I can't believe your birthday is in 3 days. I try to sit back and think where you would be at right now in your life. Everyone says time heals the pain but I'm sorry that is just not true. Who would know 18 days later you would leave me and rip my heart out. Marquell I promise you I'm trying so hard to be strong but the truth is I'm so weak!!! It's late me I'm just going through the motions just enough to function. When in reality I just want to crawl underneath a rock and never leave. Please help me to be strong for your sister and help help her through. I love you!!

My baby boy!!!! I miss you so much!!!! Life has been so hard since you left words could never explain!!' This hole in my heart is so big there are no words to say. I know your with God and you are happy! I can't wait until I see you again!! In the meantime please watch over me and your sister!i promise you I'm going to stay strong and continue to stay strong no matter how hard it is. I love you with everything inside of me. Please help me make it through these next two months. The memories are just so unbearable. I wonder what this year would've been like for your bday, I know you would be breaking my pockets!!! lol I miss you my precious son!!!' ❤❤❤

Lately you been on my mind a lot and i wish u could come back and be here with us, I truly miss u and think bout u still, honestly I don't accept that u not here and don't know when I'll be able to but u are truly missed and loved

Happy thanksgiving my precious boy!! Thanks giving was you favorite because you were greedy. I love and miss you so much!! Please give me the strength to make it through today and soak up the love from my family!' I love you baby boy!! ❤️❤️

It's been a few months since I have been here. This is just hard accepting this as my reality. Your favorite holiday is next week, I can see you eating all the food up and loving it!! My birthday just passed and your sister did a good job. I miss my birthday pancakes. Holidays, family gatherings and life is just not the same anymore! I'm missing you so much I could just scream! Please help me get through this holiday season. I wish I could just go somewhere and bury myself from the world! I would do or give anything just to spend one more day with you! I pray that one day I can learn to live again instead of fighting to just try to function daily! I love and miss you my precious son!! ❤️❤️❤️

Happy Birthday my precious son...I miss you so much!! Life has gotten so crazy since you left... I wish you were here. I would give up anything for just one more kiss or hug. You left me and didn't even give me a chance to say goodbye. Please help me to be strong it's so hard. Please wrap your sister in your arms she needs that right now! Happy birthday and I love you with everything I have inside of me!!

My precious son... I haven't been on here for a while because it's so hard to believe and accept that your not here. Words can't explain how much I miss you! Your birthday is right around the corner and I can't believe it. It's been almost 5 years since you left me all alone. People say in time things will get better, but my heart is still so heavy and broken. I would give up anything just for one more day with you! Please pray for guidance for me. I love you!!

How can we forget an Angel!!  You are always in our thoughts and good memories. We can never forget that smile and your gentle spirit :)

Just stopping by to say I ain't forget about u at all and never will, I miss u and wish u could come back to be here with us

Missing you so much. Looking forward to celebrating your time here on earth on Saturday. Excited to see you again in eternity! Pray for us. Love Auntie.

Happy Birthday my baby boy!!! I'm missing you so much!!! I'm sending you all my kisses and hugs!!!

Happy Birthday baby cuz! You are loved and missed by many! We will mourn you til we join you!

Missing you so bad!!!!!

Merry Christmas my heart!!! Missing you!

Mommy is missing my baby boy!!! Nothing is the same without you!!! The holiday season is starting and it so very hard!! Please wrap your arms around me. I feel like I'm just in a daze!! My heart is so heavy!! I think and miss you everyday!!!

My precious son!!! I'm missing you so much!!! My heart hurts! Sending you all my kisses and hugs!!!!!

My love!!! I miss you more than words could explain!! Tomorrow would've been graduation day for you!!! I am so angry and sad you didn't get a chance to experience that! I'm so sorry! I could imagine that day when u would walk across that stage! Everyone would've been screaming. I'm still so loss without you! My heart is shattered! Why did you leave!!! I'm so mad!! I love and miss you my beautiful son!!!!

Missing you!!!!

My precious son... It's been 3 long years today God decided to take you away from me! I love and miss u so much!

Happy Birthday My Love!!! My Heart My Soul!! I love and miss u dearly!!! My heart is still so broken! I miss u every second of everyday! I can't wait until I see u again and hold u in my arms!!!!

My baby boy..,. I don't know what's worse not only everyday I struggle. Your birthday but now dealing with the anxiety only a few weeks later the worst day of my life is about to happen. I know God is not suppose to give us to much we can handle but I swear I don't believe that! I'm weak and lost and my heart hurts! I'm pissed why did u leave!! I need u back please come back to me! I can't bare this anymore! I hate this world it's so dark without u ! I love and miss u so much!!

Marquell mommy is coming to you! There is nothing here any more for me can no longer fight! Ii will see u soon I can't wait to see ur face and hold u!!!

Happy valentines day my love!!!!!!! I miss the breakfast you used to make me. And the hugs and just telling me you love me ! It's almost going to be three years since you left me ! How am I'm going to get through this ! I promise u I dnt have the strength anymore!!! I love and miss u dearly!!!!

Marquell please help your sister . She hides it so well but i know she's crumbling inside I dnt know what to do! Forget about me because I deserve never deserve to be happy again ! Please ur sister needs u ! I love and miss u dearly!!

Marquell please help your sister . She hides it so well but i know she's crumbling inside I dnt know what to do! Forget about me because I deserve never deserve to be happy again ! Please ur sister needs u ! I love and miss u dearly!!

Marquell please help your sister . She hides it so well but i know she's crumbling inside I dnt know what to do! Forget about me because I deserve never deserve to be happy again ! Please ur sister needs u ! I love and miss u dearly!!

