ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, matthew james ashby, 33 years old, born on April 20, 1975, and passed away on August 20, 2008. We will remember him forever.
Posted by patricia thomas on September 11, 2022
Hello my darling son x things are ok here x so many songs on radio this morning that remind me of when you were here with us x just having one of my sad days without you x I love you so much son xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on August 20, 2022
14 years you were taken from me still dosnt seem that long still hurts so very much x I'll write on here later to upset at the minute x love you son xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on July 16, 2022
Hi ya son x things going well here x won't be long before Jo takes over Brandon's finances he will be a lot happier when he's got rid of all these idiots that take him for a fool as he is far from it x him and Taylor and the support workers are arranging a paintballing day for them all, there looking forward to it x me I'm just pottering around the house and garden as usual I think the garden looks the best it's ever been x hopefully won't be long before the house is brought x Brandon has his eye on another one on this row to rent out just hope he can get it x you would be so proud of him, he's a lovely chap son x uncle peter is not looking to good he laughs every time when he talks about the time he and Patrick tought you to play crib and you kept beating them x I do miss you so much son, I ask myself why you and not the bastard after birth, I have so much hate inside me towards her,so do the lads, it's hurtful to hear Brandon say he knew she didn't like him, and Taylor don't even go there x well that's my moan over x I love and miss you darling love always mom xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on June 5, 2022
Hello my darling x well the jubilee is at an end today x you were 2 when she had her jubilee in 1977 x we haven't done anything x decorating as usual just doing Taylor's room now x then all upstairs done again x not much else going on x I miss you with all my heart x love mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on April 20, 2022
Well it's your birthday today again another one without you x I'm feeling sorry for myself today, I miss you so much x if I could talk to you and hold you would be amazing x got Sue's funeral next week so sad x why did he have to take you I will never know x I love you son x miss you more than I can say x love you always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on April 2, 2022
Hello my darling x were all ok x Brandon doing well with his new personal trainers x Taylor still working hard can't believe he's been there over 4yrs and still only 1 night off x if the neurologist gives the ok Brandon maybe able to work with him x it's Sue's funeral on the 26th April x me and uncle Peter are taking aunty june out for a break next week she has been rushed off her feet sorting it all out and her phones never stop x so sad x only the good ones go to soon x hopefully it won't be much longer before the new deputy takes over for Brandon and he should be £50,000 a month better off x love and miss you so very much son x God bless xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on March 21, 2022
Hello my darling x well another good one joing you son x sue was taken from us early sunday morning x keep her safe with the rest of the family there with you x love you son xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on March 10, 2022
Hi son x sorry it's been so long writing to you x been decorating Brandon's room and parts of the house x his gym has come for up top of garden can't wait for it to be put up he will love it x he's got all his weights and bench and that ready to put in there x got a few interviews today to do with him for a new pa has Daniel has had to stop work which is a shame has they got on so well x Taylor still working hard x that bitch just needs to leave him alone but has she is a narcissistic that will never happen shame she dosnt overdose do the world a massive favour x miss you so much my darling son x love you forever and always x mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on January 23, 2022
Hi son x well things are going well x Brandon a bit frustrated with the treasure who looks after his money x he's a bit slow doing things for Brandon x god I hate losing the people I love fed up of crying x that's enough of that or I will start again x well just doing finishing touches to hall stairs and landing carpet has been fitted its looking good x off to tip in a bit get rid of some rubbish then pop garden centre x Brandon's got a new chap that takes him golf and gym or just out for the day doing stuff worth every penny he was a nurse dealing with people with head injuries so he is well suited for him x he worrys about kylah and how she is doing x he's such a caring person just like you x I wish you were here with us I miss you so much love always and forever son x love mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on January 11, 2022
Hi son x well Brandon is now a man x I can't believe he's 20 x seems like only yesterday that the little bugger was in nappys x he misses you so much x its amazing how much he can remember x love and miss you so very much son x you would be so proud of him xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on December 9, 2021
Hi son x Brandon doing great looking after me x he now is living here x been doing some more wrapping x going to redecorate all through after Christmas give it a nice freshen up everywhere new hall stairs and landing carpet x new carpet for Brandon's room and new bed x Taylor's bed coming next week xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on December 3, 2021
