just a terrible dream but it's not working. Life is just not the same without you. It will never be. My heart is just shattered and pieces that I don't know how to put it back together because it's shattered into many pieces it's impossible.
July 1, 2023
July 1, 2023
I love you my precious son!! I miss you so much it hurts!!
April 9, 2023
April 9, 2023
Today is the worse day of my life. I wish I could just stay to myself today. I'm trying but I just can't. You took my heart. You never said goodbye to me. Why did you leave me? I miss you so much my heart is broken.
March 23, 2023
March 23, 2023
Happy Heavenly Birthday young man! You are always remembered and never forgotten! Your smile, your kindness was always welcome each time we saw you! May you continue to WOW God and His angels daily with your charm. Forever missed always. Love Cousin Tony, Linda Teixeira and family!
March 22, 2023
March 22, 2023
Happy birthday my precious baby boy. I miss and love you so much!! I know you saw me your sister and grandpa join the gym today and I know you was cracking up at me. My legs hurt and I was struggling. On the way to visit your tree please come to me today I need you and please help with the next 18 days going to really need you because I'm already having anxiety. Mommy loves you so much!! ❤️❤️
March 22, 2023
March 22, 2023
YOU ARE TRULY MISSED COUSIN, YOU AND YOUR COUSIN JANNAH SHARE THE SAME BDAY. SHE IS 8 TODAY. YOU ARE OUR ANGEL . LOVE YOU FOREVER. KEE-KEE
March 20, 2023
March 20, 2023
Hi Love,
Miss you all the time but I know you said you are good. I still put a dollar in the basket in church for you every Sunday. Treasure every moment we had and look forward to spending eternity with you and other family/friends in heaven according to Lord's plan.  Rest assured I make sure all the ones born after you were gone know who you are and how special you are. Cory's son Cabral is a joker just like you. Can't help to think you are giving him some of your material? Love always, Auntie.
March 17, 2023
March 17, 2023
I just miss you!!!! I miss you so much!! Please I need you please I need you now!!
March 12, 2023
March 12, 2023
This is when I literally have to fight to breathe. My chest hurts so bad and my heart hurts so bad. Sure people say it has been long enough maybe get over it but I hurt and cry everyday. Thank you for sending me penguins this week and yesterday. I’m so angry o could see you grow into a young man I know of you was here you and your sister would be together and things would’ve been so different. Her only sibling is gone. My baby boy I hope you see how much I miss you and love you! Forever my baby boy!!
February 26, 2023
February 26, 2023
My baby boy I miss you so much!! I thought by now it would get easier but it hasn’t. I’m so broken and o don’t know what to do!! I need you so much it hurts so bad! I often pray I would close my eyes and wake up and I would be there for you. I’m so tired of trying to fight to move on. I hongeel there is nothing left here for me. Everyone has moved on and you are a distant memory to them but that’s okay. I cry everyday day for you. You was my baby boy and we were always together. I don’t want to do this life without you!! I’m shattered into pieces and o will never be able to put myself back together. I love you my baby boy!! Love mommy.
March 26, 2022
March 26, 2022
Happy belated Heavenly birthday my precious son. Mommy misses and loves you!!!
March 21, 2021
March 21, 2021
Well tomorrow makes 10 years you left me. Tomorrow you would’ve been 26 and I know you and your sister would be making plans to away somewhere. You guys would be out partying driving me crazy. My baby boy I miss you so much. This year has been rough you see I have a migraine for the first time ever and it hurts so much. Please give me some signs I really need them. I love and miss you so much and the hurt feels like it was just today. I wish you was here so you could be spending time with grandpa. Please continue to protect us and keep us safe. Please ask God to heal all our sickness in our bodies please. Please ask God to heal grandpa s heart. I love you baby birthday. Happy Heavenly pre birthday. Forever my baby boy.❤️❤️
January 22, 2021
January 22, 2021
It’s about to be 10 years. I’m so sad I miss you so much and my life is so messed up. Not sure if I can get it together. Please help me! I live you my precious son.
