I met Matt in 5th grade...my first year at a new school...we were instant friends. then shortly after I'm spending the night at his house almost every chance, and him at mine any chance...but usually it was me living at Matt's house. We spent most of our time looking at dragon fantasy magazines, listening to cool music, making cassette tapes of us, playing with cool toys, collecting comics, and playing video games...i was Sega, he was Nintendo...we both have letters printed in one of our favorite comics "poison elves" by the late drew hayes. i have a box of so many drawings, things.from school, notes from Matt, and Trinity...I was the first person to push him to his first kiss...which was before my own!!! , he told me that he had a crush on Trinity...i did what a bestfriend would do...go to Trinity's house and jump on the trampoline, and ring our sloppy wet socks from the rain onto each other laughing and having the times of our lives then.
So many memories that keep coming in that I've forgotten about, or fragments of memories of important times...we did EVERYTHING together...we joined the same school clubs together...minus the academic one's...i wasn't the smart one...he was very smart and did amazing in school...we had our lockers next to each other every year. He was my family...Kristy, Jay, Nicole, Kai & co...they all were.
i remember in 2011 when i should've passed...but by insurmountable odds...somehow i survived...i don't remember a lot from that time bc i was bad off...in the hospital for over a month...lost my eye, and almost my leg...but i do remember both Matt and Trinity...i don't recall if they came, but i believe it was on phone...but what stuck with me was his voice...and how sincerely he was worried and the care and concern in his voice.
I lost a lot of time with Matt over the DUMBEST thing...i mean it was so dumb in hindsight...but i didn't do anything to try to make it better...and i feel horrible and guilty...bc it was something that could've been an easy simple fix...and we lost touch from that point on...this would be after he got out of the air force.
I have sooooo many sweet stories i can go on and on about...maybe i will.
I love you Matt, and will always remember what we had.
My heart is with Trinity, the kids, and the family...I'm so sorry...it's unfair what happened...Matt didn't deserve this ending...someone like me does...not you.
p.s. i have our zippos still that we made for each other...and so much more stuff...a box of love...that i need to go through.
R.I.P. Matthew A. Taylor I'm still in shock and disbelief. looking at everyone and all posts...that's the Matt i knew loved...it's such a sad thing to read, but to see how many lives he's touched makes it even more important that his life was full of love.
I'll see you again, and when i do we will have the biggest hug and please see my baby girl and let her know who you are.
Love,
Phil T.