So the McRib is back. I can remember so clearly when you used to call me and asked me to bring you home one. Actually, not just one but two along with the large fry and large drink your meals always had to be large or double. I'm actually gonna try to try the McRib this year. Even if I don't like it, I'm gonna love it. Miss you so much. Your last Christmas was such a great Christmas and you got everything you wanted, of course and more. The rule used to be you guys could only open one present on Christmas Eve. I never could hold your surprises, so you guys actually opened everything on Christmas Eve and slept in on Christmas Day. ♀️ you used to always they out your outfits for the week along with the shoes. You always try your clothes on and always make sure Sharice said they were good. Both of you used to break my pocket. You always need it. New sneaker came out.♀️ we used to argue about it but at the end of the day you got it, you were so kind I remember how you used to let some of your friends wear your things because they couldn't get them. I really wish she was here when I turned 50 I really wish you would've left me a grandchild and I'm so angry you couldn't experience so many wonderful milestones in your life. You left me a grandchild. It would've meant so much to me but I just have memories so I can hold onto. I wish that was enough. I love you so much my precious son. My twin, my momma's boy. I still smell your clothes and hold them tight to my heart. I still think that this is just a dream and I'm going to wake up when you're gonna be here. I'm trying to move on and live life without you but I'm stuck April 9, 2011. Hands-down the worst day of my life. A day that just continues to play over and over and over and over and over again I can't wait to see you again. I love you with all my heart and more mommy.