ForeverMissed
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Nayati Collins, 34 years old, born on October 8, 1979, and passed away on March 20, 2014. We will remember him forever.
Posted by Brenda Collins on September 5, 2022
Good Morning just sitting here thinking about how much I miss you and what life would be like if you were still here I wish you were here to see your daughters grow up into beautiful mature young ladies I pray that God keeps them safe from seen and unseen dangers of this wicked world I know you looking down on them and watching them glow as they grow you would have been a proud father of both of them we are missing you badly sadly .
Posted by Brenda Collins on July 11, 2022
Thinking of you always this something that most ppl. Will never understand until they lose someone that is so precious and dear as you will always be too me I can't explain my pain to all that does not begin to understand I lost a piece of my heart and some days are harder to bear but I know there's a God who really cares and that's how I'm making it one day at time holding on to the precise memories you left behind you will forever be in my heart I really miss you so much I seen your girls they brought so much joy to my heart to just to hold a pieces of you and my arms they all grown up now and pray that God keeps them focus keep them safe and keep them on the right path of righteousness an positivety I know you watching over all of us I often see you peeking through the clouds with a smile .
Posted by Brenda Collins on May 2, 2022
As mother's day approaches I cannot help but too think of you my first born the one who turn my whole life around and filling it with so much love and joy my first baby boy I'm proud too say that I am your mom and I will never forget you your forever in my heart motherhood was rough doing it alone but God kept us strong and this mother's day I know I want be alone when I look to the sky and see you peeking through the clouds smiling down on your dear mother and all that love and misses you so thanks for letting me be your mom and finding exactly what motherhood is like rest on my love child .
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 28, 2022
What's Son the Memories that we once shared keeps drawling me the Memories of you childhood until your adult life keeps flashing before me oh how I wish you could have had more time to spend on this place we call earth all though you no longer is here I feel your presence I hear your laughter and I will always miss your love you gave I shed these tears for you .
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 26, 2022
Good Morning Son thanks for shining so bright down on my soul this morning you are and will always be heavily on my mind because you are missed so much I often wonder why and how I continue too go on without you here when you left my smiles turn into tears and fears of what's too come so I stay prayed up until we meet again love you forever and ever.
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 22, 2022
Good Morning Heartaches and heartbreak  I'm sure you laughing down on the world now only if I can hear the laughter from you voice again you always said some of the funniest things that made me laugh so hard I really miss those times and I know another joke will never be told the way you use too tell them I guess you left the legacy for your children too carry on the laughter but no one will ever be as funny you I'm laughing now just thinking about some of the silly things you would say live love and laugh missing you so much.
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 21, 2022
I need more laughter and less tears I miss the joy of you being here your death has been nothing but a mother's nightmare and every anniversaries holidays and birthdays year after year becomes more painful I'm drowning in sorrow lord what I'm do without you.
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 20, 2022
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SON YOU ARE FOREVER MISSED 8YRS OF HEARTACHE AND HEARTBREAK I KNOW ONE DAY I'M GONNA HOLD YOU AND MY ARMS AGAIN I CELEBRATE YOU TODAY IN SUCH A SPECIAL WAY UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 20, 2022
I'll just lay here and listen too the soft slow songs playing and remembrance of you with tears flowing from my Weeping eyes while I vision the smile and imagine the laughter only I can hear I learned over the years th I s sort of pain will never go away but it becomes manageable there are good days and many bad days that I must make bearable with the help of the lord better days will come .
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 20, 2022
Like the dew in the Morning Gently rest upon my soul today makes 8 yrs painful years full of sadness tears and sorrow I still miss you I'll never understand why you had to go away I thought you had a lit of time a lot of years but was wrong I ask the lord over and over again how do you mend a broken heart how do you repair the brokenness inside of me I really miss you this month is most definitely a bitter sweet month we celebrate birthdays with smiles we celebrate your anniversary 3-20-14 of departure of life and sadness and tears you will forever be missed my pride and joy rest on mommy will never forget you you will always be my son peeking through the clouds ⛅ love you forever lord give me strength like no other give me peace in the midst of my storms.
