michael yesterday I remembered the day little did I know that lunch we shared would be our last an the dinner I fixed an put in the refrigerator for u before I went to work would have been my last I would have not ever walked out that door to go to work had I known I would have stayed right there waiting an I would have held onto u  an not ever let go but God gave us a chance to say goodbye as I saw you at the store an I am blessed because I got to tell you I love u to the moon and back I wish I would have turned around that day an came home instead of going to work but as stated God needed u so as I sit here today my heart still weeps from within I miss an love u as much today as I did may 30 when u flew to heaven on the wings on an angel I ask everyday God please let me see my son my life in this worold is over to the moon an back my son 

son I wish I could wake up and see you standing there.then I would know that it was just a nightmare .son I remember when you were small. How you would hold my hand.and as you grew  older you became a man I was very proud of. you became my protector.Son I have 26 years years of memories that I will tresure an keep safe in my heart.we shared a bond that time nor distance can ever break apart.son my heart breaks I would give my life just for 1 minute because where there was happiness there is now sadness but I will always look to the sky and search among the stars for my son.. Love Mom 

it takes my breath away to know another year has come sense I have heard your voice seen your smile felt a hug or heard you laughing another year of living with a heart inside that doesn't want to beat because each beat reminds me my most amazing accomplishment is not here with me becoming your mom was an always will be as stated my greatest accomplishment not a moment doesn't go buy that your not in my thoughts an not a day passes that I don't pray to come home to be with you I miss you as much today as I did when  God called u home ...I love you son 

I remember you Son, throughout the years. I remember your laughter, your joy and your tears. I remember your hair, how you'd wet it to keep it in place. I remember your precious, boyish face. I remember how you'd put up a fight, for something you believed in and something that wasn't quite right. I remember your eyes, how they glistened like stars in the night. I remember your loves that shown through like a radiant of light. I remember your defeat, when you felt so small. I remember your pride, when you stood so tall. I remember our time together, Mother and Son; you made my days and nights, my life, so much fun. Yes, sometimes we take for granite, what our kids do and say but I remember so well, your words, "I Love You Mom, Happy Mother's Day". I have my memories and I'm glad I do, but it would be so much better, if I still had you. I remember your letters and what they would say. You always closed them the very same way: "I'll let you go for now, Mom but never forever". So I'll hold you to your promise that someday, you and I will be together. I Love You, Sweetheart, Forever - Mama