December 17, 2014
December 17, 2014
My darling Missy, we are a week and one day away from Christmas. It will be a sad Christmas without you. We did get one Christmas miracle this year, Leela and Joshua are going to be adopted by a family in Cottonwood Mn and will be able to be involved with our family. Debra will have to come here to visit and has to be supervised. Joshs' parental rights were taken away in October so he can have no contact. :-) Oh Happy Day !!! There was a candle lighting worldwide for everyone that has someone in heaven this holiday season on December 14 2014. I participated at The Compassionate Friends grief support group that I go to. Remember that light up angel I gave mom and then I got it back, well I turn it on every night to honor you and mom and others who have passed over. I miss you more everyday even though it's supposed to get easier as time passes or so they say. I am not sure that it will get easier for me like they say, it sure is not feeling like that to me.I think of you every day and there isn't a phone line to heaven but I think and /or talk to you everyday..I ask you to let mom know that I love and Miss her too. I know there will come a day that we will be together again and I am trying to be patient and do Gods work here but sometimes it gets so hard darlin'. As always baby girl I love and Miss you bunches. Love, your Mom !!!!!?