ForeverMissed
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His Life

Three years

February 6, 2014
It's been three years but to me it is like yesterday. I hate Saturday nights because at 11:45 I can hear the phone ring and your dad saying Mike is dead. I can hear the scream of my voice saying not my son!!!! But it was you and I had lost you for ever. No one knows how I feel or how my heart brakes for you or how I wish I was with you to protect you . I love you so deep you was the only thing in this world that was mine. You was my beloved son . I love you so much and no one can ever take your place in my heart.. Love you mom

Gone One Year

January 21, 2012

You left us to soon my son. I know I have many friend's and family But I was left here to feel the pain of losing a child that i loved My heart it still cries for you all though it's been a year I stil wipe the tears from my face.I cry out to GOD to bring you back so I can have that last chance to embrace you in my arms and say I love you  One more time to see your smiling face. I love you so much son it has nor will it ever stop hurting. If there is one wish you could ask GOD for me is to never let another mother lose a precious child . Now I know how he must have felt when HIS son was taken away. I love you Michael I miss you so much not a day goes by that you are not on my mind.I miss you so much. I know you are in a better place walking beside our Lord and looking down upon our faces. I love you son and I wish you was here my heart is broken so bad I am so sad with out you ... LOVE MOM <3

December 7,1972 Apart of Our Life

November 27, 2011

 I guess I should start out on the 6th of December because that is when we really started out for our journey . Grandma Hayden and I was at home on Ray street and I had been sick all week with the flu I thought. We had a dinner to go to at your uncle Bob's and we went even though I felt bad. Uncle Bob was setting at the end of the table and I was in the kitchen bent over because my back hurt and I was kind of sick at my stomach . He said I bet you are in labor in fact I know you are in labor. ( that's because he knew everything) haha . So his idea for us was to drive around Logansport and hit all the bumps so my pains would come on faster which that did not help. So then his great idea was to walk around Grant's which was a department store back in the time.Finally he said that's it we are going to the hospital which I thought it's about time. (LOL) When we got there I was in such pain I couldn't hardly bare it. Aunt Sue and Uncle Bob left because your uncle couldn't stand to see me in pain figure that. But your grandma Hayden stayed right there. Your grandmother decided to go down stairs and rest. Well when morning came around which was at 7 a.m. Doctor Hall came in and said that I had to have surgery because I couldn't have you the normal way. So they hunted and hunted for grandma finally they found her and she came in the room and signed the papers for my surgery for you. I was so sick that I was in ICU for two weeks so I never knew what I had if you was a boy or a girl I really didn't even know if I had had you yet that is how sick I was. See I almost died from the surgery but on the 21st I got to see and hold my baby boy with the big blue eyes and blond hair. You was mine and no one Else's !!!! My son my pride and my joy and the love of my life mine alone ! They asked what do you want to name him and I said Michael Wellington.Then grandma and you and me went home to our apartment and your Uncle Bob came to see you and the first thing he did was put a piece of snuff on to your lip and then when you grew up you chewed that old snuff how funny because the face you made when he did that to  you I  would have thought you would never ever chew that old stuff.( LOL) How I love you my sweet ,sweet son no one can ever take anything away from me not one memory or one laugh or a tear for I was there every step of the way until those last six months you was kept away from me..... I Love You with All My Heart  Mom<3

my son

November 4, 2011

My son was like a comet he shined so bright and brought joy to everyones heart with such a delight. He made you smile and he loved to laugh. He loved children and he had a heart big as the moon. He gave a gift to all of us that was surely from his heart.His light shined so bright but GOD took him from us that January night and he was gone with out a good bye. But with him went a part of all of us who loved him and that was a part of our hearts. Life is not the same with out him in our lives but our memories keep him with us and I can say there isnt a day that I dont smile and think of him. Son I love you today just as much as I did the day GOD called home.. Love You Mom <3