Hi son x well mandy came over this week x haven't seen her for a while x she has been really Ill x she hasn't changed still funny x zuise liked her lol x still putting decorations up outside I'll get them finished this weekend x Brandon helped with your tree x and put you Christmas picture on the tree x I don't think he will be going home anytime soon lol x but with all the people that deal with him coming here I can understand better what he goes through now x I love you son and miss you so much xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on November 30, 2021
Hi ya darling x soon be Christmas again x another one without you x Brandon doing outside lights x he wants to go to town lol x we will see depends how mad is mad x poor kylah such a shame that cunt doesn't want her back at all and she has the bastard nerve to call me x I bet Charlie is ecstatic because she hates poor kylah x that fucking so called friend has a lot to answer to x that poor kid in care is all her fault x it breaks my heart thinking of her in there or even anywhere that's not family x the town is talking about the bitch because they can see through all her lies and the self pity they know shes a narcissistic nutter x I hate her so much x well moan over for now x love and miss you so much son x love mother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on November 14, 2021
Hello my darling son x Brandon is still here and its lovely x having cancer removed on wed x hope it hasn't spread to far x Brandon has started using some of the words you used to say x makes me piss x he's great company not just for me but also for Taylor x got millie's ashes next to yours so your both together again x can't write for a min getting upset and I won't be able to see x love you so much xxxxxx miss you so much xx mother xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on October 27, 2021
Hi sweetheart x took millie to be cremated today x it was so hard leaving her there o just wanted to pick her back up and bring her back home x fetching her ashes tomorrow and she will be home with us again x Brandon bless him was so upset he carried her in from the vets and put her on her sofa so she had a last night on there has she hasn't been able to get up on it for a couple of yrs x and she was in to much pain to pick up x and he was up and down all night to kiss her x Taylor put her in the car this morning because she was so bloody heavy x I can't wait to get her back it's so strange without her x even zuise isn't himself x I'm glad she is with you now x love you and miss you so much son x love you always and for everyone x mother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on October 26, 2021
Hello sweetheart x well it's a very sad day today x got to say goodbye to millie moo x to say she has been a comfort x loyal loving dog x and you found her for me x Brandon is coming with me x Taylor brought her some meat home x it's time to let her go I've been selfish keeping her with me x so wait for her as she passes over the rainbow bridge later I am going to miss her so much x love and miss you son so very much x love always and forever mom xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on October 21, 2021
Hi sweetheart x still waiting for appointment to come through from hospital to have cancer on hand to be removed and have lump in neck drained x Brandon been still here bless him x have lots of people in and out to see him x don't think millie will be here for Christmas she is getting really bad now I'm just being selfish hoping she will last forever x uncle peter is looking so frail and old now bless him x he julie and Sarah went to take flowers to sandra's grave Tues and Sarah noticed that on aunt Pat's stone date of death was wrong it said 24/ 12/ 2021 not 2020 x so there replacing it free of charge x the cemetery can't believe no one had noticed it has it has to be checked by 6 people x took the lads Christmas shopping at Bister village got there main prezzys x so just stocking fillers to buy x well that's all for now son x as always love and miss you so so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on October 2, 2021
Hello my darling x if I needed you with me more than any other time it's now x love and miss you so very much xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on September 19, 2021
Hi sweetheart x well things are just plodding along x heard from poor kylah she is so sad being in a child's home and I feel so sad for her and miss her so much x that fucking thing has a lot to answer for why couldn't she just let things alone but then she wouldn't of been happy not that she ever is x the bitch even said the day after she had Taylor arrested that she loves a bit of drama that's not what a normal person would call drama x hateful malicious vindictive evil yes x typical narcissistic person x Brandon still here bless him x met some of the people that work with him x there nice ladys x and are helping him along x he's still pissed off with his treasure lol x but maybe once he's met him properly he will change his mind x well not much else to tell you apart from the usual and that is how much I miss and love you son xxxxxxxx mother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on August 20, 2021
Well its 13 years ago son that you were taken from us x it dosnt seem that long as I can remember every word of what I was told that tragic day when God took you away x I miss you not being here and having a laugh x and you certainly did that x miss you so much Matthew x love you forever and always x love morher xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on August 9, 2021
