Been thinking a lot lately about you and sometimes in conversation I will bring up Nate’s name and immediately want to say Matt right after. You two were always together and it’s weird to think and grasp that you aren’t here anymore. Matt, I want to thank you for always being like a big brother to me from the day I was born all the way until now. I never realized that I actually grew up with so many big brothers who were constantly protecting me and roasting me at the same time lol. I’m gonna miss you tickling me until I couldn’t breathe from laughter. I’m gonna miss you teasing me about how you used to change my diapers lol. I’m gonna miss you asking about the pretzel bun and asking how my students are (when I’m not even a teacher hahah). And yes I’m gonna miss you and Chris literally crushing me between you guys like a sandwich.
Most of all I’m just gonna miss hearing you laugh, hearing you talk about your conspiracy theories and me looking at you crazy lol, and to just see you smile and the ability to give you a hug (I would give anything to do that one last time). I love you my cousin, my brother, my protector and I know that one day we will see each other again :)