ForeverMissed

This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, John Lawrence, 59, born on March 9, 1924 and passed away on February 13, 1988. We will remember him forever.

Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on December 25, 2019
Well Daddy another xmas is here and were still apart. I hate it im just wasteing away always alone jus biding my time i know youve seen what has happenend to me with my kids but you know what you know i never did anything to cause all this and i dont deserve it either.but you know what im going on i gave them a better life then they would of had if they were their real family i even left there dad cause he was mean to them.i thought he was gonna really hurt them so i took them and left and this is how they repay me. Theyve treated me like shit and a dog well youve seen and it really didnt help wen mom stepped in and wouldnt back off i hope shes happy. This help me getting this off my chest talking to you well you know what i mean daddy. Well ill stop i hope you know how much i love and miss you ...MERRY XMAS DADDY GOD I MISS SOOOOO MUCH UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I LOVE YOU YOUR DAUGHTER .
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on February 13, 2019
Well I hate this day just not fair.hi daddy I'm sitting out here in the rain writing you this I'm so down in the dumps,i soon want to b with you it hurts my heart.31 years where did that time go. I'm miserable I'm just here,why? I've been through to much shit I'm not happy everything has went to shit family is torn apart it shouldnt b like this but it is.i ts to bad I feel like a lost soul.
Well dad I love you so much and miss u terribly.R.I..P . You daugther puddles. Kisses and hugs!
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on December 24, 2018
Well another Xmas without my daddy,I hate it it's jus not the same anymore,I remember I couldn't wait for it opening all those presents smelling that turkey cooking all the goodies and all of us together.its not been that way since you left,everyone's turned against each other don't want to have eve1 together anymore it's a crying shame,I wish we could all b together like it use to be a nobody dying we never get old just our family like it use to b.well daddy merry Xmas you won't b alone this Xmas you got mom now.i love you and miss u horribly give granny a big hug tell her I love her R.I.P.YOUR BABYGIRL
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on March 9, 2018
Happy Birthday daddy, I miss you so much.You would have been 94 today.god how time flies one more day closer for us to b together again!I love you so much.I bet you were sooooooo happy to see uncle Fred,it was such a tragedy for us to lose him that way,but I bet he's right their with you making up for lost time.well miss him dearly,jus like you.well my love hope you enjoy your day,ill think about you all day like everyday,im so lonely for you daddy,R.I.P love and miss you always.your daughter.
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on June 18, 2017
Happy Fathers Day Daddy 6-18-17 I love and miss you!
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on March 10, 2017
Well yesterday would have been your 93rd birthday. DADDY you've been gone so long and my heart aches like it did the day you left me.sometimes I just want to scream plz God bring him back to me but I know that'll never happen.just have to wait til it's my time to cross over and you b the first one I see I'll never let you go.i love and miss you HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY LOVE YOU LONGGGGGGGGG TIME AND FOREVER......R.I.P. YOUR DAUGHTER CAROLYN
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on February 8, 2017
Well its that time of year again another lonely lost year without you. Not fair but what can i do just wait for the day we can be together again.daddy i miss you and granny so much.you can see ive not had it very good or easy but i feel your there behind me pushing me to stay strong and get through whatever im enduring its been rough im use to you making my life so easy i had to grow up and not take life for granted fast.well i miss u terribly i love you soooo much i wish i was that little girl again.i swear id never say i cant wait to grow up again.love you daddy R.I.P. TILL I GET HOME.
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on June 15, 2016
My daddy not a day goes by that i dont think of you.what id give to just hear your voice see your smile. Its been 28 years since you were taken from me and my heart still feels the same today as it did the day you left me broken in pieces.i know it wasnt your fault but you were cheated out and so was i. I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE DADDY,I NEVER HAD THE PLEASURE OF MY DADDY WALKING ME DOWN THE AISLE ON OUR SPECIAL DAY! Its not fair but you know what? WERE GONNA BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOON! I cant wait daddy to hug you and ill never let you go,cant wait to feel safe in your arms again.i love you sooooo much and miss you tremendously. R.I.P. DADDY SEE YA SOON.

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Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on December 25, 2019
Well Daddy another xmas is here and were still apart. I hate it im just wasteing away always alone jus biding my time i know youve seen what has happenend to me with my kids but you know what you know i never did anything to cause all this and i dont deserve it either.but you know what im going on i gave them a better life then they would of had if they were their real family i even left there dad cause he was mean to them.i thought he was gonna really hurt them so i took them and left and this is how they repay me. Theyve treated me like shit and a dog well youve seen and it really didnt help wen mom stepped in and wouldnt back off i hope shes happy. This help me getting this off my chest talking to you well you know what i mean daddy. Well ill stop i hope you know how much i love and miss you ...MERRY XMAS DADDY GOD I MISS SOOOOO MUCH UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I LOVE YOU YOUR DAUGHTER .
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on February 13, 2019
Well I hate this day just not fair.hi daddy I'm sitting out here in the rain writing you this I'm so down in the dumps,i soon want to b with you it hurts my heart.31 years where did that time go. I'm miserable I'm just here,why? I've been through to much shit I'm not happy everything has went to shit family is torn apart it shouldnt b like this but it is.i ts to bad I feel like a lost soul.
Well dad I love you so much and miss u terribly.R.I..P . You daugther puddles. Kisses and hugs!
Posted by Carolyn Lawrence on December 24, 2018
Well another Xmas without my daddy,I hate it it's jus not the same anymore,I remember I couldn't wait for it opening all those presents smelling that turkey cooking all the goodies and all of us together.its not been that way since you left,everyone's turned against each other don't want to have eve1 together anymore it's a crying shame,I wish we could all b together like it use to be a nobody dying we never get old just our family like it use to b.well daddy merry Xmas you won't b alone this Xmas you got mom now.i love you and miss u horribly give granny a big hug tell her I love her R.I.P.YOUR BABYGIRL
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Shared by Carolyn Lawrence on March 9, 2020
Well again another birthday is passing Daddy it hurts so bad its not getting any better with time its worst each time.I want us to be together so bad again you have no clue some days i wish it was my time to go jus so we can b with together.nobody here would miss me.well daddy Happy Birthday i love and miss you so much until we reunite.love you to the moon and back!! Ur daughter....
Shared by Carolyn Lawrence on January 14, 2019

jus wanted to say hi,i miss you so much,daddy I'm all alone in this great big old world,seems like everybody's gone out and forgot they had a sister.so much has change for the worst it's just not the same if I could have one miracle in my life it would b for you to come back to me.im so miserable I've made some many bad choices in my life I'm trying to turn my life around but I keep running into the wall I just wanted to feel I was loved and not have to feel I was being lied to.thats why I can't get close to anybody I jus don't care anymore. Daddy I love you,miss you badly.your daughter