Hi ya sweetheart x sitting here thinking about when I had to come to Gloucester and identify you x that bitch said she had been moaning and carrying on saying you were at home when in fact you were gone and once again because it wasn't all about her she couldn't even come near you or look at you she couldn't even say goodbye x I do so miss you my beautiful son x love you so much xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on August 8, 2021
Hi son x Brandon is just so disgusted with her and Charlie x he's never liked her x and what Charlie has told him about herself he's just disgusted and her mother knows about it x I can't help but think about poor kylah but I had to make her go back that night or her life would of been made more of a misery that it already is still upsets me though x and the recording I have of her blaming Charlie for kylah being here was her fault well she had a good month to get things right with kylah while Charlie was here but no typical narcissistic blame everyone but themselves x it was her that threw her out x well weather is horrible wanted to get out in the garden but that's not going to happen now x Taylor's other cat died Tuesday night she was hit by a car x it never rains but it pours for the poor lad x Brandon was supposed to be away this week but its been cancelled x he's not that bothered x love and miss you so much son x love you always and forever x love mother xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on July 22, 2021
Well she has excelled herself this time x what an absolute bitch x how could she do this to her own son x well Taylor said I used to hate her now I just wish her dead x and as usual what she didn't know she made up x my god I'm disgusted with Charlie she will be pregnant before long having seen the pictures she poses for these men and that bitch knows about them x I know I keep saying I wish you were still here but I'm pleased that she can't harm you like she has Taylor x Brandon is over tomorrow x wait till I tell him Charlie has also accused him of rapping kylah x kylah did call her a liar and said she said no such thing x but Charlie is just like her mother x drinking taking coke smoking weed x well what did I expect with them having that has a mother x I know you got into some scrapes but they were nothing to the grief that bitches has caused x all for the pleasure of her own entertainment sick bastard x she must have a very sad life to inflict so much shit on others x she is the worst form of a narcissistic person ive read about x apart from all this were ok x but I do miss you so very much my darling son x love mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on June 25, 2021
Hi sweetheart well such a lot gone on after 7 yrs of not seeing the girls Charlie came down and refused to go home then the police turned up a couple of months later with kylah x what the hell x well Charlie didn't like kylah being here so went back to her moms my god Matthew shes turned out just like her mother she's feral x and then she was filmed kicking the hell out of kylah the police have seen it and were showing there Sargent x poor kylah dosnt know if she's coming or going x one minute her mom is all over her wanting to see her and then let's her down poor kid talk about not being wanted, Charlie controls her mother and what happens at home x my god I dread to think what you would say if you were here x Brandon said she's a nutter and always has been x we always said that those girls would never be right because they were not given the love and attention and affection when they were little she has screwed them up what was it you always said there just cash machines to her x got some days out planned when little man comes over witch won't be long its been a week since was last here lol x love and miss you so very much x love always and forever mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on May 13, 2021
Hi darling x thought you should know how much of a help Brandon is to me x just like you he cares about his nan and dose so much to help me especially heavy garden stuff x nothing is to much for him if it helps me x wish you were here to see the caring x thoughtful x loving x funny young man he is x just like you x you would be so proud of him x love and miss you so much my darling son x love you for ever and always mother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on April 21, 2021
Hi my darling son x sorry I didn't wish you happy birthday yesterday x to upset x so belatedly birthday wishes x oh god I do miss you and wish you were here with us x Brandon been over last 2 weeks we talk about you so much x its amazing what he remembers x Charlie is doing good x we are all meeting at cemetery next Monday to scatter aunt Pat's ashes now we can get in x poor bugger has been at your uncle Peter's since her funeral x love and miss you so much it hurts even after all these years x love you darling love mother
Posted by patricia thomas on April 3, 2021
Hi darling x well Charlie's adamant she won't go back up home x social worker's have listened to her and I don't know what will happen poor kids x well little man should be coming over soon can't wait to see him x he's still got Christmas presents to open x he's been messaging to see how we are bless him x well apart from all this with Charlie nothing much else going on here x wish you were here with us son x miss you so much x love forever and always mom xxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on March 29, 2021