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 10, 2022
3-10-22 8yrs and a day its been that long since I seen your face watching you suffer was the hardest thing too do I wish I could have traded places I really wanted you too live longer so you can see your girls grow up and become young ladies I wish you could have accomplished everything we talked about I thought time was on your side because you was so young and you always came up with great ideas you just didn't have enough time too put them into action I wish you had taken better care of your health life just wasn't fair enough I miss you I'll never heal from losing you I miss you so much I can just cry me a river but it want bring you back so I just have too the precious memories of what we once knew love you forever.
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 5, 2022
Good Morning Son Shine Thanks for the love and the laughter that you shared with everyone how can we forget about you when you brought everyone so much joy you made us laugh and you made us cry I will forever hold you in my heart I wish you were here too share my special day but I know you will be looking down shining that spotlight on me reminding me too wear a smile love and miss you my pride and joy my first born
Posted by Brenda Collins on February 26, 2022
Good Morning Son you been heavily only mind lately time has rolled around again march is approaching soon and the tears begins too roll right down eyes each year I plan too feel better and celebrate you a long with my special day but I can't help too think about you because this was the month you went away the last time I seen your face or even heard your voice was the night of my birthday march 6th on a Wednesday by Saturday morning your life had taken a change forever no more laughter for me nothing but tears as the years passes on your children are doing fine growing up very fast I know you would be proud of them and especially your dad stepping up and taken charge thanks to him kamiya is in a much better and safer environment we don't have too worry no more Samarr is a young adult with so much potentials to be great I know you are smiling down on us I can still hear your laughter although I misses your presence March will forever be a difficult month too get through Son I love and miss you my first born my heartache keep peeking through the clouds I see you smiling down on us .
Posted by Brenda Collins on January 2, 2022
Good Morning my dear Precious son I come to you just to find the peace that's way deep down in my soul I find so much comfort in visiting your memorial site I feel this is the safest place to come I get to reflect on all the great memories we once shared together and since you been gone our family has grown so far apart so I hold on to you and my heart son I love and miss you every day of my life wish you were here to wipe the tears from my Weeping eyes so long until next time love you forever my first born my pride and joy.
Posted by Brenda Collins on January 1, 2022
Happy New Year's wish you were here too celebrate with in the flesh my heart hasn't felt this lonely although I know you had to go this place was much too toxic for you air just wasn't refreshing enough for you to continue too breathe on this side of earth and I know now all your troubles are gone you been set free and some day we will meet again mother/son reunite at last until then my son I promise I will Cherish every memories that you left in my heart you will always be my first born and I will mourn you until my last dying days peace for now love forever. ❤
Posted by Brenda Collins on December 22, 2021
Remembering you during the holidays is just as painful as the day you left us I will always have a space in my heart a mother's love will never part this Christmas and New year it's just me and you and some eggnog teardrops wishing you were still here you brought so much laughter too my heart not a day goes by that I'm not missing you love you forever my Precious baby boy you light up my life and without you my heart will never feel whole again Merry Christmas and Happy New Year's too come you are my son shine peeking through the clouds .
Posted by Brenda Collins on October 18, 2021
Although I am missing I'll never forget you my first born my Precious bundle of joy I know this life never treated you fair and your time was cut short I remember telling you that you was young and you have a full life ahead you and you can always correct your wrongs and make a better and positive life for yourself and your children I had no idea that you was leaving so soon I miss you rest on my love until we meet again these tears are for you .
Posted by Brenda Collins on October 12, 2021
Missing your laughter your jokes I always wonder how you come up with such amazing sense of humor but then I look in the mirror and I realize it comes naturally we love too see others laughing and smiling and sometimes laughing so hard until they cry we are that kinda funny I can remember you saying some of the funniest things I really miss that I really miss you my funny man R.I.P THESE TEARS ARE FOR YOU.
