One time i was on so many meds, My mom drove me home from the hospital i had a cup of ice in my hand and I fell asleep when i woke up it was gone and she took my ice when i was sleeping!, I love my mom so much I wish she was here with me so i could tell her one more time so i could hug her and never let her go,So I know what she wants me to do so i can see her one last time,So she can tuck me in bed and kiss my head and when i wake up I think its just a dream. Sometimes i feel like it is just a dream like she's on a trip and will walk through the door when i come home from school. But I know she's not coming back I just need to know where she is, How she's feeling,What she's thinking.