Hi sweetheart x well what can I say Charlie came down in a right state x she sent me a message saying she didn't want to be on this earth anymore x frightened me x phoned her social worker but she wasn't there so phoned police and asked there advice x they said to keep her here x her social worker was more worried about kylah being taken to her grandads with the covid rules x the police came and spoke to her x oh my god I couldn't believe what I was hearing x and they said again to keep her here x and just waiting on social services to see what is being done and if she will go home x at the minute she won't x God son I could do with you here x love and miss you so much xxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on March 10, 2021
Hello sweetheart x well things are going ok here x the operation hasn't gone as bad as i was thinking the joint is starting to fuse x i will be glad when things start settling down and we can we can get back to some sort of normality x and Brandon can come over x and start doing my tree in again as he dose x but he wouldn't be Brandon if he was any different x love and miss you as always x love mom xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on March 4, 2021
Hi son x well sorting things out in house x just getting quotes for walk in shower x bedroom carpet shopping tomorrow x got the other bedroom looking like a bedroom again not a junk yard x new bed x bedding x lights ect x looks lovely x can't wait to to get my room finished now x and bathroom x how Taylor sleeps through the work men outside is unreal x hopefully we will see little man soon x at least he keeps in touch x such a caring lad x well lots of other things been going on but don't want to say on here in case some evil bastard looks x well as always miss you x love you and wish it hadn't been you x love you son god bless love mother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on February 6, 2021
Hello son x well operation didn't go as well as the surgeon hoped x so done 1 finger and if that dose ok will do the rest x Brandon has been in touch miss the little bugger x loads to tell you but won't mention it on here x we are all doing ok in the circumstances x stitches out wed x looking at getting another car x but I may wait get next mot on this one and then get another one looking at range rover not over 8 maybe 10 years old x can't wait for weather to get better want to get in garden x millie struggling with climbing the step now x it's so sad that it was you that was taken from us x things would be so much better with you here x love and miss you so much x mother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on December 29, 2020
Well son another Christmas has gone x spent a lot of it crying as usual x and you now have auntie pat with you she died Christmas eve x it has been quite Brandon has been messaging me to make sure I'm ok x haven't seen him for ages with the drs saying to self isolate with this bloody covid I haven't told him about my urgent appointment to see what's going on with my bloods x it's a bit scary x and I'm worried to be honest x spending a lot of time thinking the worst and worrying about Taylor if things aren't good x not heard from the girls as her has most probably put the fear of god up them x poor Charlie said she would rather be in care than live there x sounds just like Taylor x such a shame they don't feel loved or cared about especially kylah x but as you know it's all about her and fuck everyone else x zuse is waiting for it to snow lol x millie is doing ok still bless her x love and miss you so much son x love mother xxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on November 19, 2020
Hi son x I think it must be the time of year and this bloody virus but ive been thinking about Charlotte and lionie and how evil she was to them x its upset Taylor him not being in touch with the girls again x when we are talking for example he will say I remember KELLY being like that or saying things like that x he doesn't call her mom not that he mentioned her that much but he has started calling her by her name x I knew he missed them but as you know he isn't one for showing his feelings x but he was so so pleased to see and talk to them and now he's back were he started because of that selfish narcissist bitch x that's it wining over x put the lights up outside ready so I'm not rushing about later just have to plug them in x I still do your tree wouldn't be the same without it x got all Brandon's xmas prezzys x just got to finish Taylor's and all done x got pixies just got to get her some clothes tomorrow after injections have been delivered x miss you as always mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on November 16, 2020
Hi darling x well were on lockdown again x poor brandon is desperate to come over but at the minute he can't x started to get xmas stuff down even though its early just thought with all that's going on we need a bit of cheering up x well had a nice little win on the lottery last week thank God I int in contact with her or she would of had spent it before it had even gone in the bank x selfish cunt x aunt pat still doing ok x can't believe that they have put her bloody rent up again it's now over £1000 a week now x Taylor still working x he's so funny x I really do wish you were here son love and miss you sweetheart xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on October 21, 2020
