I don't come to this site much anymore. It seems as if it only makes the silent screams louder. It's been 9 years today. I love you today as much as I ever loved you. You are still my Husband, my first love. my life. There has never been anyone else and there never will be. I try to do good things with my life. Mainly I await joining you and Jesus. Siempre, Sam

I MISSYOU MORE EACH HOUR, NOT LESS.

I would have moved mountains to keep you here if but I could. Or gone with you.
It has been a year now, it seems it has been 10 days, 10 years. I will never understand how I awaken each day without you. I know you saw the boys and Robbin and I release a balloon to you. I know it meant as much to you as it did to us. We love you and think of you every minute.

It's taking the beautiful song too long to load, my love, I'm trying to fix it. Like you always told me, " Computers are sneaky little creatures ".
I am in a quandry wondering why one does not die from a broken heart.
To be in your arms ...Heaven

Our favorite line, my love, from our movie but also from every fiber of my being, were it possible .......I would have made sure you never spent a moment alone or scared or sick or cold....I would have held onto you so tightly even God couldn't have pulled you away from me."

Happy Birthday, my love. I miss you so.
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Happy Birthday my love, what will I do without you? I need you and miss you so. The boys miss you terribly, Little Justin talks about you everyday. Jakob on the other hand is very quiet. Our world is empty without you. Especially mine.

Happy Anniversary Darling, I miss you and love you so much. I still can't breathe without you.

Darling, I miss you more and need you more and are more lost every moment without you. I want to be with you.
My heart is so broken I cannot find reason in life. Except the children and grandchildren. Life without you is not life.You were my true lo

Jennifer, I come here a lot but not 116 times. So I think you visit, which I think is wonderful.I pray you can find peace and love and forgiveness. I pray so much for all of us.

I need you.

Misha,I love you and miss you more each passing moment. I can not breathe with out you. I need to touch you, to see you, to love you, to look at your beautiful face. To touch your shinning silver hair, to hear your laugh. Siempre~Sam

I miss you. We miss you, the boys are lost without you and you know without you I am incomplete. This is a beautiful song and it fit so well. You are gone too soon my love, so too soon. You nor I or anyone else thought you were in danger of leaving us. It was so soon and so too soon. My candle went out and will never light again, until I reach your loving arms in Heaven...

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I love you with every fiber of my being, always have, always will. I will be in your arms again. I miss you so much there are no words. What I feel are more like silent screams... I love you infinty plus 1