To my Son

Days with you were short but great every time you smiled it would light up my face every time you cried I was right by your side now only emptiness can I feel inside it kills me not to see that Harper smile every waking eye what really hurts is that I'll never know why you had to go if only you could be here now how unlonely the years would be but I know you're in my heart and always in my tears if only I could hold you would they're not only be joyful tears but the emptiness would leave and I wouldn't feel the horrible hole that made my heart unable to heal you are and always will be the best thing that ever happened to me.  mommy loves you so go to heaven an join the angels and may you always rest in peace.