Hello darling x still having my crying meltdowns x but that's what losing you son does to you x I've had a few lovely surprises over the last few weeks I wish you were here to enjoy them with us x Taylor still working x Brandon still courting x well on and off x lol he's a character x you would of enjoyed Taylor's sence of humor x comes out with things and I say that's something Matthew would of said x I miss you so very much son x love mother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on September 30, 2020
Hello sweetheart x we are still plodding on x Brandon reminds me so much of you bless him x bloody zuse has had a bad leg but its getting better x you would hope so so far his vet bill is almost £500 and were not done yet x Taylor loves him so much x millie bless her is struggling with her legs but still going x thank god x garden has been looking lovely x I know I keep saying it but I do wish you were here with us x I have hospital next week to see hand surgeon to see if its possible to have my hands operated on x I hope we don't have a lockdown again this is my 3 appointment the other's were cancelled because of this virus x god bless you son x love and miss you so much x love always and forever mom xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on September 3, 2020
Hello my darling x well it is 11yrs of your funeral x people say that everything is usually a blur but I remember the day so well just like when the police phoned to tell me you had died x they were moving Brandon this day aswell from Gloucester to Birmingham x bless him x even then she couldn't resist having a go at me and speaking to me like I was a piece of shit x Charlotte was disgusted so were a lot of people x she couldn't even keep her nasty mouth shut x but then it was about us and not her x love you son x love mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on August 20, 2020
Hello my darling x can't believe it is 12yrs today that you went x miss you so so much x no mother should have to bury there child x I love you so much and miss you more than I can say x god bless you son x love as always mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on July 6, 2020
Almost forgot the forevermissed team have now sent me instructions so I can delete the bitchs photo from off here x she has no place or right to be associated with us xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on July 6, 2020
Hello darling x things are getting a bit better here x doing a fairy garden with little pixie up top x garden is almost done looks so different since I got the convertible moved and got it tidied up x just waiting for part to come from Germany for car for mot x lost without it x Taylor's still working through all this crap x Brandon came over for a while x thank god we have a bloody American fridge freezer and the chest one as Brandon can eat us out of house and home x lol x x I really wish you were here son miss you so much x love mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on June 4, 2020
Hello my darling x well still in the house x garden looking good though x poor lily Taylor's cat is dying she was fine yesterday but got up and found her just lying in backplace x she couldn't stand so shes on sofa at minute x Taylor dosnt know has he went straight to bed when he came in from work x so hope she's gone before he gets up x I don't want him to see her this way x vets are not working because of this virus x can get an emergency but it would cost him a fortune x and she's almost gone anyway x just keeping her comfy x not seen our Brandon for weeks x he messages to see if I'm ok bless him x I know I keep saying this but I miss you so much son x god how wish you were still here with us x god bless you x love as always mother xxxxxxxx ❤❤❤❤❤
Posted by patricia thomas on April 29, 2020
Hello son x I dont know what's wrong with me today just things keep coming into my head and I'm just start crying for god knows what for x I'm worried about leaving here x leaving Taylor to fend for himself x never seeing the girls again x brandon xleaving the animals x just everything x I think about my childhood and my sister x even me friends from school the funny things we did and places we went x I start crying x is this what happens when the say they saw there lives pass before them x my life and all the bastards that have fucked it up x especially that thing with her selfish lying ways and what shes done x I'm sorry I shouldn't be moaning like this just feel so alone at the minute x so so sorry babe I wish I had you here xxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on April 20, 2020
Happy birthday son x hope your going to be celebrating up there with all the people we have loved and lost x miss you so so much x I'm not going to write a lot as it's all about your day x wish you were here love and miss you son x love mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on April 9, 2020
Hi son x still not much happening at the moment x fed up of not being able to go garden centre lol x still finding things to do x I wish you were here matthew so horrible without you x love and miss you so much x mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on April 1, 2020
Hi son x not much to tell we are still in self isolation x its doing my head in not being able to go out especially garden centre x Taylor is still working x so that's about it for now x love and miss you so much x love mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on March 21, 2020
