I am going to write you a poem a friend of mine gave to me and I am going to share it all to all you parents who lost their children due to stillborn it’s called born still.      Do you know hard it is to hold a baby who doesn’t cry ? Do you know how hard it is to say good bye? Do you know how hard it is to look at an empty bed knowing your child should be there resting in her bed? Do you know how hard it is feeling you’re to blame? No matter what they tell you will always feel the same. Do you know the heartache knowing she’s gone for good? And feeling like you didn’t that you didn’t do all the things you could. Do you know how hard it is to hear it’s gods will ? Do you know the emptiness when your child is born still  . I hope that touched you as much as it did me because it did happen to me and every word of it is true