my son was born dec 15, 1989 he ,always was a quite kid wouldnt talk to noone but me, he was the prettiest child i had , he stayed upunder me ,he always tryed to protect me, tried to be a big man at 10 ,he felt like he had to step up and help his single parent,,he would ask to borrow ten dollars to buy a pack of candy bars that had thirty in them, he would make 30 dollars, always coming home to try and give me every penny, i couldnt take his hard earned money, he would go to the store and buy me a soda and hair gel anyway ,tears!!!!!!!!!!always wanted to make me happy ,and proud of him as he turned 17 he was my best friend, made sure i didnt need anyone or anything ,would always tel me he was proud to have me as his mom, he appreciated me when my other kids didnt ,i would see him when driving my school bus, he would whisstle to stop my bus to get on and kiss me ,and would hand me money ,cause he thought i needed it . when i would be running low on things in the house ,he wouldnt ask ,he would just buy ,everytime i close my eyes i can see his sad face he had, he knew he was leaving me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!