Hi babe x well what a game with this bloody virus x shopping is a nightmare x Taylor still having to go to work x its maceys birthday today x kylahs tomorrow x I bet there growing up fast x poor kids I do feel for them having that hateful x uncaring x selfish bitch for a mother x I think about when she was born and a toddler god she was beautiful loved her so much x how could she turn out to be the evil thing that she is x well the hall stairs and landing has been done x it all looks nice and fresh x little man not coming over for a while with this virus x I sat thinking about all I've been able to afford since she's not taking my money from me and paid cash for it all x I'll be glad when the country gets back on its feet and we can get back to normal again x all for now son x love you x missing you x love mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on February 25, 2020
Hi son x things still the same x poor millie is struggling with her legs worse than usual x I'm dreading the time I have to let her go x zuse is just zuse lol x everything sorted now for April we have her with us permanently now it's all official x yaaaa x so lonely without you son x brandon still cracking me and Taylor up x he's on a new medication so hopefully this will help him x speak to you soon x love and miss you so you xxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on February 18, 2020
Hi son x well that's the lads getting older time flying by so fast x nothing much going on here apart from the usual x aunt pat still cussing everyone lol x poor josie is ok bless her x me and your uncle peter have grown closer since aunt pat went in the nursing home x we have a great laugh and cuss x glad her int around or she would be accusing us of being an item like she did with our Patrick the sick bitch x I know I keep saying it but I hate her so much x those poor kids x let's hope they get away from her as soon as they can for there own sanity x they will have a lot of problems to deal with just like Taylor has x I've said it before but she was the one that should of gone not you x miss you son so much it's not fair x all for now mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on January 10, 2020
Hi sweetheart well Christmas and new year has been and gone for another year x Taylor brought me and Brandon some lovely things x had some lovely stuff off Brandon as well x Brandon is now on stronger medication to help him x and it won't be much longer and he will get his compensation for accident bless him at least he will be sorted for life x he wants to start having driving lessons x Taylor starting soon x I can't believe there 18 and 20 now x it's a shame that she is such a cunt as she has missed out on him going from a teenager to a young man with a job and isn't afraid of hard work x but everyone says that if he was still with her he wouldn't be the lad with a job like he is now x well I'm off to hospital for check up on arthritis and next week check up on the holes they put in my eyes x bloody hospital appointments coming in again now year out the way x love and miss you so much son x love mother xxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on December 24, 2019
Well here we are again another Christmas without you x and the girls x putting on a happy face for the lads and the rest of the world x I won't write to much as i only end up snotting as usual x but I wish you a lovely Christmas up there with all our family and friends that are with you x god bless you son x love and miss you so much x love you always and forever mother xxxxxxxxx❤❤❤
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Posted by patricia thomas on September 11, 2022
Hello my darling son x things are ok here x so many songs on radio this morning that remind me of when you were here with us x just having one of my sad days without you x I love you so much son xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on August 20, 2022
14 years you were taken from me still dosnt seem that long still hurts so very much x I'll write on here later to upset at the minute x love you son xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted by patricia thomas on July 16, 2022
Hi ya son x things going well here x won't be long before Jo takes over Brandon's finances he will be a lot happier when he's got rid of all these idiots that take him for a fool as he is far from it x him and Taylor and the support workers are arranging a paintballing day for them all, there looking forward to it x me I'm just pottering around the house and garden as usual I think the garden looks the best it's ever been x hopefully won't be long before the house is brought x Brandon has his eye on another one on this row to rent out just hope he can get it x you would be so proud of him, he's a lovely chap son x uncle peter is not looking to good he laughs every time when he talks about the time he and Patrick tought you to play crib and you kept beating them x I do miss you so much son, I ask myself why you and not the bastard after birth, I have so much hate inside me towards her,so do the lads, it's hurtful to hear Brandon say he knew she didn't like him, and Taylor don't even go there x well that's my moan over x I love and miss you darling love always mom xxxxxxxx
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matthews poem that was read at his funeral by paula perkins

Shared by patricia thomas on October 4, 2010

 

 LONELINESS   

LONELINESS IS A STATE OF MIND

ISOLATION, BOREDOM,ALONE

SAT IN A ROOM ALL ON MY OWN

 

NOTHING TO DO BUT LISTERN TO SILENCE

DEEP IN THOUGHT LOOKING FOR GUIDANCE

YOU LISTERN AND LISTERN, THERE'S NOTHING TO DO

THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN A VOICE BREAKS THROUGH

IT ASKS ME WHAT DO YOU DO

I'M SAT HERE SAT ALONE LOOKING FOR YOU

IF YOU LOOK HARD ENOUGH , YOU MITE SEE ME

BUT STILL YOULL WONDER WHAT I BE

I WAS ALONE ! I LOOK AND I CANT FIND

YOU WONT FIND ME HERE I'M IN YOUR MIND

NOW I HAVE FOUND WHERE I SHOULD BE

AT PEACE AND REST IN HARMONY