Marteze Deon,
as i write this, im fighting to hold back tears. So many things were never said to you. How i miss you. Your smile, Your Laugh, Just everything about you. I cant believe it. I dont wanna aknowledge the fact your gone, week later, and just finally able to say something.We never fought. You somehow always made it impossible to be mad at you. I remember the first day i met you. You were shy, and wouldnt even look me in the face. I knew from that day, i didnt wanna go without having you in my life. You were my true life angel. i prayed God to send me someone like you. And you are exactly what i needed. WHen i was ready to give up, when everything was too much on me, you were my relief. My sanity. My Heart. If i could've brought you to palm beach gardens with me, you would be here. the many days we layed there just talking about the world. future plans, thoughts, everything that could ever be saiid, was said.For anyone to dislike you,was unphathomable to me. I met your family. and they were so kind to me. treated me like one of them. between pie man rosie martin allen ms fannie and especially auntie bobby, they reminded me of my family. You were all so blessed to have each other. and i am blessed to have been able to even spend time with all of you. I came here, got busy, sidetracked, we spoke less, but you never stopped crossing my mind. putting off calling, when i know i shouldve. but i remember the last words we spoke to each other, i love you, and i love you too. theres really nothing more i couldve asked for. And what it wouldnt mean to hear it again, it would mean the world. But what God had for you there, was more than any of us could supply here. Everything you did, you did out of being selfless. You were truly an angel sent. and i dont know how i can ever make you see what you meant to me.I could write forever, the things i feel about you. but no words could even halfway cover what i feel for you! Rest Easy Tez, you did wat God needed, as we all must, and when i see you again, i just wanna hug you. and ill know it was all worth it. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU MARTEZE DEON DORSEY. I LOVE YOU-DaMiien.
