There are Too many stories to honestly point out. You were there for me through the worst time in my life, and was a huge part of the best times of my life. You saved me, both physically and mentally when I had my seizures in 2011, and when I contemplated suicide after losing my dad. You brought me out to Colorado and saved my soul, and now the brightest part of me is now extinguished, and a dark void is in its place. It's so hard to picture a future without you in it. I've NEVER been so close to another human being than you. You knew my secrets, my fears, my demons....you knew ME and ALWAYS had my back. I could never thank you enough for the life lessons you taught me. I wish I could have done more.... Life is going to be so much harder without you around. I love you Brother.... I miss you.

I remember the day you were born. I was 10 yrs old. And you would be my first sibling born after me. I was in the delivery room when you were born and I was freaking out cuz i wasnt sure what was going on. But I remember i had jelly beans and I spilled them everywhere. When we brought you home me and Michael and April pretended like you were ours. And we stayed up all night long with you which felt like forever. We made cheese toast for us to eat since we were so young we couldnt really cook yet. You use to make us play Barney over and over. But you loved it. And you would play in that lil johnny jumper that would hang in the door way of our dining room. I will always cherish these memories. I love you so much lil brother. Rest in peace