There is nothing more greater than the bond between a mother and her son. He grew up not just being my son, but my best friend. There was nothing he wouldn't tell me. We were so close to each other. When he hurt, I hurt. When I hurt he was hurt. he always said Mom if anything happen to you before me they will have to bury me with you. I want beable to live without you.
But on 2-16-06 he took his finally ride without me. I was 7 minutes to late getting to him. By the time I got to him his girlfriend had already shot and killed him. I never knew when I left home to go see him I would fine him died. And see her standing over him with so much anger and hate in her eyes. I feel as I should have protected him as I have always.
But I know now he is in Jesus's arms and no one will ever beable to harm him ever again. But I miss his so much. Loving him comes easy, I do it everyday. It is the grief and pain that just want go away.
Michael Baby, I dropped a tear in the ocean today. And when someone fines it. That will be the day I will stop grieving over you...I Love You and will Miss You Forever and Always.