October 30, 2020
October 30, 2020
Well another birthday without you. I hate my birthday now. I hate just about everything now. Soon it will be 10 years and the pain hurts so bad my heart literally aches! You just left me and didn’t even say goodbye and you didn’t even tell me you loved me. I have been fighting ever since you left me and I’m just tired. When you left me you ripped my heart out. I miss you so much. I wish o could just feel you. You will forever be my babu boy!!
September 23, 2020
September 23, 2020
My precious son. I miss you so much it hurts and it’s hard to breathe. It’s about to be 10 years. I can’t believe it. I push on and try to show I’m okay but inside I’m screaming! I just need you here with me.  you will forever be mommy’s babu.❤️❤️
September 7, 2020
September 7, 2020
Marquell.... I have tried my hardest living this life without you. I have finally come to the conclusion I’m no longer living I’m just existing. I’m tired of just existing, my bones hurt. I hate my life and when you left you literally took my heart with you. I’m empty inside. I need to see you.
August 7, 2020
August 7, 2020
Mommy’s precious boy. My whole body aches for you. I miss you so much I can’t put into words. I just want to hold and kiss you. Didn’t you know I couldn’t handle this. Didn’t you know what it would do to me. Didn’t you know my life will never be right again. You left me anyway. God took you from me still. I need you!! Live and miss you so much!
April 7, 2020
April 7, 2020
Mommy is struggling!! It’s about to be 9 years and I swear it has not gotten any easier sat all!!! I don’t know what to do! My heart is still empty and broken. I don’t know how to do this thing called life without you!!! I really need you! I really need a sign from you. I wish I could feel a kiss or hug from you. I would give my life for just one more hug or kiss from you, just to see your smile or hear your laugh one more time. I pray for rest and I pray I see and feel you. Please I really need that!! I love you my baby boy!!
March 11, 2020
March 11, 2020
My heart and soul. I miss you so much and it seems like I’m never going to recover. Not sure how to do this, it hurts so much! I wish I could hit a reset button on life. I just need to hold you in my arms again!’ Your birthday is coming up. I know you see grandpa he also misses you so much. I know you wow ant me to take care of him and I promise I’m doing the best I can. Keep him covered healed and safe, I love you so much!!
March 9, 2020
March 9, 2020
Just thinking about your Kindness. Miss you Marquell you were a KIND young man and I know you are expressing your kindness with GOD and every other family members that are in Heaven; because GOD is love and I know that HE is there taken care of you each and every moment! Keep smiling and Keep staying in God's loving arms. We truly MISS you always know that
March 3, 2020
March 3, 2020
Oh my baby boy. I miss you so much and of course I’m struggling, I really need for you to watch over your grandpa and cover him. I’m praying for a miracle because he needs it. I really can’t loose him. I’m praying for that miracle that has his name on it. I love and miss you my baby boy. ❤️❤️
February 24, 2020
February 24, 2020
My precious boy. Really can’t handle this anymore. I’m so sad and I miss you so much!!! I love you. Please send me strength. I wish you could come visit me. Love mommy!❤️
December 14, 2019
December 14, 2019
My baby boy.... I miss you so much. Yet another holiday season without you. I wish I could just crawl into a dark hole and stay forever. You would think by now o would have found happiness in my life but the truth is I haven’t I’m still
Lost. I love you so much and I wish I could spend one last day with you. ❤️❤️
October 17, 2019
October 17, 2019
My sweet boy. It’s been 8 years and I still can’t get it together. When ypu left me you took my heart. I’m so lost. I need so badly I don’t what to do anymore. I love you!! Your uncle came to be with you last month. Kiss him for me and tell him I love him so much and miss him like crazu’n
August 12, 2019
August 12, 2019
My precious son!!! My heart aches for you so bad it’s hard to bare! I miss you everyday every second!! I can barely look at pictures of you it hurts so badly!! Mommy misses and loves you so much. Please give me strength got this thing called life because without you seems impossible’!! Love you!!!❤️❤️ Please continue to protect me and your sister and keep us safe!! I know your super proud of her! ❤️❤️
March 22, 2019
March 22, 2019
Happy heavenly birthday my precious son!! I keep having these dreams before I wake myself up. Your either small or your age when you left me with no warning. Each dream your anout to get in an argument or fight and you know I was always there ready to fight with you. Each dream I’m either staring at you or giving you kisses. Then I’m holding my breath because 4/9/11 is right aroud the corner. This is NOT getting eaiser! I miss and want you back!!❤️❤️ kiss my mommy and pretty lady please!!
