Michelle was born in 1979 at Parkside hospital Middlesbrough from being born Michelle had problem 1 being the orthopaedic doctor said Michelle wouldn't be able to walk until the age of 2 Michelle used to shuffle along on her bottom then all of a sudden started to walk then run and she has been running ever since.as years went on Michelle was troubled Michelle school days  were lakes primary  school green gates then boarding school her last years of senior school she went to rye hills  Michelle love children once again her problems continued Michelle started taking heroin and became a heroin addict  Michelle was told she had cervical cancer and would not conceive at the age of 32 she came off the heroin as she found out she was pregnant Michelle had a baby boy John James ( JJ ) again Michelle proved the doctors wrong. then tragedy struck once again for Michelle JJ Father was murdered being no fault of his own so her son was taken away from her by social service stating it was in the best for the child until the court case of JJ dad was over Michelle was having contact 6 days a week in a safe house. each week Michelle was drug tested which came back clean Michelle was doing a brilliant job being a mother to her son then once again Michelle was let down by her contact days getting shorter and shorter until out of the blue was told we are putting your child up for adoption and there is nothing you can do. with in weeks her son was adopted this is when then fell back on heroin i asked Michelle why she replied to me mum it help me to forget the hurt of losing my child i could not understand what she was saying until i lost my michelle  now i know what it is like to lose a child  R.I.P MY ANGEL XX