NIKKI was my cousin she was my favorite,my freind most of all,nikki was taking from us all to early I have her ashes n picture above my bed n talk to her every night,nikki called me her man whore cousin lol nikki was a shining star I still drive by where she used to live thinking I wud see her on the balcony but that light wasnt there I remember when I first told nikki bout this girl she wanted to go kick her ass nikki i remember the phone calls from her 2,3 o clock n the moring talkn bout bout this asshole and that asshole,I wish I still get them nikki was my female ass kicker cousin,nikki shocked the pants off me on that awful day of july 29,2019 that she was a organ donor and come to find out my beautiful cousin nikki has saved 3 lives in Arizona,that day of sadness made me to become a organ donor myself,nikki I will see you again she is my riding angel I keep a lil bag of her n my vest so she's riding with me,NIKKI you are loved missd so much until we meet again cuz keep spreading your wings n fly.I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MARANDA NICHOLE ERVIN✝️☠

There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of. You are missed and loved more than you will ever know. I wish so much that I could have my best friend back. You left way too soon. There are times that I feel that you are talking to me through my dreams and telling me that you are ok and that you will see me again when it’s my time. I miss those conversations and all night phone calls that we had. I would give anything to have just one more.