Just wanna tell you I'm missing you so much!! I pray that I can see you or feel u!!! You just left and never said goodbye!! I hope you know how much I love and miss you!!!!! I can't wait until I see you again!!!

Happy New Year my precious son!!! Almost 3yrs since u left me! Seems like just yesterday. I love and miss I so much!! I still hope your going to walk through my door and tell me it was all a joke!!! I love u and can't wait until I see u again! I just pray some how I can feel u and know ur okay n u love and miss me!! B/c I dnt know!'!

Merry Xmas my precious son!!! I can remember when u was smaller the huge Christmas Days we use have. As u got older it became harder because u wanted the best and most expensive things! I remember fussing in stores b/c I told u it was too much! Then I remember u saying "Forget it i dnt want anything!!" Only for me turn around and get it for u anyways! You always had me wrapped around your finger! I remember going Xmas shopping for u and thought I was doing good then here comes Cory walking in and I had to change half of the stuff! Thank God b/c u would've been pissed! :) then I used to always tell u 1 gift on Xmas eve but u always talked me into opening everything!!! I miss those days! Yesterday ur sister turned 21 n who knows what Cory did with her but I know u would've been right there!! N Cory would've got u drunk and said "U wanna be a man drink like a man!" Just how he got u tore up at aunties party! N all uncle Michael and I could do is laugh! That was a crazy and fun night!!!! Words can never explain how much I miss n love u! U have left a huge hole in my heart n spirit!! I would give my life for just one more day with u!!!!! I love u my precious son!!!!

I wonder if u knew how much u were loved!!! It's u dearly when does the pain and the anger go away? Since u left I hve this black cloud over me and I can't shake it! I can't get a grip and have shoved everyone away! I'm so lost n don't knw what to do! I pray u can just speak to me! I feel so alone!! I'm so mad at God!! Why u n not me!? Please I need ur help!!! I'm so tired and weak !!! I love n miss u!! I come home to a empty house dnt know how much longer I can do it!!

Marquell your sister n I are going to church in the morning. Please we need ur presence. We need more than ever! We are slipping in darkness and can't find our way out, I know u are looking down and don't want this! We need u and Gods help more than ever! It's now pr never! Our hearts are broken ! Please shower how to be a better mom and not so angry you left me !!!! I love u!!

My precious son! Happy Thanksgiving !!!!!!! Wish you was here!! I know u would be eating everything in site!! I love and miss u more than more words could ever explain!!!! My biggest wish is that I can have u just for one more minute! I'm sorry for everything I done to u!!! I can't even remember If I told u I love u!! But please know ur my heart n soul!! I cry and my heart breaks for u everyday! U was my sunshine I can't get ur laugh or smile out of my head!! I'm so pissed God took u!! I promise I will see u soon n kiss u all over no matter if u like it or not!!!

My precious son!!! I miss u so much!!! When does my heart stop hurting? When do I see sunlight? I hate holidays!! I will never stop missing u! I wish I could I see I for one more day! U left with no warning!! Please help me I hve no fight anymore I just want to see. I need u!!! I love u baby boy!!!

My heart is so heavy today Marquell! I have been thinking about you, looking at your pictures and missing you greatly. I know you are resting in peace...smiling down on us! Your everlasting smile and humbleness is what I hold close in my heart! I Love you!

You will always be remember by me, I will keep you Sharice, and Vanessa in my prayers. God Bless.

Missing you so much!!!!!!! Sending u all my kisses and hugs!!! I would do anything for one more day just to hug and squeeze u!!!

I miss u!!!!!

we miss u soooo much...1luv

I miss you my precious son!! I know ur in a better place n ur happy, forgive me for being selfish n being upset w/u for leaving me but u took my heart n my purpose!!! Please help me I still look for u!! I miss u eating all the food n leaving empty containers in the fridge!! N me yelling at u for u to just look at me n say "relax" n then I would just laugh!! I love u!!!

Rest in peace Marquell, you will always be loved......

Love you Cuz'''You will always be missed..WE LoVE YOu
KIANA
KASHAYLA
SHELTON

Thinking of you baby cuz..

My precious son!! I love n miss u so much!! It's been 2 LONG years since u left me n turned my life upside down!! U was the best son n I'm blessed to have had u in my life! Ur departure has left the biggest hole in my heart! Please continue to watch over me and ur sister and help us get through this! I can't wait to see u again! Please give me the strength n ability to go on w/o u!!!! Xoxo

Maquell you are truly missed but "Never Forgotten"  Continue to be one of God's best Angels!

I couldn't bring myself to post anything yesterday b/c I still can't believe this memorial site exists!!! Happy 18th Birthday my precious son!! I can only think about how broke I would've been!! We would've been fussing at what u wanted me to get u! But at the end I would've bought u whatever u wanted no matter the cost u always got ur way!! I knw ur sister would've hve took u out!! N who

Knows where n what u guys would've went n what y'all did!! U guys were always up to something n of course I was always left in the dark!! But at the end of the day I knw u guys would've had a blast! We went to see the penguins it was freezing ur sister would've stayed there forever!! Pls continue to watch over us and protect us!! Words cnt explain how much I miss n love u!!!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Happy Happy Birthday Marquell.......

Happy 18th Birthday Marquell! You SMILE is truly missed! Keep smiling for GOD. Love you!

Happy Birthday Marquell! I love you ! I think about the last time I washed your hair and your were like Auntie, what are you doing? Still all smiles and 
very grateful! R.I.P.