I love you my son.. it is National Sons day and I just want to tell you that I love and miss you so much.. you would be so proud of your daughters.. Ally, I mean Officer Ludlum and Destiny in 8th grade already!. and I wish I could see you play with your grandson! You would absolutely adore him, we all do!

Nick there are so many things I miss about you, your smile your laugh how you liked to help people I could go on and on. I loved the smile you would put on my daughters face. I’ll never forget the call from my nephew telling me to get to you I know we are not to question God but you were so young but then again there is no age limit for death but knowing you believed can give us comfort. I love you Nick and thank God for the moments we were able to share your life. Live your other mother

Daddy, I love you!! I miss you so much!! I wish that you were still here with us. You are looking down on all of us as an angel though and I know though you are not physically here.. you are spiritually... Thank you for always giving us reminders all around us that you are still here.. I miss you more and more as the months go by. I know you’d be so proud of me and Destiny!!
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Nick, I will always remember your conversation with me that fateful day, I wish I could have helped you.. but I am so glad I was talking to you when you needed me.. just wished I could have helped you.. but I am thankful for the many that was there trying their best to save you, but God needed you more.. I love you with all my heart.. and I keep hearing your phone falling. so glad to call you my son, you were always a sweetheart.. love you my son, and I will see you one day!