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Happy 3rd Birthday

November 18, 2012

Not a single day goes by that I do not live my life in a way that I think you would have wanted me too. I do everything in memory of you. Last year on your second birthday, Will and I got married as a memorial service, it was a beautiful service. For your birthday this year I bought you a blue ballerina barbie, some blue,pink, and yellow flowers, and a Dora ballon, b/c little girls your age love Dora. I'm still working on my sleeve tattoo for you. People stop me almost every day telling me how beautiful you were. So far I have a Sunflower- A child of God
A purple Dasiey- Grieving Mother Baby Breathe's flowing up my arm, a dandelion, and your birth month flower right behind your picture. I carry you every where I go! Will really loves you even though he never met you! He kisses your picture on my arm all the time and says " loves you Kenzie" He would have been the best father in the world, would have given you everything, but don't worry he takes care of me and makes sure I'm okay! Mckenzie I miss you dearly! Words just can not express how much I love you!  

my baby girl

April 24, 2010

McKenzie was just 7 weeks old the day she passed away.

I never thought one person could change a life in so many ways, but she did. The day she was born I became a new person, and the day she passed a part of me died.

I loved you from the very first thought about you.

I made big palns for us

you were tiny and helpless

but something we went wrong, and now you are gone

my heart is broken, my tears fall like rain

i never knew i could feel so much pain

 

your brown hair and your blue eyes

your chubby cheeks and your ball of a belly

your beautiful smile

i had dreams for you that reached the sky

thanks to God i'll hold you again one day.

On that day-ill hold you again

when my path on earth passes away the angels are rocking you

God is watching over you

i know you are waiting for me,  but i'll hold you again