What Makes A MotherI thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked, "What makes a Mother?" And I know I heard him say A Mother has a baby This we know is true But, God, can you be a mother When your baby's not with you?

Yes, you can he replied With confidence in his voice I give many women babies When they leave it is not their choice Some I send for a lifetime And others for the day And some I send to feel your womb But there's no need to stay.

I just don't understand this God I want my baby here

He took a breath and cleared his throat And then I saw a tear I wish I could show you What your child is doing Here

If you could see your child smile With other children and say "We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear, but My mommy loved me so much I got to come straight here!" I feel so lucky to have a Mom who  had so much love for me I learned my lessons very quickly My Mommy set me free. I miss my Mommy oh so much But I visit her each day When she goes to sleep On her pillow is where I lay I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek And whisper in her ear "Mommy, Please don't be sad today I'm your baby and I am here"

So you see my dear sweet one Your children are okay Your babies are here in My home And this is where they'll stay They'll wait for you with Me Until your lessons there are through And on the day that you come home they'll be at the gates waiting for you

So now you see What makes a Mother It's the feeling in your heart It's the love you had so much of Right from the very start  ~Author Unknown

Piece of my Heart How was it to be that I now am robbed of such joy? Of watching you grow or finding out if you’re a girl or boy. Never did I get to hear your cries or even see your tears, Or kiss your little brow and hug away your fears.
I am just left here now with pain and few memories, Of the days that were happy with you inside of me. For you were loved and wanted oh so much, What I would give just to have felt your touch.
The hours crawl by yet the time does not seem to slow, I want to scream out to the world you are gone, why don’t they know? How is the world still turning when I feel it should have stopped? Why are people laughing and living when it feels like I can not?
Not enough tears can be shed to express the love we have for you, No words can describe what we all wanted to be able to do. I would have just held you and breathed in your sweet smell, Shouted with joy and phoned all the people we wanted to tell.
But this time we called loved ones with the sad sad news, That too little were you to live among us and we were meant to lose. But nothing will ever erase those 30 weeks we had together, For a piece of my heart you now hold always and forever