JUST WANTED TO TALK
Not so sure how to express the way i feel about all of this.Just as i think that i am grieving and ok with you being in heaven i get very discouraged and feel even sadder.Where do i begin to understand my own feeling and emotions much less your brothers and sister , i get angry when there are questions that they ask me and i do not know the anser to. So have a come to a realization that all they need is a simple answer they are too young to understand the depth of the answers that i am trying to give them.Lil man i miss you so very my i still have your binkis and blankets that i still have not washed, i keep them in a baggy because they still smell like you!! I just wanted to talk to you for a little while i know you are looking down on me and i know we will be ok i love you baby. Till next time good night<3