Happy birthday babe

Your birthday is coming. I can't believe you won't be here

What to say, what to think..... I noticed your b day coming up on Facebook which reminded me all the good times we had in school and out of school. Living down the street from one another for a while. All the fun we had causing trouble in jr. high school and the transition to high school. Like my brother I still can't believe you're gone. It's sad to see your child growing up without her father but I'm certain your friends and family will continue to remind her of an awesome person her father was and that you will be watching over her through the good and the bad. Cheers my friend. Keep close watch over your loved ones. RIP

Goodnight ..... Dreamed about you the past 3 nights. See you in my dreams ❤️

Thinking of you.......I miss you Nick......I love you!

Today we had ambers 7th birthday party. We had a frozen party and had the princesses come out to the party. She was so excited and had such a great time with all of her friends and family. I know you were there watching her. :( I can't get through one day without thinking about you. I know you are with me whenever I'm in the car because no matter how long the drive is. One of the songs we would always sing would play. Yeah we had a couple. But those still pop up weather on the radio or on my phone randomly. I miss you and love you!

It is so hard to wake up every morning and know you are gone.. I miss you so damn much and I would do anything to get you back... I will never forget our last time together and everything that you told me. I will keep it close to my heart.... Amber misses you and loves you so much... This is all so hard...On saturday we had a get together and I just wanted you to walk through the door and everything be okay... I never got to say a real goodbye and that is killing me.... I know you are with me everyday and I hope I make you proud raising our daughter. She is amazing and I thank you for her. I thank you for always being there for me. I know we didnt always get along and had our ups and downs but you always just picked up from where we ended off and made everything okay. Ill miss you...always...I think of you every second of everyday..So glad you gave me some of your shirts.. I can still cuddle up with you in a sense.... just cant believe youre gone.....


I love you hun... til next time....

My precious baby boy, my first born. I miss you so very much. I miss your laughter, your humor, your big heart, but most of all your hugs. I always felt so safe and loved with your arms around me. Nick I hope you are at peace now. I'm glad you have no more pain. I hope you are up there sharing that beer with your Dad and all of the family we have lost recently. I saw you Friday and you looked so relaxed and finally happy. I kissed your lips and told you how much I loved you, I hope you knew how much. You have given me the most precious gift any son can give. You gave me Amber! She will always be loved and taken care of. I will make sure she grows up knowing all about her Dad that loved her so much. I promise to be there at all her important moments in her life. We had the most amazing service for you on Saturday. All of your family and friends were there. The bag pipes were playing for you sweetheart. It was fun and casual and had everything that you had wanted. I had so much fun hearing the stories heard by all that loved you. What I learned from everyone was what I already knew, they loved your sense of humor, your smart aleck sense of humor but most all they knew your gruff exterior was just a cover over that huge kind heart of yours. Your brother is having a hard time Nick, please watch over him, he loves you Nick. I miss you so much but I am thankful for all the amazing memories we have shared. I love you and just relax and be happy now! You will be forever missed and always in my heart.
               Love forever,
                   Mom  xoxoxo

Nick
I can't believe your gone... I only had 7 short years with you in my life. I will never forget the first day I met you, you really did your job that day and scared the living you no what out of me... during the times we had i got to know the real Nicholas Chambers as a big Scary teddy bear, warm heart, kind soul person and someone i can count on when i really needed somebody. I will remember the good times we had at concerts,and trips we all took to Laughlin, Las Vegas.and camping with our family and friends. You gave your mom the most precious granddaughter(Amber) that is a piece of you she and I will always cherish her to the end of time. I hope you find piece and happiness where ever you are.You always told me one statement every day when i dropped you off from work and said see you tomorrow (but that will remain between you and I) My answer was  I will, I won't, and I'm scared. You always smiled and showed me your knuckles. I want you to know I considered you one of my sons as I do your brother Jon. Your mom and dad did a great job raising you from a baby to a man. I wish this world could have your goofy smart ass sense of humor back but that's just me being selfish.
I love you like my own son
Love always bro
Darin