My Dearest Michael, you just don't relize how much you are missed, not just by your mother but other family members as well.There is not a day that goes by that you are not in my heart or mind.I remember what a beautiful baby you were and how you grew to be a fine young man.My heart aches every time I think about how you left us.I just wish I knew how you were feeling that aweful night.My Christmas Eves will never be the same without you here.Your sisters miss you so much as well.They talk about you all the time and how you use to play with them.I wish I could turn back time and bring you back to us.I know you are with us in spirit.One day we will meet again and I know you are rejoycing with granny in heaven.When I look out my window and see all the stars I think of you cause you are one of those bright shinning stars.You are forever in my heart.I Love you son!The pain of losing My mother was hard but,the pain of losing my son was even harder...