Well son it's been 8years and I still Miss and love you so much. It still hurts as bad. I don't think I'm getting better but others say I am but what the hell do they know right they have no idea how close you and I were . Well all I can do is pray for peace and try to get better I guess . Don't think I will forget you no sir it's hard you were the light of my life. Love you to the moon and back.

Mijo I know haven't gone to see you but it's hard to think I'll never see or hear your voice. You can't imagine the pain and guilt I feel for allowing this happen to my baby boy I pray one day My Heavenly Father will allow me to see and ask you to forgive me . Love you to the moon and back .