I truly miss my grandma. I no we have our mothers n fathers but there's something about a grandmother's touch that honestly makes a house a HOME. SHE WAS MY MAIN GIRL .LOL. SHE KEPT IT REAL . BUT MOST OF ALL SHE WAS THE ONE PERSON I COULD TELL MY FEELINGS TO AND SHE WOULD EITHER LAUGH WITH ME ,CUSS ME OUT, TELL me I'M FUCKING CRAZY AN GET OVER IT. OR .OR SHE WOULD FULLY UNDERSTAND MY PAIN AND MISTAKES AND NOT FOR ONE SECOND WOULD SHE JUDGE ME ,BELITTLE ME,OR LOOK AT ME IN A BAD WAY BUT YET SHE WOULD LOOK ME IN MY EYES AN TELL ME GIRL IT'S GONNA B OKAY. BUT WITH TEARS IN HER EYES BECAUSE SHE DEEP DOWN KNEW I WAS A BORN DISATER.BUT THAT WOWAN LOVED ME SO MUCH SHE NEVER AGREED WITH HIS U FELT OR WATD I'D SAY. SHE WOULD JUST PULL ME TO HER CHEST AN TELL ME TO CRY MELISSA IT'S OKAY. AND SHE FELT MY PAIN CAUSE SHE WOULD CRY WITH ME ..BUT NOT ONCE TELK ME TO GIVE IN TO MY FEELINGS BUT RATHER TELL ME HOW PROUD SHE IS OF THE GOOD THINGS I TRY TO DO .SHE WOULD SAY U R A FIGHTER MELISSA ALWAYS HOLD UR HEAD UP HIGH AN FUCK WHAT ANY BODY THINKS OR SAYS ABOUT U BECAUSE THEY WOULD NEVER SURVIVE THINGS I'VE DONE OR BEEN THRU BEACUSE GOD GAVE THOSE STUGGLES TO ME AN ONLY ME.TO ALWAYS MAKE ME REMBER WHERE I CAME FROM AN REMIND ME THAT PPL LIKE ME CAN OVERCOME THE MOST TRAGIC LIFE EXAMPLE
.AN I WILL ALWAYS HOLD MY HEAD HIGH AN FIGHT MY WAY THRU THE DARKNESS BECAUSR SHE IS MY LIGHT AT THE END OF MY BATTLE...I LOVE NO OTHER PERSON IN THIS WORLD THE WAY I LOVED MY HER. FOREVER N ALWAYS IN MY HEART N MIND..R.I.P. TILL WE MEET AGAIN