Posted by Brenda Collins on October 9, 2021
I say each year the pain of losing you gets easier but the truth is it never be easy losing your own I think about every day and night I wish you here too make me laugh again you will always be my funny man and I will always miss you like crazy you my 1st. PRIDE AND JOY and you are Irreplaceable there's no sorrow on this earth that heaven cannot heal I will get through this and forever hold you in my broken heart love you Son
Posted by Abreia Henderson on October 8, 2021
Happy Birthday too my Previous Baby Boy 1st born I really miss you I will always celebrate you on this day 10-08 Forever ❤ its Been 7yrs and it still hurts like hell but I know with God as my protector and provider he'll get me through this day so I'll let my tears flow for tomorrow I'll be able too smile again you will always be my Son peeking through the clouds
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 20, 2021
Another painful Anniversary year of missing you the pain of it all will never go away it becomes bearable but the hurt is so deep in my heart it's just seems like when you left us my whole family fallen apart I miss your jokes your laughter it kept me going and now since you been gone I feel all alone I can't call you its been 7yrs. But pain feels like was just yesterday I can never forget the time the doctor called 5:08 pm 3-20-14 My whole world crash in a second my joy left me I been praying for 7yrs. For God to mend my broken heart and ease my pain and strengthen me more so I can be that shoulder the girls can lean on I know if you were here you be so proud of them they are beautiful young ladies now and your dad has been the most stand up grandfather anyone can ask for he's really been there for them and for me too we love and miss you so much Tavaris Robert latoya the whole family is missing you like crazy thanks for showing me the signs that your near every time I look up to the sky I see you my son my sunshine peeking through the clouds ⛅❤
Posted by Brenda Collins on October 8, 2020
Happy Heavenly 41st. Birthday still missing you like crazy right now is your jokes , laughter I really need to get through these crying and trying times continue to R.I.P In the arms of the Angels tell simone I miss her too and one day we will be together again I love you I miss you life will never be the same without you. My 1st my pride and my Joy  FOREVER LOVE ❤
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 21, 2018
it hurts like hell i wish heaven had vising hours .
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 21, 2018
its that time of the year again 3-20-18 5:08 pm son i'll remember that laughter forever I miss you so much this world is not the same without you but I understand now why you had to go away and now I know you are free until we meet again I will always love you my first born these tears are for you continue too R.I.H with your baby Samone Collins when i look to the sky i will always see you and her my precious grand baby peeking through those clouds
Posted by Brenda Collins on October 8, 2017
Happy 38th Birthday
Posted by Wendy Rosario on October 1, 2017
My special Nate, he will forever have a special place in my ❤️ He passed on my sons Birthday...Gone but never forgotten.
Posted by Brenda Collins on October 1, 2017
Another's years journey this is your birth month time is rolling by fast
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 30, 2017
Its been 3yrs. Since we laid you down to rest my mind and my heart been nothing but a mess often times I Wonder how will I get through this losing you is still so devastating my heart is so broken I don't know what to do I'm lost without you you promise me that you would rescue me from being homeless but I woke up one Saturday in got that call you was slipping away each day right before my eyes and one day I had to say good night rip son gone too soon but never good bye I know you tried hard for me but you didn't try hard enough to take care of yourself now the fight is over no more wrestling to breathe you been tag its your time to rest for god knows best I live you son your life lives on you been set free save a seat for me .
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 21, 2017
My my 3yrs. Has gone by without you near son I miss you so much when you left my joy left too I just wish I can stop by Heaven in visit you just to hear your voice again would give me so much laughter son life just haven't been the same without you I'll place a flower
Posted by Brenda Collins on March 21, 2016
It so hard to believe that 2yrs. Has already passed and the pain still feels so fresh as though you left us just yesterday I thank god I made it through this day without breaking down and that was only because you baby brother T stay around me and we shared laughter and old memories of you we watch movies just like you use to love to do I shed a few tears but when I thought about your jokes it made me smile for I no your in a better place you will always be my sunshine on a cloudy day I will always celebrate you I will never let your memories die because some people can forget about you and a blink of a eye no no I will never let you be forgotten you are the apple of my eye ❤️❤️❤️
Posted by Ms.Elizabeth Brown on February 20, 2016
Nate you are beyond missed. Your Daughter is such an amazing reflection of you. I will always miss and love you.