March 20, 2019
March 20, 2019
My precious son... I miss you so much!! Please help me get through. It feels like I’m shattered into a million pieces and I can’t get it put together again, Especially this year please send mommy a sign. I would love it even more if it was possible you can pay me a visit’!! I’m trying really hard I promise’! Mommy loves you so much! ❤️❤️
December 25, 2018
December 25, 2018
Merry Christmas my baby boy!! I know you are celebrating with Jesus right now!’n I’m just being selfish and wanting you here with me!! You was taken from me way too soon. I missed out on so many accomplishments with you!!! This burden is way too much!! I still can’t accept it! I just say you are on vacation with someone and your going to walk in my door any minute. I cannot come to grips that you are gone! I think about you everyday!! My heart is so broken! I have the jeans you were found in. I have never washed them and just rub them on myself so I feel you just a little!!! Mommy loves you and promise I will never not think about you everyday!! My heart will never be the same!! I love you! Love Mommy!!
April 9, 2018
April 9, 2018
You are never forgotten! Just always know you are thought about, missed and loved!! May you keep GOD smiling with you bright smile!

Love you always
March 22, 2018
March 22, 2018
Happy Heavenly Birthday Marquell!! Your bright smile and amazing personality is truly missed, but GOD has big excitement for you eternally :) Love you
March 22, 2018
March 22, 2018
Happy Heavenly Birthday baby boy!!! Thank you for sending that penguin to me this morning I really needed it! I miss you dearly! I know you are in heaven smiling doe on me!! You will forever be in my heart and I will think about you every day until I see you again! Please give me the strength for these next 18 days!! I love you with all that’s in me and you will forever have my heart! Mommy loves you baby boy!!
December 19, 2017
December 19, 2017
My precious baby...I miss you so much!!! I can’t stop looking for you! You just left me and I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye! I didn’t get one more kiss or hug! You took my heart! I don’t understand why God took you I’m not that strong I’m dying inside. I try my best to put a front on but I can’t do it any longer. I wish I could just crawl in a corner and tune out the world! Please help me I need a sign from you please!!! Please help me be strong for your sister! I miss you my baby boy! I wish I could just wake up and hear you snoring!! I love you my precious son and my heart is just aching and I’m so mad!!! I can’t wait to see you again!!
November 23, 2017
November 23, 2017
Happy thanksgiving my precious son!!! I would give anything to be sharing this thanksgiving with you! Mommy misses you so much and still think this is nightmare and I’m going to wake up and hear you snoring! Please give me the strength to make it through today and this holiday season without you. Please continue to give me strength to make it through life without out you!! I love and miss you so much!!
November 15, 2017
November 15, 2017
Lighting a candle for the sweetest young man I knew! I am sure you are keeping GOD smiling and mom is right there with you hugging you daily!
November 12, 2017
November 12, 2017
So our boys play against each other today!!! Who's going to win?? I can just hear your mouth if you guys win!
