Michelle, that day- the whole world became a different place. You are my sister, my BESTEST of THE BEST of sister/friend/confidant/protector/.....so many more, but of course, Daughter and Mother to your 2 beautiful (Mish, so so beautiful. Inside and out. They are the best pieces of you, and I know your biggest fears - so I know you are grinning from ear to ear looking over them, and i know, so PROUD. You are so so missed. I feel like we were all together- yesterday. I converse with/to you everyday. As crushing as it was to lose Mom... I dont have a single doubt she could not bare to be without you, so that knowledge, that you both have been together, I am grateful to know this. But you, and Mom, were Seriously BRIGHT LIGHTS on this Earth. I know it's what drew so many towards you both. It is still so difficult to see how much the world darkened, you're so so beautifully brightlight left too soon. You kept even us, you and me, from, or 'on' conversation on my last sleep with you... Although we didn't do much sleeping. I recall getting scolded from a Nurse at RVH because of our laughter and non-stop chatter and reminiscing- you held me together. You are a Leo. YOU HAD THE STRENGTH OF A PRIDE. Thank you. Im so so sorry. I have so many things I desperately need to know that I see that i didnt mean to, but i dont think i knew how to make you know how much I needed you. The depth of my love for being the person/sister you were to me. I only pray you will be there, to see your face and be together again, one day, is all I hold on to.
"How I wish,
How I wish you were here..."

18 years today you taken away from us Mommy I miss you so much not a day goes by that I don't think of you I am missing you more now Madison is 19 and my youngest is 9 and he asks about you all the time me and John airnt close anymore please watch over him .Uncle Jamie comes over he misses you and grandma so much he's not doing the best I miss you mommy the day you left me a big part of myself died with you the older I get the more I feel alone some nights I just stare at urn ⚱️ and break down and cry what I would do to get 1 more hug have you hug me I wish heaven had a phone every year this pain in my heart gets worst after you left me my life was hell the things I had to do just to survive brings me tears I hope your proud of me now it's taken so many years to get where I am thank you for giving the opportunity to learn street smarts at younge age because I wouldn't be here if you never thought me to be tough and survive till we meet again mommy

Today is 17 years you were taken and honestly Mommy it feels like yesterday still I miss you more then words can say. Lucas is now 8 and we talk about you all the time.I know your watching over him with Grandma. No body from our family still hasn't talked to me now I feel so alone  since you passed away things have never been the same I miss and love you Till we meet again my beautiful Mother

Happy birthday mommy I can't belive you would of been 48 today i miss you so much ♥️ Lucas and I look at pictures all the time i tell him stories about you till we meet again mommy

Miss you mommy I hope you know how much I miss and you please watch over your grand children the holidays are not the same since you and grandma been gone I miss your beautiful face I pray your in a better place until we meet again

I miss you so much not a day that goes by that i dont think about you! I wish you were still here to see your beautiful grand children.I miss seeing your beautiful smile and hearing your laugh you all ways put a smile on everyone face you had a heart of gold always trying to help others.Not only were you my Mommy put you were also my best friend.I hope i am making you proud I love you with all my heart RIP Mommy until we see each other again