Posted by Ms.Elizabeth Brown on February 20, 2016
ummmm idk how to say how much i miss you... and all the stories you'd tell........i wonder what your doing up there.  -nanie

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Posted by Brenda Collins on September 5, 2022
Good Morning just sitting here thinking about how much I miss you and what life would be like if you were still here I wish you were here to see your daughters grow up into beautiful mature young ladies I pray that God keeps them safe from seen and unseen dangers of this wicked world I know you looking down on them and watching them glow as they grow you would have been a proud father of both of them we are missing you badly sadly .
Posted by Brenda Collins on July 11, 2022
Thinking of you always this something that most ppl. Will never understand until they lose someone that is so precious and dear as you will always be too me I can't explain my pain to all that does not begin to understand I lost a piece of my heart and some days are harder to bear but I know there's a God who really cares and that's how I'm making it one day at time holding on to the precise memories you left behind you will forever be in my heart I really miss you so much I seen your girls they brought so much joy to my heart to just to hold a pieces of you and my arms they all grown up now and pray that God keeps them focus keep them safe and keep them on the right path of righteousness an positivety I know you watching over all of us I often see you peeking through the clouds with a smile .
Posted by Brenda Collins on May 2, 2022
As mother's day approaches I cannot help but too think of you my first born the one who turn my whole life around and filling it with so much love and joy my first baby boy I'm proud too say that I am your mom and I will never forget you your forever in my heart motherhood was rough doing it alone but God kept us strong and this mother's day I know I want be alone when I look to the sky and see you peeking through the clouds smiling down on your dear mother and all that love and misses you so thanks for letting me be your mom and finding exactly what motherhood is like rest on my love child .
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Thanks for being my very 1st bundle of joy for allowing me too smother you with unconditional love from the first time I held you in my arms you made me cry happy tears then and sad tears now I miss you and my heart cries out thanks for letting me be your mom and leaving me 2 beautiful granddaughters and a special friend your Dad what a blessing Happy Mother's day too Me from you heaven sent .
Wow this sad month has come too a end now and you can continue to rest on in paradise just keep shining down on us always and I will always look to the skies just too see you peeking through the clouds I  will forever cherish the memories until we meet again beyond the beautiful skies where the Angels fly high with all the rainbows and doves way up above.
You will forever be in my heart every thought of my day will constantly remind me of you rather it may make me laugh or cry you will be the reason why I'll never forget the joy nor the pain that you reflected on my life you left us the most 2 beautiful seeds that can ever be planted samarr and kamya and you was so funny you gave them both the same middle name after your cousin monae that was amazing I you looking down on all us even your dad too I know you smiling because he's truly been a super Heroe in all aspects of our lives I will always love him for giving me you a seed of love a season of joy shine on me son today and always Mother dear.
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Never alone

Shared by Brenda Collins on July 24, 2022
From the day you was born I've loved you whole heartedly you was gift too my heart just like your dad was and will always be I pray you get the help you need so you can can carry on with life expectancy you was born to be a winner and no matter what I will always be in your corner because you will forever  be my pride and joy too the end of times just like your dad we gonna get better I know somebody who will wipe all of our tears away Nana loves all of her babies the same you gonna get better.

Missing You

Shared by Brenda Collins on April 1, 2022
A new month today is April fool's day and  I think of you because I know you would have had so many jokes and pranks too share are hearts would have been filled with so much laughter and just thinking about it now you make me smile you bring me joy when I am feeling down I think of your sense of humor and the way you make everyone around smile you was truly a blessing from the minute you came out the womb I had tears of joy until you laid peaceful In your tomb I  often heard that joy comes in the Morning I am still waiting for that Joyful Morning too come  PEACE BE STILL. 

The love I Cherish

Shared by Brenda Collins on October 8, 2020
Your life still lives on although I can't see you touch or hold you like I once did but I will forever hold you tight in my heart a mother's love for her children can never be torn apart some love comes and go but my love for mind own shall never fade away I miss you so much you always made me laugh and now your making me cry I never wanted to say goodbye so I said good night and thanks for my two Precious granddaughters growing up so beautiful and smart your dad has played a big part ❤