September 21, 2017
September 21, 2017
I miss you so much!! The hole is so big! People have told me it gets easier but this burden is too heavy!!! I hope you hear me talking to you hoping I will hear back!'n there's not a day I don't think about you. There's not a day my heart isn't broken. I guess I just have gotten a little bit better at hiding it!!! God isn't suppose to give you more than you can handle but I promise this is too much!!! I love you my precious son!! ❤❤❤❤
April 9, 2017
April 9, 2017
Worst day of my life hands down! I love and miss you so much!!! Love your mommy!! ❤❤
March 22, 2017
March 22, 2017
Happy Birthday my love!!!!! You would've been 22 years old today. Words can never describe the emptiness i have since you left me. I miss you so much every day and you are ALWAYS on my mind. I love you my son!! ❤❤
March 22, 2017
March 22, 2017
Happy Heavenly Birthday Marquell!! May you forever be missed and loved by the family. Say hi to your Auntie Barbara for us, I am sure you were smiling as well as she was when she saw you!! We truly miss your beautiful smile and always know that we love you for eternity Love Cousin Tony and Linda Teixeira
March 19, 2017
March 19, 2017
I can't believe your birthday is in 3 days. I try to sit back and think where you would be at right now in your life. Everyone says time heals the pain but I'm sorry that is just not true. Who would know 18 days later you would leave me and rip my heart out. Marquell I promise you I'm trying so hard to be strong but the truth is I'm so weak!!! It's late me I'm just going through the motions just enough to function. When in reality I just want to crawl underneath a rock and never leave. Please help me to be strong for your sister and help help her through. I love you!!
March 3, 2017
March 3, 2017
My baby boy!!!! I miss you so much!!!! Life has been so hard since you left words could never explain!!' This hole in my heart is so big there are no words to say. I know your with God and you are happy! I can't wait until I see you again!! In the meantime please watch over me and your sister!i promise you I'm going to stay strong and continue to stay strong no matter how hard it is. I love you with everything inside of me. Please help me make it through these next two months. The memories are just so unbearable. I wonder what this year would've been like for your bday, I know you would be breaking my pockets!!! lol I miss you my precious son!!!' ❤❤❤
November 27, 2016
November 27, 2016
Lately you been on my mind a lot and i wish u could come back and be here with us, I truly miss u and think bout u still, honestly I don't accept that u not here and don't know when I'll be able to but u are truly missed and loved
November 24, 2016
November 24, 2016
Happy thanksgiving my precious boy!! Thanks giving was you favorite because you were greedy. I love and miss you so much!! Please give me the strength to make it through today and soak up the love from my family!' I love you baby boy!! ❤️❤️
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February 9
February 9
Well, your sister did it! She's on her way LA I know you're proud of her and so am I. Please watch over her please come and visit me. I'm going to be walking by the empty room again like I did when you left me. I'm gonna be alone. I love and miss you so much. I wish you was here here we go that time of the year I'm gonna do my best to get through it. I just wish she was here. Love mommy.
January 16
January 16
Forever in my heart and mind. I know you are good! Miss you and look forward to seeing you in heaven where we will spend eternity and this time on earth without you will be forgotten.

Love Auntie!
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November 6, 2021
My precious son… every time I get on this site I can’t believe it. Another birthday without you I can’t believe it. I know you had to be in the hospital bed with me and made me keep pushing. My life has been a mess since you left me and it still feels like yesterday. I promise you I’m trying but my heart is broken the day you left me my soul left with you. I know you are watching over me Sharice and grandpa. When you left me I’m always on the edge scared of loosing anyone especially your sister. Please cover us with your wings and protect us. Grandpa misses you. You was the perfect caring, loving and kind soul. I can’t wait to see you again. I look for you so I promise I won’t be scared if you decide you would like to visit me. My prayer is that I open my eyes you will be there and I can just hold you in arms.. I love you my precious son!!

I can't believe it's been a year

April 9, 2012
SMH...I still can't believe that you left us a year ago. It's not a time that goes by that I don't think of u because I keep ur pic in my car and when I look u ur always there looking down on me. Tears always come to my eyes because I know u were too young to go. Selfishly I wish I could have u back here with us. I know ur in a better place sitting with our Father in heaven smiling down on us. It's so crazy because things haven't been the same since u left but I do pray that one day our family will mend and come back together. I know u know how crazy our family is lol. As I write this the tears keep coming because I love & miss u so much and I know that EVERYONE loves & miss u sooooo much!! In my eyes I will always believe u left us too soon but I know God knows whats best & He called u home! Love u Joshua & I'm happy that i had u in my life U will be in my heart forever
May 10, 2011

MY TWO BRUTHA I MISS YALL RIP QUELL AND FREE MI MANZ DRE BLACK I LOVE DA BOTH OF YALL

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