Marriage does not guarantee that you will be together forever . . . It takes trust . . respect . . Commitment . .understanding . . Friendship and faith in our relationship .   
   In thirty years we been together . . . We created a happy family and memorable memories with our loving and thoughtful children .
But losing a spouse it feels like crazy . . .coz I miss you so much dad . . .
It makes me sad because we had a plan for our future and now you're gone . . . 
And I pray someday I can be free from this terrible pain . . . But I promise to never let go the love we shared . . .
   Thank you for being a good loving husband to me and responsible father  to our children. . . .