I miss you sister and I love you..

Miss you
Eddie..

It was a semi-sad day for me today. It would have been my aunts 68th birthday. I celebrated it by eating at one of her favorite restaurants and ordered her favorite meal. I miss her like crazy every day but I'm sure she is around and watching me. This is a "selfie" of her I found from 2010. She never liked taking pictures of herself but she is the most beautiful women I have ever known in my life. The other photo is a sunset picture she took one evening. She is the reason I fell in love with taking photographs. I love you so much, auntie.

Happy birthday sister, I wish the last year we could have been close as we used to be. I miss you and want to call you and say did you watch that show and I realize you're not there anymore and it hit me like a ton of bricks. I love you and miss you,
Your little brother
Eddie

Its been 3 months now since you passed. If someone asks me how im doing today I will say im doing good with a smile on my face, but in reality im not doing good. Today is the first mothers day without you. You aren't here physically but I try to think and hope your soul is here with me. I don't know how many times I have cried since last night. I keep tearing up today at random times. So many triggers and little things keep showing up. It hurts seeing everyone with their mom. All I want to do is hug you and be with you because I feel so alone ❤ you were/and are my rock.

<3

I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart. I think about you every single day.